Youtube daily me Nov 8 2017

All you girls - I want you to run round the sports hall in three circles around the

sports all. Ready, steady go!

HPV or Human papillomavirus, it's a very common virus and it affects both men and

women. There is now this link between HPV and head and neck cancer and therefore men

presenting at clinic with a HPV head and neck cancer. I was diagnosed with head

and neck cancer on Friday the 13th 11:30 2011 and I had three tumours, one each side

of the neck on one at the base of the tongue.

I had chemotherapy every day for six weeks so and then I had two neck

dissections where they opened up from the ear to the shoulder both sides to

take the tumour out. When the radiotherapy hits because of the way tumours were, they

have to go through those glands and once they go through them they killed those

glands. So I don't have saliva in my mouth so what I have to do is I have to

drink water all the time. It's very difficult to actually know whether

you're infected with the papilloma virus because most people don't have any

symptoms if you have a very obviously growing wart then clearly you have been

affected by the virus but most people don't present with any symptoms at all,

so in that case there actually it's very easy to be spread people don't realize

they've been infected. I'm particularly interested in the area of HPV in

regards to how it's infecting the mouth. It's something that we've known about

for about the last 15-20 years with the link between HPV in the mouth and

it's causes of head and neck cancer.

Errr...I'm not actually that sure. I don't really know. Just a little year ten

glossing over. The education around HPV and the awareness around HPV at the

moment is very very low. The issue we've got with the HPV program as it is at the

moment, that boys aren't vaccinated. My thoughts are we should be informing

parents to give them the information and awareness for them to make their own

judgment on whether they should get their boys vaccinated or not. One of the

best places to look for if you want to know more about HPV is either when the

schools are starting to talk to their year eight girls there's the leaflets

being sent out then that come from the NHS very much explaining around the

vaccinations but also explaining around the virus. You can look at places like

the NHS website, Cancer Research UK they all have a lot of information now around

HPV and also more information around the vaccination program. The trouble is when

you're young it's never going to happen to you and I see kids now - my own kids-

you know you they go through life as if like today is today and it don't really

matter tomorrow but trust me tomorrow comes very quick.

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MY BOYFRIEND BEAT ME WITH A TABLE | WARNING GRAPHIC PHOTOS | Domestic Abuse Storytime - Duration: 30:02.

(Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse): I'm not kidding nobody I'm not scared of nobody I'm not fucking scared of nobody

I look crazy right now I'm not scared of nobody

fucking pigs handle me blood was literally gushing out I won't put

pictures in this video for you guys to see what my legs look like Hey

so I don't even know how to start off in this freaking video it's just been on my

mind to do this freak and little I got storytime whatever and tell you guys

what has been going on and I'm gonna start crying I'm gonna try not to start

crying because I really don't want to cry I don't necessarily know but I'm

just telling you guys what's going on me you guys can already see the title so

you guys already kind of have like the idea of what's going on so this is just

gonna be I guess my story about domestic violence what happened to me okay so I

guess I should just start off with who was how we know each other and just

stuff like that oh my gosh I feel like I'm gonna I might start crying this

video and I really just don't want to

okay so I'm it just gives background before I go into the story so me and my

boyfriend of eight years actually moved in with him we met when I was 13 we met

when he was 15 we'd met on his birthday fourth of July at the fair and we dated

for maybe about eight months I never would know me I broke up with him I

moved like to this area or whatever when I was like 15 we got back together we

were dating and stuff like that I'm in college like fast warning I'm in college

this my new year like spring junior year like I started getting depressed and

stuff like that I don't know what I'm gonna do when it comes to school and

stuff like that I'm doing you two and I'm like okay I'm also a makeup

artist I had got my certificate and everything and I was like I want to

focus on being a makeup artist and also focus on YouTube and I've been doing

that since I loved school so that's when I moved in with him basically because I

was just like I don't know what to do like I feel stuck being in school so I

moved in with him it's been forever since I do this story time so yeah I

moved in with him and everything like before okay before we even moved in

together we were already kind of on bad terms like we weren't together for one

I'm here trying to get back with me I was talking to someone else and he knew

that but I don't know it's just like when it's someone that you love and

they're getting blowing up your phone and stuff like that you just like the

I'm I miss you so like the indoors talking like we

spend Valentine's Day together and stuff like that but anyways yeah so that's

kind of how we started talking again like he was hitting me up and stuff like

that saying he dissed me and some no like so yeah we were broken up like

maybe about four months got back together went to Vegas together then in

April I moved in with him things were okay in the beginning but the thing I

didn't like is the fact that he was always in the house like playing video

games all the time like he wasn't working yeah quit his job so maybe for

about five months he didn't have a job it was just a knowing like it's just

like he said he wanted to do music and I didn't see him like pushing for his

goals he was always just playing video games and blasting other people like

that could be used someone else can be sitting around blasting your music and

you're making money off of that but that's besides the point of the video

I'm just trying to give you guys background I know I'm kind of like doing

all over the place but yeah so I was living with him and all

things were starting to get bad like we had our first cat together I have

another cat now we had our first cat together he let pass him away so with

him passing so he passed away and he just has so many vet feels like it's

seen oh my gosh not gonna start crying it seemed like every time we took him to

three beds it seemed like every time I came time to sign the papers for the

bills I was always the one signing it he would just like dip off somewhere and I

was stop signing it so we had like a thousand dollars in vet bills before

that I was even working well this will make sense for why I'm saying this

okay so I wasn't working and stuff like that - cuz I was waiting for this new

job out I had got to hired me saw that home for like basically a month when you

prison to hire me so my cat passed away already like her oh pretty much emptying

out my bank account maxing out my credit cards just to take care of this cat to

make sure he was good and I don't regret it for anything but it's just like I was

