Hey guys so for today we're gonna be doing a chit chat get ready with me but
I'm also gonna be answering some questions that I asked you guys on
Twitter to ask me I want you guys to ask me anything that you've been wanting to
know like not regular questions juicy questions that you've really been
wanting to know so we're gonna answer them today but I'm gonna go ahead and
use some primer let's get this foundation on so my face can match my
body right so I'm going to use the hood of UD pre makeup base so I'm actually
just watching the the last season of broadchurch I really liked that show
broadchurch I finished Gossip Girls so I like needed
something new to watch and I watched broadchurch like already months ago but
the new season just came out on Netflix it's actually a really good show I mean
it's not like amazing blow out of the water but it's a good like watch so I'm
actually on the last episode of season 3 so I'm finding out like who did it it's
a good detective show so I'm finding out like who actually committed the crime I
don't want to say what the crime is cuz I don't wanna spoil anything you guys
can watch it if you're interested but I'm just using some professional in the
t-zone but yeah I'm like finding everything out right now and I'm like
shocked so I think the next show I'm gonna watch is Jane the virgin a lot of
you guys on Twitter are recommending that one and Vampire Diaries but I don't
know man I just I don't think I can get down with the vampire stuff like I
really hate that type of like I didn't even really like Twilight is that one's
cold yeah Twilight I don't like fantasy I guess you can say like you know today
I'm going to use my huda beauty foundation but I think I'm gonna try
mixing a little bit of the L'Oreal True Match and see how I like that I am like
the most reserved person even when it comes to like watching a new show and
trying a new show I'm so like hesitant to cuz I'm like and what if I don't like
it am I gonna waste my time but I really loved Gossip Girl you guys and I am so
shocked I'm gonna use w5 to make this lighter cuz I don't I don't know if they
I don't think this is gonna match me today is it
yeah I'm really shocked at who Gossip Girl was and I feel like the ending was
rushed because I wasn't even expecting it I was just watching episode 9 I think
it was episode 9 of season 6 and I was like okay cool there's like still so
many episodes left and what do you know it was like the finale
I'm like seriously are you kidding me at least like a warning would have been
nice like I was expecting like I think every season has like 20 something 23 or
whatever episodes so I was like okay episode 9 I still have half the season
left if I need to be mentally prepared but I'm about to finish a series so
someone asked how has you and steps relationship changed since you both
started YouTube and they also asked another question but out Lancer this one
first and we'll go back me a sex relationship hasn't changed at all the
only thing that I guess we could say has like change is like we've now added like
a business aspects to our relationship but other than not like everything's
exact same so now we're able to like you know pick each other's brains on ideas
or bounce things off of each other or now we can go to each other for like
advice I'm gonna cover my t-zone but I'm going to spray the tatcha yeah I have to
cover the t-zone whenever I use that like a Lisa nose so the other part of
the question is I know you have another sister you don't talk about so does that
mean you're closer to Steph because of YouTube no that's not what that means at
all so a lot of you guys ask about my other sister I get this question so much
and I've actually got so many questions last night when I asked you guys for
questions about my sister um yeah so my other sister she's the middle sister so
I'm the youngest Steph is the oldest we do have a middle sister and the reason
why we don't talk about her or show her on camera and stuff is because she's not
on YouTube she's barely on social media and if she is her pages are private
that's just her choice as an individual and I think I don't know what it is I
guess sometimes people get caught up in like this 2008 teen social media world
and they just think if it's not on social media it's not happening and it's
not true like you can't just assume that just because my other sister is not on
social media with me that sorry I'm fixing my mirror that she's like
non-existent in my life she just doesn't want to be on camera and doesn't like
social media it's not a big deal my boyfriend's actually the same way which
is why you guys haven't met him either he really hates cameras like he put a
camera in his face and he that runs away he's like the guy behind
the camera the guy who will help me vlog sometimes or take photos or you know do
drone shots for me he's actually the guy who takes the drone shot so you guys see
on the vlogs he's so like he actually hates social
media so much that I was like I was like let me at least tell them that you
thought you took their drone shots let me at least give you credit he's like no
no it's okay it's okay like you know some people don't like to
be in the spotlight I actually don't like to be on the spotlight which I
don't know why I do you do you know it's just it just happened okay I don't like
