Youtube daily me Jan 5 2019

Hello, this is Sea Hedgehog, and you're here again on my channel, A Jest in Sober Earnest,

and we're going to do another dye with me.

But first, I thought I would kind of update you on what's going on.

So I posted to my Instagram that for Christmas I received a coverstitch machine, the Juki

MCS 1500, and so I'll throw in a video of the coverstitch machine at work and a comparison

between it and a serger/overlocker, just for anyone that's interested.

I was talking to someone on Instagram who was wondering what I would use my coverstitch

machine for BJDs, and I think sort of, my perspective is the seams are pretty wide.

The coverstitch machine, sort of similar to a serger has the option of a four, a three

stitch wide, and a three stitch narrow, so perhaps a three stich narrow would be useful

for sewing knits--both serger/overlockers and coverstitch machines are for sewing knits--so

perhaps that would be helpful for BJDs, but actually, I have it in mind for knits for

myself.

What it does is that twin or quadruple needle topstitching that has the knitted enclosure

for the raw edges of the fabric on the back, and so the easiest description for me, the

difference between a serger/overlocker and a coverstitch machine, is that the serger/overlocker

cuts and the coverstitch does not.

They're almost identical in their function.

So here I have a pair of sweatpants.

So a serged seam would look something like this, where there's a raw edge here that's

been encased--it's been knitted over or crocheted over.

There's actually a little arm in both the serger and the coverstitch machine that goes

back and forth and pulls the THREAD from one side to the other.

And then, a coverstitch machine does like a topstitching.

I don't know that I see it here, but perhaps on this pair of sweatpants.

Yeah, so the coverstitch machine does something like this.

So see there are four stitches here?--it's covered in cat hair--and then there's a crocheted

pattern on the back that holds the raw edges.

Again, I think I have them in mind more for human sewing, specifically, it does a chainstitch,

which is used on the hem of jeans to make it stretchy, and that's a stitch I've been

unable to do in the past, and it also does the coverstitch stitch, which I think I'm

going to use to hem knit shirts, which is what it's primarily used for, and then also

to flat-fell inseams on knitted fabric.

And then it can also do, although I think I'd have to buy a specific foot, it can sew

knit fabric into a strap.

There's a special foot that folds the fabric like this, if this were a continuous piece

of fabric, and then does the coverstitch stitch down the back.

So that's super exciting.

It's a specialty machine, so not something that every sewer needs, but I'm, very excited.

And the next thing is you've seen my progress on the various wigs I've been working on,

and so I thought I'd show you how far I am in my lace wig, my purple one, so hold on.

So I think I filmed my last video maybe two days ago.

so I'm not significantly further, but I've done the entire back to the ear, so now I

just need this section, forward onto the forehead.

I've gone through two wefts, or two packages of Kiwi, from MyLittleCustoms, which is where

I purchased it.

And then, what we've all been waiting for...

So I showed the box opening for this head, but I didn't show it on the body because I

was at my parent's house and I didn't have the body.

So this is the head on the body.

This is a Dollios, or IOS doll, Immortality of Soul doll, Aria--I said Aura in the first

video--on the Dollpamm 68 cm body, but it's actually a very small SD body [small frame],

although it is tall.

I'm trying to show you a close-up of the face.

You can see the resin match is not fantastic.

The head is--you can see it's--eh.

The head does not quite fit on the socket.

I'm probably going to have to do some shaping to get that to work.

But yeah...

Words--what was I doing--right!

So I'm going to dye this doll, after I reshape the neck, a tan, and I'm thinking...

I have a lot of warm tans, and I've ordered--I know; I'm bad--I've ordered a dark tan doll.

So I have: darkest tan is my IslandDoll Noah that's in the, creatively named, Island Doll

"Dark Tan;" I have a dyed doll that's almost black, I have another dyed doll that's a very

dark maybe dark teak or ebony color, slightly warmer than totally black; and then I have

the Dollshe Honey Caramel Brown, which is kind of a more medium brown color; I've ordered

a doll in Dollshe tan, which is slightly darker than their pale tan, because I already have

some medium tan dolls, but I don't have a more cool toned light tan doll, with the exception

of this guy here.