so broke and it's just like it faces like being a thousand dollars in debt

it's just like you know cool like a lot of people my age don't just have a

thousand dollars just sitting around to be paying

so it took a huge toll on me so me and my boyfriend at the time we were kind of

already on bad terms or whatever but me having to pay so much for vet bills and

stuff like that I was broke like I didn't have money for rent like I was

staying there when having his dad when I first moved in I was paying rent and all

of that but i was so broke and i'm still recovering from that right now like

right now i live with my dad and I'm still recovering from all of that like I

have a good-paying job now so it's helping a lot more but it's just like I

was still living with him okay so this hole I guess sit right down this wall

make sense so I was still living with my ex-boyfriend even though we were on bad

terms like we were arguing a lot and it was just at the

I'm just like I don't want to be here like I felt stuck and I'm just like the

only reason I'm still here is because I'm not paying rent right now cuz I

don't have the money for rent like if I wanted to go somewhere else like so I

was still staying with him and everything and like I knew I should have

moved like one of my friend she offered to me look for her and like the room was

gonna be a crazy amount just like still like I don't just like it wasn't a crazy

about what I'm like I don't have that money still so I was still living with

my x-ray we were always arguing like always arguing and it was just bad like

it was bad to the point where we both came so every Natasha leaves like he

started like we would argue and stuff like that and he would just beg me like

well can you please leave you know I'm like I will leave like if I have the

money like I don't want to be here any more than you want me to be here of

course I don't want to say in someone's face like you guys can call me stupid or

whatever in the comments for saying even though he's asking me to leave

but when you don't have money to do what you look like you know so it just did

sound like you want to like what else do you do but I'm not gonna just be

homeless by choice he's on saying like it's not like he was

pushing me out of his house it makes me leave he would just say that

won't who you're arguing or wherever and like I think it was like maybe the last

month that we live with each other I started sleeping in the living room and

it wasn't because we were on bad terms just because we have got a new hat how

they these things we got another cat so having an attachment to my last cat and

see him pass away I don't wanna lose my other cat so I started sleeping in the

living room with him all the time because he I'm gonna have him in a room

so just imagine like we're argue no this hi we're not thinking let's say that we

weren't even having sex like living with him like we really even

like it was just such a turn-off to me like him he just started to become a

turn-off for me to like I wasn't at I'm not as a bike nice time went on I wasn't

I was attracted to him too which is crazy because I used to be very

attracted to him okay yes so we were already on that

turns wanted me to leave and everything and okay so let's just jump to the day

of the incident when everything happened so I wake up in the morning like I'm

getting ready doing my makeup for work and stuff I hear him on the phone

running his friends and he was like yeah wouldn't meet up with this girl doctor

they were talking about like meeting up with girls and stuff like that so like

you're meeting up with girls like I'm already not feeling this guy but it's

the fact that we're living together and you're still in my space that makes me

still somewhat attracted to you and you're my boyfriend that that and just

like you meeting up with females and you're hiding from me

so I was asking him like after I got to do my makeup for work like I was in the

living room and I was like I'll worry about to do saying he was like I must

hang out some friends I'm like hoot and let's name his friend imma fuckin his

friend either because y'all UI his friend Binnie so he

was like I'm about to go have a biggie a baby that's just me

big E's any yeah he was like I might hang out with Biggie and I was like okay

well he needs like some friends or whatever I was like oh no I said okay so

yeah he wants to know hey he said he was hanging out on baby they don't like who

else are you now with your little girlfriend whoever he was I was like are

your little girlfriends gonna be there and he was like I don't know and I used

like I know like me like I used to say that sometimes like your little

girlfriend arevery because he's she told me multiple times so I'm always connect

him I'm having little girlfriends and stuff like that but he was just like I

don't know whatever and I'm like so you know hang out with females and he was

like yeah or whatever and I'm like I want you to tell me and he was

like because you don't like other people's I'm like what makes you think I

don't like other females the only other females I've been around

is your family and your female best friend and the reason I don't really

have a problem with her it's just the fact that when she comes to my house she

doesn't speak to me and this is my house when I live and she's around my nigga so

she needs to fix me that's just mannerism like I just always

been told like if you go into someone else's house you must speak to them it's

not my job to speak to you you're in my house and you're around my man so

anyways I'm just like Whoopi melee combo I'm gonna give her I was gonna say

Beverly Jessica I'm like are you talking about Jessica like if you're staying out

of like other females and he was like no I'm not talking about her and I'm like

exactly then who are you talking about like there's nobody else you could

possibly talk about but anyways fast-forward later on to that night I

get off of work whenever I'm home him and his friends come home around

I believe midnight and then I access friend I was like oh are you guys with

girls wherever in you he was just like wow like he was just like trying to send

me off like why are you worried about it and stuff like that it was just us going

like I was just talking to this friend like accent if you look they were

hanging I don't see those stuff like that he was calling me insecure and

stuff like that and I just had an argument him so you hung in secure

nation I'm like I'm an insecure bitch I'm like how am i insecure I can get

niggas like how the fuck am i insecure so we stopped talking or whatever his

friend falls asleep and I just tell him I'm like I told you like for the longest

I'm not gonna argue with you anymore like I'm done with arguing can we just

talk like I just want to talk like two adults and my to like when I say all of

this like he's already he's smoking weed he's like taking a bottle to the neck

and stuff like that so like this thing good he's cross-faded obviously

and he's just have a person like his even drink like that but he's been like

heat like as time was going by he started drinking more and more yeah so

yeah he had a whole bottle and he was just drinking it or whatever so I'm like

can we just talk so I was like can you please I've dropped drinking like I'm

trying to talk to you and I were because like the littlest things I was saying to