to be on the spotlight either but I'm gonna use the kik it up you concealer
but yeah I like he doesn't even like social media that much so he's just like
no it's okay like just just you know let me just do it quietly like not everybody
wants to be on camera on social media out there but again I think that's hard
too I think that's hard to get I haven't picked up my proper shade in this yet so
we're gonna use the light one this is shade number four
yeah not everyone like I know this is 2018 and social media is so big which I
love because I've always loved social media always I've always loved Twitter
and when Instagram came out I loved it like I've always loved social media but
not everyone does and I know that that's hard to like grasp because we're in such
an era where like social media is huge that like you're literally non-existent
if you're not on social media or something doesn't exist if it's not on
social media or if people don't see it happening on Instagram that means it's
not that's it it doesn't exist like I get it I get that that's the the stage
that we're at as a you know as an era or as a society whatever in 2018 but we got
to try to just remember like let's take a breath of fresh air there's there's a
whole world happening out there like an entire world happening out there outside
of social media guys so just because you don't see it on my page doesn't mean
it's it's not happening so you know I think some people do assume not
obviously not my supporters and not what I'm talking about
other people do start rumors like you know oh you guys aren't close then you
don't talk to your middle sister and that's so false again just because
they're not on social media does not mean it doesn't exist we talked to our
middle sister we get along like some there are some rumors to that we don't
get along with each other we get along you guys she is just not on
YouTube she's not a part of like the social media she's not her that's not
who she is she doesn't like that and I respect that always you know and
actually this is the perfect time to address another
rumor first of all I want to say you guys know me like I literally okay
here's the thing I have a very idgaf yeah idgaf attitude like that's just how
I am I don't give up about a lot of things like for me to care like you have
to be deep to me like you have to be poor like you have to be my career or
something I care about I care about you guys and YouTube that's it's like very
dear to me I care about my family I care about very close people to like you know
I'm saying I'm not the type of person that cares about everything like I don't
know if that makes sense but what I'm saying is it takes a lot to
get me mad it takes a lot to offend me it takes a lot to hurt me so you guys
know me I don't really care about like you when do you guys ever hear me talk
about hate comments like you guys never hear me talk about them
I never addressed negativity like ever because I simply don't care like
literally and you know when people say they don't care and they're like lines
are like fronting but their actions speak louder
well my actions speak for it like when do you guys ever see me reply back to
hate comment or talk about negative comments or talk about haters all the
time I don't talk about it because I literally don't care like they are not
on my radar I just don't care only reason I'm talking about it right now
like I'll pop in like once in a while and talk about it cuz it's a topic and
some of you guys ask questions and stuff so I think this is a perfect time to
address you know some rumors that go around and again I never talk about
these things because I literally don't care but every once in a while I think
it's one funny as hell to talk about some of the rumors that people make up
so because I don't talk about it at all or you know often or anything I figured
you know what let's talk about it now and let's just address some of the some
of the rumors that go around because I think it's funny as hell number one I've
heard some crazy you know ish that some people say I'm lying about having a
point which i think is hilarious like I literally find that hilarious like I
couldn't lie number one if I wanted to I'm the world's worst liar ask anybody
who knows me personally I'm the person who will rap myself out like I will rap
myself out if I lie all like tell you that I just lied within that same second
anyways that's so that it's me who would even lie about
that so dumb but again the reasoning is that my boyfriend's things never show in
my house or it wasn't in my house tour I was like when I filmed my house tour if
you guys notice and I filmed my closet I just filmed um what side yeah the left
side of my closet because my boyfriend's side is the right side if you notice I
didn't show the entire thing but it's like I'm not gonna show the entire thing
if I'm purposely trying to keep that aspect of my life private and I think a
lot of people don't think like oh I don't think before they like type things
or say things and it's just messed up but but yeah so there's that which I
find the most hilarious of them all I mean those of you who have met me in
person I'm like usually oh this is my boyfriend so those of you who have met
me in person have met my boyfriend like I've seen him Wow
you've like ran into me at the grocery store or at the mall that comes back to