So I'm thinking this is sort of the color that I'm going for.

I think I'm going to go a little bit lighter, and slightly, slightly warmer than this color.

This is sort of an olive neutral tone if you were to compare it to real human skin colors,

but it's Impldoll Special Anti-UV Brown, so it's considered a tan; I don't know if in

real life it would actually be considered a tan, but yeah.

So that's the plan.

So I'm heating up some water here, I'll change orientation, unstring this doll, and then

see you again.

Bye!

Adding more yellow to cancel the pink in the head so that dyed, it will match the white base of the body

I realize here that the body has foot and hand S-hooks, so I have to swap the hand and a foot so that the S_hook will fit in the hand socket.

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How could God help me in stuff like competitive athletics? Q&A Ep. 11 - Duration: 5:50.

Hey Hallie, how was your week?

Hey, it was okay actually I was still off school because of track and field

and regionals and stuff but you know I'm still catching up on some work so it's good.

Yeah I forgot you were a part of the track team-so you run the 200 meter right, did you win?

Oh yeah, I did run the 200 meter but, I, you know I didn't place but my school did pretty well

like Joey got second and Rose got first so overall, we got the pennant which was nice.

Oh, but why didn't you place? You're like, super fast and, I saw you training like five times a week at the running track.

Plus, didn't you place like top city last year?

Yeah I did but you know, I just don't know what happened

um, I tried to slow down towards the end and my heat was just so fast and I just

had no motivation to catch up because you know, there's just so far ahead.

Dang, well did you meet a personal best or...

I just I didn't I didn't do well overall you know.

Wait, then do you know your overall rank? Like top ten, top five?

I just finished last overall...look can we talk about something else?

Oh yeah sorry I don't mean to pry.

It's fine, don't worry about it.

Hey dude!

Hi.

Why are you so bummed out?

I'm fine. I'm just tired.

Are you sure? Are you still upset about the track meet?

No, it's just like I was talking to Miranda today and, you know when I told her that I placed last, she was shook,

you should've seen the look on their faces. It's so unfair, like I trained so hard

and I worked so hard, and I did so bad.

But maybe it's not how much you train but how you train.

I remember leading up to the competition, you were always frowning in anger after your runs.

You weren't even enjoying the sport anymore.

Well yeah I hate it now since I'm so clearly bad at it.

Okay no you're not bad at it you just have a bad mindset and outlook.

Do you know Kelly Clark?

Uh, Kelly Clarkson?

No - Kelly Clark, the Olympic snowboarder.

Yeah I think I've heard of her, I think.

Well, after she a won gold medal in the 2002 Olympics she was really dissatisfied with her career and her life.

Much like you, she lost all the joy in the sport so she picked up the Bible in

her hotel room, opened it up and started reading. One of her favorite verses is

Ephesians 3:17-19.

Okay, so how does that help me?

You've been gloomy all week Hallie, we've all been trying to cheer you up, but not

only do you not have the motivation to run, you've been just camping in your room with your

lights off and listening to super sad music. You need to let Christ into your

life and ground yourself in his love. You've grounded yourself in the love of success and sports so much

that when you fail you were uprooted; but when you ground yourself in the love of Christ, unlike success in sports

the love of Christ is unchanging in a feeling you'll never be uprooted.

Yeah I see your point I just feel like, you know sports has been such an important part of my life, and

you know honestly I never failed as much as I did at that meet and plus I had a

reputation of being fast and hard-working runner and I guess after just

losing so badly I just, you know kept asking 'Why?' like how did this happen to me?

Well you can't control everything. Shane Doan, the NHL player? He missed the entire 2004-2005 season because

of the players strength, but do you know what his response was?

No

He says when things like this happen you realize how little control you have. The more you try

to further control, the more frustrated you become. You just have to accept what God

is doing in your life. You may have questions, but don't let them consume your thoughts, you have to enjoy the blessings of every day.

Yeah I see what you're saying.