him like he would just start laughing in stuff like that I'm like can we talk I'm

like what is so funny nothing is funny I'm trying to have a grown-up

conversation with you and obviously I'm getting irritated like I'm getting hella

ear and maybe because I'm just like I'm trying to talk to you like why won't you

just hear me out and why the fuck are you laughing why are you laughing when

I'm just trying to talk like I'm getting pissed off so I go up to him I move his

alcohol and I take it to the kitchen I need to pour it out and he was like why

the fuck are you always touching stuff or whatever and I'm like what are you

talking about like I understand like I grabbed a bottle whatever I didn't

accord it out I'm like can I just talk to you like I no one should be drinking

like I want you to clear mind I'm trying to talk like a dope and it's getting

irritating and we even talked about this this stuff is irritating me like that's

what used to irritate me about him because living with him I would try to

just toss things out I told him I'm not arguing it anymore because once I

decided I'm gonna be moving out like soon I was like I'm not arguing anymore

can we just be cordial we agreed to be cordial while I was living there we

agreed to be cordial and like every time it seemed like I wanted to just talk

things out he can never take me serious and that was one issue with me I'm just

like you can never take me serious and I'm trying to talk to you like either

just have to start laughing you trying to flip stuff on me and I know the said

about guys they like to flip stuff on you and like to me that's not cool I'm

like how are you just gonna flip stuff like that on me like you know like I

don't know like guys are just weird like y'all are some weird creatures like no

offense but to like guys that are innocent don't be doing all that so like

a lot of y'all are some weird creatures like I'm just at the point where I don't

want to be bothered with guys but yeah so I'm just talking to them I'm like

you stop drinking or whatever and then like we were just going to add it

because he was calling it insecure bitch or whatever and stuff like that so I get

in his face he gets in my face next thing I know you guys I'm in his

face oh my gosh I just cried myself okay I'm in his face he's and I says next

thing I know I was not expecting this shit next thing I know he didn't eat

twice fucking twice in my fucking face and I'm like what the fuck

because he's never hit me before he's never hit me like we've got two

arguments where we're like pushing or whatever like that's the most but this

made it just punches me my face twice I fall to the fucking ground

and I'm not expecting this the thing is I'm not scared of him like it's not okay

for any guys if you hit a female but I'm not scared of him I am not scared of him

at all like if I were to see him today knowing that he would hit me I would

want to fight I would really want to fight him like I'm not scared of no die

I'm not scared of nobody feared nobody but God I'm not even

scared of him and he punches me twice I fall to the ground I was not expecting

any of this I fall to the ground you don't punch me to the head next thing I

know he grabs a table like you have nothing to grab that second table but

let's take my food at the table I'm on the ground because he hit me in the face

I'm just covering myself and I'm just screaming me because I'm not expecting

any of this to happen he grabs a little coffee table and he just starts hitting

me with it he starts hitting me with it in my leg and that's not cool at all

like for a guy to put his hands on me I'm only 21 years old like I've never

I've never I've never expected any guys for his hands on me ever like I'm not

scared nobody I'm not fucking scared of nobody I look crazy right now

unless you please handle me like blood was

literally gushing out I will put pictures in this video for you guys to

see when my leg looks like the London was literally gushing out of my leg

and I I don't know what to do because I'm like I list like this guy like what

do I do I'm like I don't have money to move out like right now like I didn't

know what to do like the only thing I could do at the time was call my dad I

called my dad told him what happened I'm like dad this happened or whatever and

I'm like he hit me I'm like can I move he said yeah that's fine or whatever and

like I was just talking on the phone my dad I'm telling him about my leg I'm

like yeah it looks like blood is gushing out it looks like meat was gushing out

to of my body like I was just telling him he was like yeah you should

definitely go to the hospital or whatever and even the upstairs neighbor

she came downstairs and she was like oh yeah they never had these problems

before you moved in or whatever like this kind of trying to blame it on me or

whatever and I understand like it was no more issue before I moved in but

boyfriends and girlfriends argue like what do you expect it's not gonna be

just like birds chirping me living in here you know boyfriends and girlfriends

argue like in any relationship boyfriend girls are you so I don't want to hear

that and I was just telling her I'm like when everything happened like I was just

telling her I was like yeah like I should call the police and stuff like

that like I don't know what's gonna happen with me all of this happen to try

and call my dad like I'm talking to the lady or whatever and she's like yeah

don't call the police or whatever and it's just like for her at the female to

tell me not to call the police lines what the fuck is wrong with you like

what the fuck is wrong would you like to stand up for a guy putting his hands on

the females you know and I just don't understand that like I really just don't

understand that I know and I was just like he kept home

like when I was talking to her and stuff like that he just kept on coming like in

my face and he was just like yeah like just talking hell of shit and stuff like

that and I mind back up out of my face before I call the police

and shells like don't do that or ever don't call the police or whatever

they're gonna take you to and I'm like then he'll take me all they want to as

long as I know he's in jail they can take me all they want to cuz I'm just

like I really don't give a fuck at this point he put his frickin hands on me

like and the sad part is now like now that everything's happened or whatever

like I end up going to the hospital the police came like it was mandatory for

the make-believe support and of course I'm gonna do that because you put your

hands on me I'm not gonna let you walk free so you

can do that to the next week know if you could I'm saying I'm gonna make a report