the whole topic of people thinking like if it's not on social media then it just
doesn't exist and that's a very I don't know how what the word I'm looking for
is but that's a very like black-and-white way of looking at things
like a yes or no type of way of looking at things you know open your mind and
see that there's more going on behind the scenes so there's another one where
some people are saying that I have I don't even know what it's called okay
you know the same like disorder that Sheila has from shameless where like
she's afraid to go outside I don't know if you know it's called
yeah I can't remember what it's called but I'm gonna Derick in the light again
now but anyway so there's some people that say that I'm afraid to leave the
house and I'm afraid to go outside and I have social anxiety which the social
anxiety part is true I've been very open with you guys I do have social anxiety
I'm really really really really really awkward of a person if you've met me in
person and you have like a run-in with me I wonder if any of you guys notice if
any of you right now who watching this video have ever met me in person let me
know if you've noticed how like shy I was or how like socially awkward it was
because that that's like interesting I want to know like what you're guys this
perspective is like you know from like running into me and stuff but I'm like
super super socially awkward I'm like that person who like doesn't even know
what to say or hold a conversation half the time because I'm I'm just really
socially awkward I do social anxiety I don't like being in you know large large
crowds I actually pick up on people's energy
Durkin why I pick up on people's energy like I'm a very like intuitive person so
if I'm in a room with like like thousands of people are hundreds of
people or even like a room with like 20 people
I'm literally picking up on each person's energies and it's so much for
me to handle like I'm a water sign of a cancer so it's a lot for me to handle
that's just me so I do have social anxiety but am i afraid to leave the
house no you guys I'm just a homebody I'm home like 80% of my life because I
love being at home I love hanging out with sugar baby who's on the bed right
now I love I work from home so I literally work from home and I've made a
career from being home I enjoy being home I like Netflix thing and when I get
food I like getting delivery cuz I'm lazy and I don't want to go outside but
am I afraid to leave the house no first of all I do leave the house like if you
watch my vlog channel you know this like I go grocery shopping I have a life you
guys I go go shopping and I go to the gym do i do extravagant things and go on
trips and go like twelve these extravagant outdoor places no because
that's not who I am I'm not an outdoor person I'm not an adventurous person I'm
a very like chill homebody down-to-earth type of chick you know so I don't even
know how some people just make assumptions you see when I'm talking and
doing my makeup like every to check everything it takes me 20,000 hours like
it's taken me 20 minutes just to do foundation and concealer so yeah that's
just a really funny rumor like you know to make up about somebody that they have
a disorder that they're afraid to leave the house like how you just make that up
well to me that is you know crazy because some
people really actually struggle with that so I just think it's kind of wrong
to make that up I'm just using the k'kaw beauty powder in three so yeah some
people just make up like some really weird things it's it's it is kind of
strange I'll be honest with you guys actually I saw one time that someone
said that they know me and that they went to school with me and that I went
to an all-girls school which that's not true either so you know moral of the
story you can't believe everything that you guys see online so has being a
youtuber ever overwhelmed yield for example do you ever feel pressured to do
something the amount of people that you need to respond to then you could have
caught so actually no I've never felt super
overwhelmed being a youtuber the only thing that I ever had like a moment
where I did feel a little bit overwhelmed
was when I started noticing like now YouTube has become like a lot of like
brand trips or a lot of events that's when I started feeling a little bit
pressured like hey because I'm a youtuber do I need to do that to like
maybe maybe I'm obligated like it's my job maybe I need to go to events maybe I
do need to go on these branches so a lot of you guys asked me to like why I don't
ever go on brand trips and stuff and I've talked about this before and some
of you guys know this - I do get invited a lot of the times which I'm so grateful
for like I'm always always always super grateful and I always reply back to the
companies thanking them so much for number one even thinking of me like
that's that I'm very grateful for that and just inviting me and being willing
to you know have me on but it's not necessarily my thing like being
somewhere with a whole bunch of people that I don't know and just too many
people it goes back to me having social anxiety
and you know just yeah it goes back to that it's just not something that I'm
comfortable with so I actually used to struggle a lot with that and being like
what does that make me like a bad youtuber and stuff but then I just