Listen dude, I know you're still really upset and that you don't want to be

lectured right now, but, here's a verse that's always been my go-to for me.

Romans 8:28 - here. "And we know that in all things, God works for the

good and of those who love Him, who have been called according to his purpose."

Whenever I read this verse, I'm reminded that no matter what hardships I'm going

through, because I love God, that God is always working for the good of me.

Alright thanks man, I really needed that and, yeah I was just thinking about

how there are some things that I just can't control like God, like what God

wants me to do right and whether I would or not it's entirely up to him and I

need to be able to react in a way where I follow his commands

Hmmmm, what do you mean?

Like after I lost I was just so upset, I didn't want to talk to God or

anybody but, you know Paul says to give thanks in every circumstance right-

in my highs and lows and I think this just reminds me that you know I should thank

God for the opportunity to run but I should also thank him in all my circumstances.

Awww, I'm so proud of you!

Thanks.

You're absolutely right, losing in sports

can be super painful, especially because you worked so hard on it, but trusting in

God and following his command is an easy way to get back on your feet.

Hey you know what? For once you're actually out of the woods.

HEY!

Okay why don't we pray?

Yeah that'd be cool.

Dear Heavenly Father, Lord as we come before you today and lift our anxieties about competition to your hand,

Lord we thank you for the opportunity Hallie has to run, to compete, and to learn from her mistakes.

God we know that in all circumstances we should give thanks to You Lord, so please forgive us and help us to always

be aware of the blessings you put on our lives, even when we feel down and upset.

We pray that you open Hallie's heart so that she may be able to trust fully and

openly in you Lord, and we pray that Hallie will learn to trust that you are

working for her good, in all circumstances. We pray this in the name of Jesus, Amen.

AMEN! Alright feels great, I think I'm gonna run now bye!

Bye!

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hey guys, yesterday it was 43 degrees here.

It was stupidly hot so Stephanie and I went down to the mall.

She got a haircut,I bought some shorts that ended up not fitting,

but I also bought a drum machine... technically.

I need a name for this drum machine and that's where you guys come into it.

I'm gonna do a little contest; whoever picks a name that I like I will send you something probably some

snare straps or something similar so give me a name for that guy

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Plan with Me| January 2019| Doris Wanjiku - Duration: 8:16.

What's up guys! Welcome back to my channel, happy new year! It is a little

into the new year I am so excited to continue my bullet journal journey and

inviting you along for my second year. I got a new notebook so here I have a 200

page hardcover exercise book. I'll be using my previous marker pens some

Pelican soft gel biro pens in the colors black blue and green a pencil and

then I have here a 30 centimeter Haco ruler and a 15 centimeter Pelican

ruler for the long and short lines respectively,

and, of course, a rubber. So those are my supplies, so let's get started.

I start my year by greeting 2019 and a cute butterfly flying over it just because

I thought it was cute. Then I create the index having a place for the page which is

eight boxes then the item part and this takes five pages. Then I have my key

with the basic symbols and then I have my 2019 theme which is simple but

resonates with what I want for my year. Here I am creating my calendar and man

isn't it's tedious but it has to be done. So if you like these kinds of planning

videos please hit that thumbs up button if you have some suggestions comment

down below and if you're new to my channel please consider subscribing and

you can also hit that notification bell on your right so that you can get

notified every time I upload a video.

Here I have my future log I'll have...This is where I'll have all my events my

appointments in advance and this way I can stay up on top of my events and

appointments. I will divide it into six months each in between the four pages so

the first two pages will be from January all the way to June and then the next

page will be from July all the way to December.

If you'd like to see my previous bullet journal videos I'll leave them up on the

top right corner and I'll appreciate so much if you can go ahead and give them a

look.

I have my 2019 goal page and I hope to have a few goals set for this year.

Here is another collection, my fitness tracker. I still have a few kilos to lose

to get to my ideal weight so I thought it best to have my six months in

advance right over there. And then I saw this on Pinterest I thought it was or it

will be fun to try it out. It's called my year in pixels where I'll just have a

different color every single day and it will be awesome to see or reflect how

that one looks. Then I have a reflection page for the past year just because I

think it would be fun to do so. I decided to have a simple theme for my January

month and here I just have my cover page and a quote and just the simple

pattern which I thought was really cute.