I press charges on him I don't have a court date yet but they said that soon

as I can go to court it's January so I'll have a core game eventually I'm

gonna call them again to see what it is but yeah I'm supposed to be going to

court for it like oh also I need I mention my I like my face was holding

and everything I I actually had broken bones - but yeah I forgot to mention my

face was swollen because he had punched me and stuff like that like my eye was

like kind of red it really turned my completely black like my jaw was hurting

him stuff like after everything happened I went to the hospital that night and I

had x-rays or whatever they stitched up my legs so I still have stitches in my

life because I don't have my medical down to my health insurance down here

via stitches in my leg and all that my my ear was swollen

I've never even knew ears he gets home my ear was swollen as fuck my eye was

swallowing and stuff I have broken bones in my nose feel like I have to get it my

nose fix and all that's movie paid for from all of that

see I have my nose broken a detective said yeah I can go ahead and get the

surgery and everything I just need to figure out how to go about it I have

even talking to like them about that because I'm instance old is he will work

and I'm not at work I'm not as worried about that kind of stuff but the thing

is like sometimes like my know like right now my nose is just like hurting

it's not like a really bad pain like it's how you on the level from one to

ten my nose is a level four but I'll always notice the pain maybe that's when

I talked cuz like I noticed sometimes when I'm not working because obviously

I'm talking at work my nose will start hurting yeah I have to get that fixed

and it's just crazy like I was with this guy for freaking eight years eight years

and I would have never thought to put his hands on me like even my friends

were saying like he doesn't even seem like guys have a person and I never

thought he would be that type of person like he doesn't have a person like that

if he saw them you would think like he's a little hump and like I guess you could

say he's not but then he is because he put his two female his hands on a female

or whatever but I would have never thought you gonna did that like he's

literally the same size as he like weed and they're way the same weight or

whatever like that boy can barely pick me up and I only weigh like 127 alleyway

once we said it okay pick me nuts like my little sister that's 11 she can

pick me and he can barely carry me my lil sister could take me up on her back

but yes that boy can barely carry me in his arms so like he's really small like

if you I'm saying but almost have to say like I would

never expect you to do that like I would have never expect that and I sound

stupid just singing this like I don't want him to go to jail if anything I

rather him have her wait probation because I know like going to

jail can possibly ruin someone's life I feel like but now just talking about

this little story time idea maybe he should know but like honestly like just

leaving it in God's hands like God will work things out like I don't really have

to stress anymore like I don't live with him anymore but I am good off the guys

like and I'm gonna have a person like I don't like to be alone so that's the

hard part like that's why I was in a relationship with him for so long

like I hated me it alone and like he treated me like shit in our relationship

like thinking back it's like I just want to make this video to just say ladies be

careful like and just kind of tell my story let you guys know like what I've

been going through because that whole week of everything happening my face was

swollen and I didn't want to record any makeup tutorials like if you're not

subscribed to me subscribe I do making tutorials hair videos but basically a

lot of things they did I do want to start doing more story time so I'm I do

start doing those tools you guys like it like after getting out of the hospital I

had to pack up all that stuff move me and my cat like two hours away it was

just too much for me like my face was swollen

I had stitches in my legs like having to walk around like that I didn't want to

be seen like I don't want to go to stores and stuff like that like I had to

have my little sister just go into the store to buy the storage bin just

because I don't want to be seen like that

and everybody was saying oh it's not that bad like I have chubby cheeks

that's probably why doesn't seem as bad but I can tell the difference like even

in my nose just do not like you doing my makeup and stuff like that and like

looking at my nose like I can tell there's a slight difference my nose

I'm almost telling me I need to go to therapy and I was just like I don't need

to go to therapy I'm okay but now just thinking back on it I think I do need to

go to therapy cuz it's just like it's days where I miss him

he actually messaged me and he was just saying I'm sorry and stuff like that

I'm just like I don't want hearing you that like he was just like I hope the

cat is okay and stuff like that and honestly I should have never really even

responded to them to him I had a restraining order on him it only lasted

eight days and I didn't get every nude because I didn't to drive up two hours

just to get renewed so I didn't send it but yeah he messaged me on my old

snapshot and it's just like some days I do miss him like and that's the bad part

about it and I think I miss him because I miss like having company like having

someone to talk to when I feel like talking that was my boyfriend too so

just like having someone to flirt with consistently like young ain't

compliments by other guys but it's just like it's not the same when it's not

your boyfriend like those other guys don't mean nothing to me one point he

meant something to me like that was I guess you can say my first love when my

first love and like now I'm kind of at the point where I just don't wanna be

bothered with God it's like I don't like I want to push for two years being

single I don't know if I can do completely two years but the way I've

just started thinking about it sometimes just like damn I'm like if I can of guys

for another eight years and he does the same exact thing to me where I could be

dating a guy for a month and he turns up used to be no and I don't know it's just