started realizing you know what I have to like fully accept Who I am and this
was like over about a year and a half ago that I started having these like
overwhelming feel feelings I was like no you know what Amy you gotta accept who
you are as a person and be the youtuber that you are like just because other
youtubers are going here and going there and doing this and doing that just do
what you want like don't worry about what everyone else is doing don't feel
pressure and don't feel obligated so I stick to that now and now I just stick
to Who I am and I don't really worry about the rest so someone else asked
what previous jobs have you had and how have you liked them so I've actually
only had two jobs my entire life I got my first job when I was 18 I was like 18
and a half and it was actually at Target so my first job was at Target when they
came to Canada and they first opened up I worked there before they were even
open so I helped like set everything up which was so much fun and I met so many
amazing like people like the people that I worked with were all so amazing and
because we like built the store together and you know
they'll just built everything up really like we started the store before it even
opened we had like such a bond because we all worked together to like build
everything it just started to get like overwhelming afterwards because the
sales weren't doing well and targets no longer in Canada now so things just
started getting you know kind of I had to end up leaving that job because they
were gonna close down so then I got another job at Shoppers Drug Mart and if
you don't know what shoppers drum where it is it's just a drugstore so Shoppers
Drug Mart is like CVS or Walgreens and I actually worked in the cosmetics section
as they like cosmetics retail so I helped people you know choose their
makeup I did some people's makeup to like you would come in and pay for it to
get your makeup done for prom or whatever I actually did the prom day for
some of the girls which was so much fun but yeah so I would do their makeup help
them choose products to purchase I just worked in the cosmetics section which I
actually really loved that job - it was just fun cuz I got to be around makeup
but things got a little shady they're like you know coworker drama okay the
Sun is coming in and out so this lighting is gonna be very fluctuating
during this video but it's hard to keep up with it so yeah things got kind of
shady you know like the drama around the workplace I was never a part of it you
guys know me I'm not about that drama life but some people were just like
shadiest as hell you know anyways um I ended up leaving that job because I just
started like you know really doing well on YouTube and it became hard to like
manage both because I would want to film videos but then I would have like a
shift at work so I would have to like film my videos before work or film my
videos only on certain days so because I wasn't allowed to be on my phone like I
would I wouldn't be able to get to emails like quick enough like whereas if
I was at home I'd be able to answer the emails right away and everything I would
get in trouble for being on my phone a lot too but a lot of the time I was on
YouTube responding to comments like answering emails and I basically was
like my heart in my head was somewhere else like it was with YouTube so I just
eventually did really well on YouTube that I was just like okay why am I
wasting my time here like my check from work became like a like a bonus and I
was like okay this is like not making sense because the amount of time like
time is money and the amount I spent at that job I could use that to
you know do more for you guys so someone asked as we know as your loyal
subscribers you like to keep your relationship private would you keep your
kids off the internet and also keep them private um you know I've actually for
some reason it's funny you ask this because for some reason I've been
actually thinking about that question lately like what I want like you know
what would I do when I have kids like do I keep them on social media do I keep
them off I've actually been asking myself that I think ultimately I would
keep them off of it in terms of like not having them on all the time but I feel
like they would be so cute that like it would be so hard not to vlog those
moments and like put them up for you guys to see like you know I'm saying
they just do kids do the cutest things and they look so cute so I think it
would be hard to keep that like you know off completely and stuff so I think I
would um yeah I think I would but I don't think it would be like you know
it's such like a permanent frequent thing so let's go ahead and answer
another question someone asks how long did it start how long did it take for
you to begin seeing results and also how did you find the caloric intake that was
the sweet spot for you I feel like it's taking me forever to find anything that
works so I totally understand this question because I actually tried three
different calorie in takes over the course of the past year and a half and
it was a process of trial and error for me to see what was that like sweet spot
calorie intake that made me lose weight at a good pace but not too fast like you
don't want to you know starve yourself and lose weight so fast that like you