For my monthly I have squares for everyday. They are six by five if you are just

curious to know the dimensions. So this is where I'll have all my events and

appointments written in in every single box. And I like how it works it is...

It is big enough for me to write in and I will not lose my dates.

I am trying a different habit tracker. It really was tedious to set this one up

but I um I decided to just give it a try

since I had already started it I'm not sure if I will do it again but that will

depend on how on the aesthetic on how it will look and if it's going to really

work for me but setting it up is just a lot of work.

For my mood tracking I'm going for simple spirals where each will have a different

color I'll trace them all out in pencil to represent each day I can't wait to

see the final look.

Then I have my gratitude log and my brain dump pages because I cannot journal

without these two collections. Then of course my daily and weekly household

tasks collection follow. This not only help me instill some good habits

but enable me to do tasks around the house that would otherwise be forgotten.

Then of course I have a meal plan page just because I like to have an idea of

the meals beforehand therefore you can use up whatever you have and then buy

the things that you need only. Then a quote from Pinterest as a reminder

to live life full. Then I practiced drawing some fireworks and I think it's

not that bad.

Finally I have the first week of the year and I'm just setting it all up giving it the

dates and day. And then I went ahead and numbered all my pages. So I hope you

enjoyed the video. Do all the good stuff like, comment, and subscribe. I'll see you

the next one, bye.

you

you

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I was at a party and this guy was doing drawings so I chose for me to be a

mermaid on a unicorn hope you enjoy

and if you like mermaids check out my web series by clicking on the picture on the corner of your screen.

corner of your screen and please subscribe

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If your reading this message ...

I think you should like up :)

Hope you enjoy!!! <3

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My sisters where talking in the backgound

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50 Subs Special! Willow's Q and A! (get to know me) - Duration: 12:57.

Hi guys! It's Willow, and I am back again for a special episode celebrating my

50-plus subscribers! 50 subscribers was kind of my goal for the end of the year

and I'm so glad that we hit it! It means so much to me every time I get a new

subscriber! I'm just thrilled to death every time I get that notification that

I have a new one, or I see the amount go up. Doing YouTube is something I really

enjoy and something that I find to be a really great outlet for all the things

that I like to do. It sort of helps me feel like I'm making someone's day

better. Which, is an important thing to me. I know to a lot of, at least my fellow

youtubers, it may seem like 50 is not a big deal but, to me it really is. I've heard a

good way to celebrate having 50 subscribers is to do a short little Q&A

session. I just found questions online and also asked you guys to ask me

some and I just wrote up a list of them that I figured I would answer for you

guys. A lot of people asked questions that I would like to answer in like a

whole video, like doing makeup for masculine faces. I thought that was a really

good idea. Doing a more natural look for the workplace that can still have some

style, and then someone also asked me about doing eyebrows. Which, I'm not a

very good expert on eyebrows. I need to watch some more videos, I think, before I

do that one. So, we'll just start off, and the first one comes from, actually a good

friend of mine and my brothers, and it is if you could be anything in the world

what would it be? I think I would be a witch! No, but of course if I could be

anything anything it would be something with like

superpowers, but realistically I would say either an artist or a writer. That's

what I wanted to be growing up. Which, of course, is not super sustainable unless

you're in for the bohemian lifestyle. Number two is, do you have any passions?