like it's a lot like dealing with something like to have like 2017 like

I've had a lot of good but I've had a lot of bad like

the way and then him being me and Mike that was the first time he's ever put

his hands on me and I'm glad I was able to get out of there when I did there's

just like yeah I'm like my camera had stopped but ladies I just want to say if

you're in a situation where I just reach you like crap

do not stay with that guy like if he treats you like crap if you see any of

the signs of abuse and you feel like it's going bad it's best to just get out

of that situation because some people would just have all that anger built up

and they would just fire on you like literally like that's just how is it I

think that's what it was I even said like when he apologized to me he was

like I just had so much anger inside of me and like I just had to let go he was

like I'm sorry I love you whatever like you just think I wish you the best like

them I'm just like I don't want to hear any other explain it's just so sad like

I gotta I'm glad I'm out of the situation I'm glad I'm not with them

anymore but it's just like damn did it really have to come to this like they

didn't really have to come sis like I feel like no relationship should ever

come to that no relationship should ever come to anything they're here on each

other like calling each other out of names because like I'm sorry

so the weed is to never call each other bitches and stuff like that and then

like eventually we just started calling each other bitches like and that stuff

is not cool at all like that stuff it's not like if you're dealing with a guy

and he's calling you out of your name like he's the like plaguing you like

that's just not the guy for you like you shouldn't be with a guy that feels like

it's okay to hit you cuz you never know where it might go

like I'm blessed enough that when he punched me and when he started he was at

table that he didn't start hitting my head with that tape

busting it open like God really was with me like I could have made it on the I

should have never made it out of that situation like he's gonna beat me to

death literally and that's just not cool like I don't really know like what to

really say the ladies that are going through the situation cuz I know like a

lot of ladies probably don't have it as easy as me but it's just like sometimes

you just have to let everything go like when everything happened like I was just

so out of everything like I was just like the only thing I really want to

take is my clothes my cat and my electronics like all my valuables that's

the only thing I want like I would have been okay with like meat and everything

else like I lost my dresser I lost my my little chairs I used to do my music

videos and I left that like I'm literally sitting on the container that

packed my clothes in that still has clothes in here to do my videos so every

time I'm doing my videos I'm sitting on it just because I need stuff something

to sit on to record my videos like I don't have my background out here with

me like I still have something storage like I still have like a lot of stuff in

the bay area but I'm just glad I'm out of that situation be a lady's like if

you have a guy that's hitting you just know that it's okay to get out like yeah

you might have to like move something to get out of that situation but it's okay

like I've met a lady that said she literally left everything started over

and it's possible like this literally possible the reason why I didn't leave

out of that situation at first because it wasn't abuse it is for one and I

shouldn't be an excuse to because if you feel like the situation is bad you

should try to get out of there as soon get out of there as soon as possible

and then also I don't want to go to a shelter I have a cat if I were to go in

a shelter I couldn't take my cat for like weeks so I don't want to put myself

in that situation there's always a way out like you may

not know what it is but there's always a way out especially or in the situation

but you shouldn't have to be in that situation to figure out what it is yeah

I don't know if I really have anything else to say about this situation I'm

just glad I don't know with it I think shit most guys aren't like young girls

if you are watching this like I'm not saying these videos for young girls but

if you're watching this don't worry about guys because they will do nothing

but waste your time all the majority of these guys let's say 95% 95% of these

guys play games they will cheat on you they will break your heart and as soon

as you break the heart they want to flip it on I don't know like being all about

these guys is not what's up right it's better to just focus on yourself that's

where I am right now I'm doing better like I'm doing way better like I'm just

loves to say I have a hole in my head it may not be what I want it to be but at

least I have somewhere to go but yeah huh anyways I'm gonna go thank

you guys for watching if you have not subscribed to my channel make sure to do

that

Oh

you keep it (Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse, Domestic Abuse)

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A lot of works for me | The Norwood Suite | Part 2 - Duration: 23:22.

Hello everyone. My name is Crow_Se7en

Welcome back to The Norwood Suite

Let's continue this game

Let's see...

Voucher... a bathing suit... a sandwich

Monocle... zebra pants... key... and jacket

Let's go back... Put the key in the piano

Ok, I need two more keys

The needle

Old room...

The concierge...

The needle...

I don't know what am I doing right now

I just turned on the router

I will use the computer

That's Off-Peak! The train station

A book...

Looks like I broke them

They said Error.... What the hell is that?

I'm out

I don't know how to play

Find the last key

I understand...

Oh hey Aqua, I told you that I can make my own sandwich

Hot pepper flakes...

206

206...

That's a huge dog

What about Norwood's pants?

I guess I will wear the zebra pants

I need another key

This hotel is really weird

Wait what?

Look at the face

Now what?

Did I miss...

201..

Awesome..

316...

I would take the room 316

Please stop...

Where is my reward?

#52...

A flask... really??

I know where

For who...?

204

This is my room..

Another one

Ok, I found the last key

Let's see what will it happen..

That's wrong

Let's go back and put the key in the piano

If you are reading this, then you have successfully checked in your room

At the concierge desk, a gentleman will give you a compact disk. You must take it without hesitation

It is for DJ Bogart, who is currently spinning records at his dance party in the hotel basement

How you get into the basement, I leave that for you to sort out. This piano key and these computer

monitors should offer guidance on this front. Once we have confirmation that DJ Bogart has

received your CD, the payment will be wired to you by the morning. We believe in you

What is that?

Let's pick up the CD

The locker #18

Ok...

Where am I?

For who...?

211..

A party!

I didn't notice it

The banana lever

Ok, let's stop for now. I will continue this game for the next video. Thank you for watching

Please click Subscribe, Like, Share, or whatever that will help me a lot

See you in the next video

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[Eng Sub] 10 weird facts about me الفكيرة 206 | عشر حقائق غريبة عنى - Duration: 9:15.