know you're doing more damage than good so you know just that sweet spot it took
me three different trials and I talked about this actually in my part one of my
weight loss Q&A video if you guys haven't seen that you have to watch it
it's like such a good video I'm not even Tooting my own horn here I'm just really
stay in it's a good video and you guys really love both of them too they helped
a lot which I'm really happy about because I was just able to address like
all the questions there's over an hour of footage with both of them combined of
questions so I'll link that on the top right here for you guys to click part
one and then you can just watch part two my biggest mistake
when it came to finding my calories sweet spot was overestimating my
activity level so I ended up eating too many calories for like a good year yeah
like a good year I wasted my time for a good year I only lost 15 pounds and
that's because and that's like not a lot for somebody who was my weight like I
had weight to lose you know so for a good year I only lost like 15 pounds
because I overestimated my activity level it would suggest me to eat more
calories so it ended up giving me just too many calories and when I ate those
calories like I would lose weight but I would lose weight extremely slow like I
would lose point to like not even not even a full quarter of a pound I like
point 1 to point 2 pounds a week like it was super slow but it was because it was
I was overestimating my activity level so when you go to a calorie calculator
it asks you if your I always don't know how to say this where is it sentries
sent sedentary whatever they ask you for that if your light activity moderate or
or extremely active or very active I would always calculate myself as
moderate moderate active when really I'm kind of on the light active category but
I would always say I'm moderately active so I call I go to the gym three times a
week and I weight lifts like yeah like I'm moderately active no Amy okay I work
from home so I'm sitting all day my job is very like an office type of job where
I don't move a lot and then I work out two to three times a week so when you
calculate that it really falls under the light activity category moderate
activity would mean that I'm like a construction worker so I'm very active
in my job plus I go to the gym like three four times a week
that's moderate extremely it would be like I have a very active job plus I go
to the gym like five six times a week or like I'm an athlete or something you
know so I was just overestimating my activity okay and I was eating too much
so that's what my biggest mistake was so if you're trying to find your calories
sweet spot you'll find it quicker by being real with yourself by really not
overestimating your activity level and then just just put your stats in the
calorie calculator I'll leave it down below for you guys actually it's linked
in the weight loss Q&A so check it out just put your stats in
be honest with your activity level be honest with your weight because I know
when people want to lose weight they're like I'm 165 and then just put 165
wouldn't really they step on together they're 172 or something like just put
just be honest with your you know stats honest with your activity level and then
the calorie number it gives you is very accurate like if you follow that calorie
numbered that will be your sweet spot cuz when I do that today
that's my calories sweet spot so I completely wasted my time for like over
a year okay so I just did my browser I already primed my eyes the next question
is when you're home filming in your room or vlogging in the kitchen he's your
boyfriend not home or do you tell him to go into another room this is actually
such a good question like oh my god when I got that question I was like this is
good so um yeah actually sometimes when I'm vlogging my boyfriend is home and
the only I will never tell him to like go into another room like if I'm like
wanting if I want to like have a full-on conversation with you guys and I'm
vlogging then I'll just go into another room but sometimes I am vlogging and
he's in the background sometimes he even will help me vlog like when you guys saw
my meal prep cook with me kind of vlog he helped me get a little bit of shots
and stuff so sometimes he'll help me sometimes he's not home and sometimes
he's there but if I'm like quickly vlogging and showing you guys PR
packages a lot of the times he's like sitting right there or if I'm cooking in
the kitchen then I will just blow out quickly so someone asked do you have
management or do you source work yourself so I don't have a management
other than my boyfriend he helps me a lot and then the next question is I've
know you I know you've been with your man I feel like a lot of these questions
are about him I know you've both you're man for a long time but do you remember
how long it took you to fully get comfortable with him both emotionally
and physically sorry if it's TMI but it's so difficult to let any guy in pun
intended I hate being touched hugged by anyone
any advice so um I you know when I screenshotted this question I asked
myself like hmm that's a good question like when you know how long did it take
me um I I don't think it took me very long we kind of connected quickly like I
felt comfortable quickly in that way I don't know maybe it took me like a few