I would say, other than just doing creative things, I like to get that

creative juice out mainly through things like drawing painting and I've always

really loved to write stories and books I also really like the feeling of

helping people and making people feel better even if it's just for a little

while the third one is do you remember your dreams and yes I do remember most

of my dreams I used to be able to control what happened in my dreams when

I was younger so I would have like an ongoing saga for nights and nights in a

row and before that I actually had night terrors as a little girl which is where

you have a nightmare but when you wake up you're still sort of in your

nightmare you're like halfway awake and I usually have about one dream or so a

night that I remember the fourth one was have you ever suffered a fracture which

have you've been with me since the beginning yes I have I fractured my

shoulder just this year and I also fractured my hand in high school the

fifth one is if you became a multi-millionaire overnight what would

you buy I think that my answer is probably pretty true for most people I

would buy a house in the car for me and my brother and my mom and my fiancee

well we'd probably share the house but I buy him a car and I probably also want

to go on a trip overseas maybe even multiple trips overseas because I think

that's a really cool thing to do I think it's important to have memories more

than anything else number 6 is kind of related it says if you go anywhere in

the world on vacation where you go and I would have to say probably

Italy maybe Ireland have heritage on both sides that are from those countries

and I also just think the hills and the green of Ireland is really cool and the

castles and then Italy of course there's the ruins and the Colosseum

I'm actually trying to learn a little bit of Italian and I'm very terrible at

it number seven is if you can meet any one person from history or alive who

would it be it's a tough one I've my favorite

youtuber right now is Lois Lane slash Haley Rees I think I would probably want

to talk to my dad again but that's kind of depressing

so we'll mosey on over that one I don't have a lot of celebrities that I would

love to meet that's the thinker number eight is are there any items that you

collect and I used to collect porcelain dolls and snow globes I don't so much

anymore but I kind of want to get back into collecting snow globes and I think

what really triggered this snow globe passion in me was the snow globe from

the santa claus with the moving parts in it I really loved that snow globe

growing up and I wanted one just like it number nine is a doozy and it is to what

extent do you trust people which i think is probably a very telling question I

used to be a very very trusting person like I just gave my heart away nearly

willy-nilly I think and I think now it takes a little bit longer for me to

trust people I have to sort of feel them out and see if I vibe with them or not

before I trust people I think that's true of most people my age number ten is

what are the top three qualities that you look for in people that you want to

be friends with and I would have to say I really admire when someone's creative

because I to have fun and creative ways with

people kindness is number one for anything ever

if someone has a good heart and is kind to other people then I usually get along

with them pretty well and probably a sense of humor I like to be able to joke

around and have a good time number 11 is what do you do most when

you are bored I do a lot of projects all the time I have a bad habit of starting

projects and then never finishing them so I'm usually fluttering around to one

of those things and I also watch a lot of YouTube Netflix while I'm usually

doing a craft the next one is what dreams have you given up as being

unrealistic and I think everybody has their early early childhood dreams of

wanting to be an x-man or wanting to be an x-man or a princess or something like

that but I think I also wanted like I said earlier to be an artist and a

writer and it's very tough to make it in both those markets I haven't fully given