Welcome to Fokaira channel and ten facts

weird facts about me

I don't wear makeup and for sure you

noticed this in the videos I post

I don't use any kind of makeup

This is considered weird because

in this era

where beauty manufacturing and beauty products

is a huge business

so it is weird that I don't wear makeup

Hair dresser doesn't exist in my life

also the dryer and the iron

I leave my hair to be natural

I like to leave it as it is

It doesn't mean that it is the most amazing hair int he world

but I like it to be

free

in summer time it will be all over the place

drying out

and in winter it maybe be a bit smooth

my hair doesn't occupy part of my thoughts

so

It doesn't occupy big part of my life

I don't wear high heals

I never did and of course

nothing is guaranteed but I don't think I will wear

I always wear flat flat flat

If you want to see my fashion style

I made a video, my simple summer clothes

you can check it out

Sometimes people told me you are short

and I usually replied to them saying "I am 160 cm"

who is taller than me is tall

and who is shorter is shot

It is possible that you maybe wondering after I said

that I don't wear makeup and I don't go to hair dresser

and I don't wear high heals, then how did I look like in my wedding

if you want to see I will leave a link

up or in the description box

This fact is really weird

me personally can't believe it and it is that

soon on 12/12 I will celebrate being for

44 years

on planet earth

This is weird for me because I feel they are

25 years only

That I have been for 3 years now

going through the pink period

The pink period is where I am attracted to everything that is

pink

This period started suddenly

and I don't know when it will end

That I don't swear bad swearing

bad means what? it means

it is like when it is broadcast on TV

for example someone says

they cover it with the sound beep

This kind of swearing I don't even whisper to myself

If I heard someone swearing someone

I am not involved

I just heard the word passing by

I feel as if I was hit by something

This is weird

because the people I meet usually

in different countries and they want to learn new language

the first thing they ask about to learn

is bad swearing

That I started Yoga

when I was 18 years old

I used to go to the Indian cultural center

and this is weird because the society where I was at that time

not many people knew about Yoga

their knowledge about Yoga was from a movies called "Zizi's family"

a comedy scene or

of course

until now also they say about Yoga that

it gets devils

black magic

and spirits and stuff

so to be 18 years old and going to the Indian

cultural center and do Yoga there

is weird

and shows something which I discovered about myself later

That I am attracted to everything that is different

and I like to discover different cultures

That my mind is thinking all the time

and I didn't lose the children surprise

till now, I can see something

and get surprised and question

why, why why ?? like children

although I should have passed this stage

so my brain is always thinking and always busy

with the big picture

so for example if I am walking in the street

going to buy something from the supermarket

I would be thinking that I am now walking

on a sphere

floating in the space

This influenced my stories

so if anyone read "Came and Gone"book

you will find that all the stories are

different and

some of the stories in "Came and Gone book"

won "Awrak program" on the BBC

among the Arabic world

and when they asked one of the participants

about me ... he said

I liked a lot the story but there is one point

her ideas are very weird

the way she tackled the topic is good, I like it a lot

That I met my husband

through the internet

This could be

not happening often

or maybe it happens but not many people

tells about it

That I never wanted to have kids

and when I was a child I always told me mother

why did you bring me to life although you came and saw

how it is

she always said

my daughter I didn't bring you, God did

and she always told me

that when I grow up I will change my mind

but I grew up and didn't change my mind

What is weird is not only that I don't want to have kids

or never thought of having kids

but "the reason"!! some people don't want to have kids

because they don't want responsibility

some don't want to have kids because

they don't feel ready to become parents

Some don't want to have kids for environmental reasons

they are saying that planet earth is crowded with people

and we don't want to share in

destroying this planet

but for me

I don't want to have kids for philosophical reasons

and this I didn't meet much

what summarize my way of thinking in this topic

what Salah Jahin said

If there was peace on earth and security

If there was no poverty or fear or cowardliness

if human controls the destiny of everything

I would have brought to life 100.000 son

I also can't forget Omar Khayyam

When he said :

I was broughtو forced to the life of dust

confused

getting more and more ignorance and confusion

then I was forced to leave not knowing

why was my arrival, stay and departure

The tenth fact is that

I am a big chicken when it comes to

adventure such as climbing mountains

or parachute jumping

or going to the funfair and riding those dangerous

games, I am not into this at all

but on the other side

on the social side I am so adventurous

I have not problem to travel to a country

that I don't know and live there

I have no problem to have my own business

or I get a project idea and execute it immediately

I have changed over 30 jobs

I never had a problem to quit

so

Those were 10 weird facts about me

I hope that some of them were not chocking a bit

because I don't mean to shock anyone

all what I wanted is just that you

know who am I and how I think

If it is possible to give this video a thumb up

I will be thankful

and if you have any questions or comments

leave them in the comment box

If this is your first time to watch the channel

I am Theresa Khalil

and this is Fokaira channel

I will be glad if you subscribed

I discovered that I can do something not many

people can do

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PARÓDIA / SONHEI QUE ESTAVA ME CASANDO - WESLEY SAFADÃO - Duration: 2:43.

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Me as DJ Yeong Dee (KPOP DJ) - Duration: 12:04.

I think I slept

I think I slept

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"I KISSED YOUR OPPA?!" Q&A (GET TO KNOW ME MORE) - Duration: 15:45.

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Take Me Back Tuesday: Elvis - Duration: 1:03.

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Would CPR Be Right for Me? - Duration: 4:57.

Music

Narrator: Hi, and welcome to Dialed In: Helping Veterans Take Control of Their Health Care.

I'm Ian Holk, a Veteran of the U.S. Army and a writer with the

VA National Center for Ethics in Health Care.

In this podcast, we'll be talking about cardiopulmonary resuscitation, also called CPR.

Dr. Shaida Talebreza is a geriatrician and palliative care physician

with the VA Salt Lake City Health Care System.

Talebreza: CPR is only used during cardiac arrest, which is when a person's heart and

breathing stop.

CPR involves forcefully pushing on the chest and pushing air through the mouth into the

lungs to try to get the heart and breathing to start again.

Sometimes CPR includes shocking the heart, and sometimes it involves putting a breathing

tube down the throat to make sure air reaches the lungs.

People have a choice about whether or not they would want CPR.

Narrator: Some people would want CPR, and some wouldn't –

and that's completely their choice.

Before making a decision, it can help to know more about it.