months but I think everyone's different in every situation is different
I think you should rush yourself I think you just wait until you're comfortable
like you know don't rush the process I think in life we overthink a lot of
things and we try to like plan this story book and we wonder how things are
gonna be tomorrow and the next day and the next week but what happens when we
do that is we end up missing what's happening right now so I think just
don't stress yourself wait until you are comfortable don't worry about it so you
guys know I've been like honest saving money kick that's why I haven't
purchased and find shade in the kjw concealer because I'm really serious
like lately I've been really not buying like anything like I've been on such a
saving money kick because I really want to purchase a home I talked to you guys
a lot about money and finances and how unlike YouTube money and stuff like that
in my last check already with me I'll link that up here for you guys to watch
it I just want to keep up these habits to last like forever though like I want
to keep up the habit of like always on saving money on my mind like not
spending too easily never getting comfortable and just always keep being
smart with my finances so I really want to get you know into that habit a lot so
yeah I literally haven't done any shopping I haven't really been eating
out because I realized how much money you can easily spend on outside food
like I actually downloaded the mint app which I'm not sponsored by them I wish I
was mint if you are watching this right now please sponsor your girl because I
love your app I literally love that app you put in all of your accounts and it
shows you what you've spent and you can create your budget so I actually ended
up creating my budget and everything so I love like being able to track like how
much I'm spending and making sure that I'm on budget and everything and when I
was tracking my previous months when I wasn't you know watching what I was
spending and I wasn't tracking my budget or anything I actually spent $600 around
$600 every single month on just like outside food so going to restaurants
going to they pick up Starbucks that's why old you guys that means in two
months I spent $1,200 $1,200 and then three months you spent eighteen
hundred's right and we do the math right I'm doing the math yet
eighteen hundred dollars that's eighteen hundred dollars that could go towards
buying a home or you know it investments or just serious things so I just
realized like how easy it is to spend money and you don't even realize that
you're doing it I wasn't aware of how much I would
you might not be aware at how buying Starbucks three times a week or four
times a week is affecting you but if you go to Starbucks it's usually around five
dollars every time so let's say five dollars you go four or five times a week
that's like almost 30 dollars every single week just on coffee when you can
literally make it at home so like little things like that you don't realize that
you're making a mistake on but that's why I stopped like now I don't even
bother going out to eat very often I just feel like doing my lips right now
but I can't decide what lip color I want to use I have the new k'kaw BD classic
Kay which I really really love to this formula and color and then I have the a
BH stripped I actually follow Naz here on YouTube she is so gorgeous you guys I
love her content her and her sister and she loves this liquid lipstick she
always uses it it's stripped I said that already did I stripped from ADH so I'm
like maybe I need to pull pull on AWS today and use the stripped liquid
lipstick or do I pull a classic Amy and use the mocha from Rimmel stay matte
maybe I'm like bored of this I don't know do I use this maybe but I think I'm
definitely gonna line my lips with natural so let's just do that first so
when it comes to over lining your lips just to give you guys a little tip it's
best to over line them in the center and then gradually follow your natural lip
line towards the outer corners so if you ever over line your lips and you look in
the mirror and you're like okay I kind of look like a little bit cloudy so
you'll get that clown look when you over line the sides of your lips too much you
want to keep the over lining in the center and gradually fit it to your
actual real lips in the outer corner that's gonna look the most natural so
focus the over lining on the center so you'll see here this lip pencil is very
creamy so you're not gonna get a super defined line but I kind of like it when
I just want something really natural you know what I think I'm gonna go with
classic Kay maybe I'll do a little bit of stripped you know what stripped looks
really similar to classic J just has a little bit more pink and lately I've
really been liking to tap out my lipstick or liquid lipstick because it
just looks more natural and not as like full caked on okay you guys the baddest
much it I just finished putting on my lashes I'm using the kiss number 11
lashes which I've been loving lately they just look super natural and wispy
so yeah that's pretty much it I pretty much just got ready so that I can film
an intro for my what I eat in a day I'm gonna upload it what I in a day next
week I think so yeah I'm gonna go ahead and film that and
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