up on being a writer but I don't think I'd ever be able to sell artwork enough

to make a living at it and realistically I wouldn't be able to sustain myself on

writing either number 13 is what is something that you would like to do that

you have never done I think flying in an airplane is a big

one I've never flown in an airplane or seen the ocean and I did have the chance

to do that a couple years ago but I missed out on it so I think that's at

least on the bucket list of things I want to do I also would like to do

skydiving probably number 14 is what is the most important thing in your life

and I would have to definitely say my loved ones my mom my brother my fiance

are number one period in a story when I have kids I'm sure they will be on that

list as well but right now I do have any number 15 is an easy one and it

is what is your favorite color and I would have to say like crimson burgundy

color and black and I know that that thing black is my favorite color sounds

like the classic response of every gothic emo teenager ever and I think

it's because it reminds me of the nighttime sky and when you look into

black it you kind of soak into it and it feels peaceful to me and then red is

such a vibrant and eye catching color that I think it's been my favorite for a

very long time number 16 is what piece of art have you seen that you have never

forgotten and when I was a little girl we went to a field trip and there was

first there was a giant giant painting of she's a goddess with the six arms

there was a giant picture of her that was like the size of a whole wall at

this museum and then this giant Buddha statue which I actually have a picture

in front of that I can show you

and then a we took like a block of marble or ivory and carved the scene of

Michael st. Michael sending Satan and all his demons to help and it's this

very intricate little piece that I think I also have a picture of and if I do

I'll also insert that here remember being in all of the giant statue and the

giant painting a little girl sitting in front of them being like whoa number 17

is what scares you about aging and I think that the thing that scares me the

most in life in general is losing your loved ones because as you get older that

it's inevitable that you will lose people that you love and I hate it every

time oh that's it for the questions part I guess I can tell you sort of my plans

for my youtube channel I'm hoping to incorporate more of my hobbies into it

and of course I'm still going to be doing some beauty videos because that is

one of my hobbies and one of the things I really enjoy doing so I want to

continue doing that I want to do something special makeup for Valentine's

Day I wanted to do a creative writing workshop where I thought I would help

teach you guys learn how to write not that I have much but we can maybe learn

together how to write or some more projects I my projects for this channel

I would like to keep more on the less expensive side so that people could do

it I thought maybe I could do some comic book style videos but I am a long way

away from that because I am just learning how to use my drawing chaplet

and I hope that we continue to grow as a channel I'd really like to see that I'm

also just kind of letting it take me where it takes me

just kind of feel where it goes let me know if you guys have any good ideas or

any ideas in general there are really no bad ideas for videos you want to see me

do going forward and I hope you guys how to create new years I think this is my

first video since New Year's Eve I went out with some friends and had a good

time and then had a date with my fiancee the next day let me know what you guys

did for New Year's down below as well and make sure you add me on Twitter and

Instagram also like and subscribe if you haven't already once again I just want

to say how happy and thrilled I am to have so many subscribers on my channel

now it makes me really just happy thank you once again for subscribing to me and

to giving my channel a shot even though I know sometimes it's probably pretty

hard I just really enjoy making these videos for you I'll see you guys next

time thanks bye

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january 2019 bullet journal | plan with me - Duration: 4:57.

Alrighty.

How are yous?

I'm in Ireland for New Year's so that's why there's a bit of a change in scenery, yknow.

I'm sat on the floor in my Nanny and Granda's kitchen and I'm home alone.

Woo.

Anyways, the time lapses for this video were shorter than I had expected them to be so

I'm doing the intro now... yay.

Regardless, I hope you enjoy my bullet journal preparation for 2019 and January...

January 2019, if you will.

Um...

I don't know what I'm saying half the time.

I hope you appreciate how slowly I'm talking here because in the time lapse parts I'm speaking

like I'm fucking James Charles... so...

HI SISTERS.

Let's get into it.

*lol i'm sorry in advance abt how breathy it sounds ahhh*

So kicking off 2019 is quite a simple spread with a gold-fireworks vibe going on.

My gold heart tape at the top and bottom matches that in a way but like… cuter yknow.

On the left page we've got the twenty-nineteen.

In words.

Going up and down all aesthetic like that.

Of course.

Because I'm extra.

What else would you expect from me?

It's also done in that way I've been doing all my titles recently but there is some single

line shadow going on here.

I don't know what I'm saying but I think it looks cool.

On the right page are my goals (aka my resolutions) that I will be doing a video on soon so look

out for that.

Woah look at me promoing myself.

A true YouTuber now.

Vaguely going back to the spread: I love this yellow Mildliner pen.

I think I just love the colour yellow… to be honest.

Particularly this mustard-y colour.

I can't believe 10-12 year old me hated it.

She was dumb but, like, that's ok.

Ok so this spread's timelapse was super long and I don't know why so I'm just

gonna talk about January.

So I really wanted to do a space theme at some point, but like, soon and I got this

star tape from my gallest pal and also some space stickers so I decided to a do a space

spread in January.

Not that deep but who cares?

On the left is a lil astronaut that my mum thought was a diver when she saw me drawing

it… thanks mother.

On the right is Saturn because I always like to write the month on Something and writing

it on just a general planet didn't look nice so I put it on the rings.

Also, you see all these stars?

They were just excuses to write with my Mildliners because making the theme basically the blue

and purple Mildliner shades wasn't enough apparently.

Firstly, excuse the lighting.

It's winter so there are 2 hours of suitable lighting for filming.

Slight hyperbole there but not really.