When CPR is shown on TV, it looks like it works most of the time

to restart the heart and breathing.

But in real life, CPR does not work as often as that.

Some adults survive after CPR, but most don't.

Talebreza: Most adults don't survive after a cardiac arrest, even when they receive CPR.

Young and otherwise healthy people have better chances of surviving with CPR,

while people with serious health problems

have lower chances of surviving.

Narrator: You might find it helpful to know how effective CPR is, and what the risks are,

before deciding whether or not you would want it.

Talebreza: Out of 100 adults who get CPR after a cardiac arrest in the hospital,

about 17 survive to leave the hospital.

That means that about 83 out of 100 die after getting CPR for cardiac arrest in the hospital.

Even fewer people survive when CPR is given outside of the hospital.

Now, remember that these are averages.

The chances of survival for a particular person may be higher or lower,

depending on that person's health problems.

Narrator: When CPR does work to restart the heart and breathing, some people are able

to recover back to where they were before.

But not all do.

CPR has a number of risks.

Talebreza: Many people have their ribs broken because of chest compressions.

Some people have a collapsed lung, which could cause breathing problems and pain.

If you didn't get enough blood to your vital organs before or during CPR, or if you have

problems with weakness or with your breathing or memory before CPR, there is a high risk

of having even more health problems after CPR.

You may need a machine to help you breathe, you may have worsening memory or brain damage,

and you may be dependent on others to care for you.

Depending on the health problems you have after CPR,

you might not be able to live at home.

Narrator: CPR will be attempted when someone has a cardiac arrest, unless that person has

decided in advance that they don't want CPR, and has a medical order in place telling

people not to attempt it.

Talebreza: Health care staff will automatically perform CPR if you have a cardiac arrest unless

you have a Do Not Attempt Resuscitation, or DNAR, order.

This order tells your health care team and

emergency response teams that you don't want CPR.

Your choice about CPR will not limit other medical treatments, though,

it just limits CPR.

Narrator: CPR comes with trade-offs, and different people want different things.

Whether or not you might want CPR depends on what's most important to you.

Talebreza: People should talk with their health care team about what matters most to them,

especially if they have a serious health problem.

Every person is different, and the best plan for one person

might not be the best plan for someone else.

Whether CPR is the right choice for you

will depend on your goals and preferences, including

whether there are any situations or problems that you want to avoid.

Your health care team can make a recommendation about CPR and other treatments that supports

what matters most to you.

Narrator: To learn more about life-sustaining treatments such as CPR,

or about setting health care goals when you have a serious health problem,

visit www.ethics.va.gov/for_veterans.asp.

Dialed In is produced by the

Department of Veterans Affairs National Center for Ethics in Health Care

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【MMD || Undertale || Glitchtale】Look What You Made Me Do 【Frisk ♦ Betty ♦ Chara】 - Duration: 1:01.

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Me Duele la Lengua!! :'v -Kodu Weas- - Duration: 0:41.

ignore the bird XD

Today I ate a pineapple

and now my tongue hurts

and I was thinking ....

Fucking spongebob squarepants

spongebob motherfucker >:'v

Fucking spongebob squarepants >:'v

the Karma...the Karma

I got the karma :'v

my tongue hurts!! :'v

my tongue hurts!! :'v

I shit on spongebob

I ate his house :v

my tongue hurts!! :'v

I prefer that they give me a blowto the face (Piña: Pineapple/knock in latinoamerica )

It hurts less than a pineapple :v

Fuckin Bird!!! >:v

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EXID - Too Good To Me (Color Coded Lyrics) (ENGLISH/ROM/HAN) - Duration: 3:26.

Rough translation, to be replaced later

U are too good to me, I don't know what my heart will become

Leave me alone, push me away

All of the words you speak and your behavior are boring

Yeah, you're a bit nice but

Sometimes everything is so boring, get out

To tell you the truth, nowadays everything is bothering me

Everynight we're on the phone but I don't want to anymore

I don't know why I'm doing this, but why are you

You better get me something that I like, I'm just as bad

U are too good to me, I don't know what my heart will become

Leave me alone, push me away

Please don't do that, don't do it

Don't do that, hate me instead baby

At first everything that you do for me I liked it

But now I know, it is not all I want baby

I never even asked for a good gift

"Don't play elsewhere", I never asked you to do that

That's right, this is all your satisfaction

I'm your silent pressure, I'm exhausted

U are too good to me, I don't know what my heart will become

Leave me alone, push me away

Please don't do that, don't do it

Don't do that, hate me instead baby

Everyone says you're used to being fooled, but don't lose anything precious

But for your experience, you're going to lose me

U are too good to me, I don't know what my heart will become

Leave me alone, push me away

Please don't do that, don't do it

Don't do that, hate me instead baby

From the start it was all twisted up

But it's too late now to rewind back

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Get To Know Me Tag| I Baro - Duration: 4:39.

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50 Random Facts About Me | Looktheotherway.co - Duration: 7:16.

Right, so in today's video I decided to talk about me...

No, I'm gonna rephrase that!

Hello guys and welcome back to my channel!

So, I decided to do a 50 facts about me video because, I haven't been too personal with

blogging and my internet appearances over the years.

It was a good opportunity for you to get to know me better and maybe I get to know you

better!

So here you go, 50 random facts about me: I got this; okay.

I cannot sleep without background noise.

I just need some kind of noise in the background...

I have an older brother.

Sup, bro!?

I'm actually quite shy, so I never start a conversation.

People tend to think that I'm either snobbish or rude because of that.

But it's just me being anxious at not knowing you and not knowing what to say, so...