Anyways, my calendar spreads are always the same apart from the fact that sometimes I

fuck up the distancing between the numbers and sometimes I don't.

This time round I didn't.

Shockingly.

Also, above the numbers I did little shadows on the white pen and I love it.

However, I don't love the lines above and below the numbers because I fucked it up originally,

went over it to fix it, and fucked it up some more.

I also have two cute lil constellations here.

A Capricorn one at the bottom and a Virgo one on the left because I accidentally did

an out of place dot.

Woo.

The right page looks super empty at the moment but that's only because I don't have a

clue about what's happening this month.

Yay.

So this spread is the last one that needs to be prepared in advance and is also the

first time I've done something like this so this is fun.

Side note: You can see me fucking up the tape at the beginning… wow…

I'm so skilled.

Anyways, on the left is a homework tracking page so I probably should've given Art and

Geography way bigger sections but ah well.

I don't know timings but this happens several times so I'll say it anyways: I do a couple

of oopsies and make the middle bit of highlighting go on for far too long but I cover it up so

it's aight.

Is this a #relatable thing?

#That moment when you fuck up in your bullet journal and panic beyond belief before realising

a way to cover it up.

*deep breath* On the right spread is the beginning of a playlist page.

I have a lil cassette drawing in the middle that I'm living for and a Virgo and Libra

constellation on either side because a) I'm self-centred and b) my sister is a Libra and

she wanted to be involved.

And I'm a lovely sister.

And that is it.

Hope you guys... *unidentified noise* There was a noise and I'm scared.

And that is it.

Hope yall enjoyed.

You can like, if you like.

You can subscribe, if you're in the mood.

You can... ok there's another thing that, like, all the proper YouTubers say ummm but...

what is it?

*GASP!* Ooh!

It's the bell! you can ring that bell if you like as well.

Honestly, who actually rings the bell though?

Because like, can't relate.

I'm usually watching the video 10 minutes after it's uploaded anyways so why do I need

the notification?

Anyways, sorry I'm not good at this whole YouTube... thing.

Ah well.

Bye.

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かまってちょーだい | Look at me | (rus sub) - Duration: 4:57.

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Me If I was On Wheel Of Fortune - Duration: 0:12.

Go

To The

Front

Of The...

CAVE!

{Buzzer Sound}

We Dont Want To Be In The Back Of The Cave {Laughing}

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a Song called Mr Gay & Watch (Not By Me) - Duration: 1:25.

Bombs are Flying. People are Dying. Children are Crying. Politicians are Lying Too.

The answer is Killing. Texaco Billing. the Entire World is Going to Hell. so are YOU!

I'm SUPER! Thanks for Asking! All things Consider I couldn't be Better! I'm a Fan!

I'm Super! And Nothing Bugs me! EveryThing is SUPER! When your- Don't You think I look Cute in this Hat?

I am Sorry Mr Crimple. I just Feel so bad for You right now.

Because I'M Feeling.. SO Insanely SUPER! But Even a Baka. You Can't Walk and Bring Me Down

(Crowd Sing)

I am Super! NO Nothing Bugs ME! Everything is SUPER When You- Don't you think I Look Cute in this Hat? these Little Pants. This Magic Tie I gotta Buy.

(Thats All For Today)

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「Nightcore」→ Tell Me That You Love Me ♪ (James Smith) LYRICS ✔︎ - Duration: 2:51.

this video includes lyrics on the screen

No more lazy mornings we lie in next to me

No more late night talking before we lay your heads to sleep

No more looking in the mirror

Will you stepping on my feet without your arms around my shoulders?

I've lost the strength to be

Calm and set me free

Will you stay with me tonight and pretend it's all alright, tell me that you love me

so age love

You whisper in my ear those three words I wanna hear tell me that you love me

So age love me

Even if you would you say I'm still the one

Hide the way that you feel and leave our stove

So we

Who you wish

Thank you

For less time to hold you one last time to tell you all the things I shoulda said

But just once more

For you stay with me tonight and pretend it's all right. Tell me that you love me

though ease

So either you learn

My hand