I listen to a lot of music daily and I have it neatly organized in my pc, by genre.

The weird thing is, that whenever I find a song that I really, really like, I literally

listen to it for days on end, until I cannot listen to it anymore and I kinda hate it.

But then, I remember it after a couple of months or a couple of years and the circle

begins again...

I majored in English literature.

Yeah!

I don't like colored clothing.

I don't know how to wear it, I don't know how to style it, so I just don't wear it.

I haven't worn anything other than black, white, grey aaaand neutrals since 2008.

That's a lie, I think I wore red.

I never eat the same food two days in a row.

I grind my teeth in my sleep and I've been told that it makes a really weird sound.

At least I don't snore.

You know who you are.

People that are close to me usually call me names like: Babybat, Billonski, Ello, etc.

No they don't call me "etc", it's just...

Never mind.

I bruise like crazy, if you just pinch me it will leave a massive bruise.

I think I drink more coffee in a day than water.

Not good, I know.

I used to play a lot of video games when I was little, along with my brother, and it

would drive my mom craaaazy.

I love movies, I could talk about movies for hours!

All you movie loving people out there: I love you!

I speak four languages.

English, Greek, Romanian, Japanese.

Why?

Well, I was born in Romania, I grew up in Greece and I studied the other two languages.

Mystery solved!

I am terrified of flying, although I do that at least once a month.

I know, it's crazy.

I cannot multi task!

That basically makes me not a girl, I know...

When in public, the worst thing that could happen, will happen to me!

I've been bullied a lot when I was little.

And in middle school, and in highschool...

This basically made me the insensitive asshole that I am today!

I'm kidding, I'm a very nice person!

I love ketchup!

I tend to be a really sarcastic person and I can tell whenever I can be friends with

someone, just because they get my jokes.

I have three tattoos, this is one of them.

I tend to change my voice unconsciously, depending on whom I'm talking to.

I get excited about the smallest of things.

I may see a butterfly and go crazy.

As a person, I'm a fixer so I don't like when people complain a lot.

This is my spooky tooth and I love it!

I am in love with the smell of old books.

Whenever I find one, I sit there and sniff it like a weirdo.

I tan way too fast.

I've been blogging on and off for seven years now.

My spirit animal is the Kentucky fried chicken.

I'm pretty good at organizing stuff so, count on me for color-coding your socks for

example,

or folding your underwear...

I like watching documentaries about serial killers.

I find them fascinating.

I make a lot of faces when I talk, if you haven't noticed.

I was into Japanese lolita fashion when I was 18.

Insert embarrassing picture here!

Yes, this is me, at 18!

18!

I love spring and autumn, perfect weather.

Not too hot, not too cold.

I wrote a whole book by hand when I was little, about a girl who fell in love with a video

game character.

He came to life, through the screen and she fell in love with him.

I don't know if I have it, probably it's at my parents' house but I need to look for that.

One of my all time favorite songs is "Song to the siren" by This Mortal Coil.

I'm quite lazy so I usually struggle with things that I need to do.

I'm a mammal, don't blame me!

I'm pretty stubborn when it comes to arguments.

If I know a lot about a certain subject, I will get on your nerves!

I am almost done with this video!

I'm practically blind as a bat without my glasses.

AH, there you are!

For those of you that don't know me for a long time, I used to have very, very long

hair, that I chopped off.

It was a mistake, I miss it dearly!

I am really polite with strangers.

I'm not that polite with friends though.

I get really snappy when I'm hungry, and I'm hungry all the time!

I currently work two jobs and my personal blog.

Sneakers over heels on any day!

I love cats...

Fake ones,

real cats...

Ellone, is not my real name or my surname as some of you may think.

It's actually from a video game, called Final Fantasy.

It's my favorite video game of all times and since I was obsessed with this game since

I was a little girl, I've been using that nickname for ten years now.

So those were my random 50 facts about me.

Leave me a comment below and let me know facts about you.

Give this video a thumbs up if you enjoyed it and don't forget to subscribe to my channel

if you want to see more videos like this one, or the other ones that I make.

See you all in my next one.

Bye!

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HTGAWM | Keating Five // Don't Forget About Me - Duration: 2:14.

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[Conjugate method] ME LOW Powerlifting Training - Duration: 3:43.

Today's training was quite a struggle, qutie shit.

I did deficits in sumo stance

I've managed to pull far less weight then originally planned

This was because I've had back pain that was because I've slept all day sunday

and that was because I've lived a tiny bit of social life

and i got home after a 16 hour drinking-session

So this pull was not quite perfect

then i got my shit together and thought it's easy to perform well when everything is okay everything is according to plan

When I'm not tired, not having a headache, my back is not in pain

so I decided to move up last week's high-bar squat with 5-10Kgs (cant exactly recall)

This is how i tried to punish myself a bit

I did 3x4, was quite heavy and a struggle but at least I've finished it

Last 2 reps were indeed a big grind

What I've noticed, though, is it's even easier to hold it with my back and shoulders so these points are getting stronger

Even though it did not even count if i would have sent my morning sh#t to train instead of me

Then moved onto some Pallof presses that felt awesome to my torso even though i most often hate core exercises, just want to finish them asap

But now it was quite good, liked it.

What else you can see here is a shrug variation with an overhead bar

This is because i've done hardly any overhead work, so this is how i try to balance it a bit

Do as many as I can, at least 1-2 times a week some overhead work is in my plan

At last this is just a variation of shrugs, just like with dumbbells

This is it,

It's over, I've struggled over

but at the end it is good that I managed to overcome on that initial shit and dont-want-to-do-this feeling

and I've managed to do more (weight and rep) of everything then last week even in such a form

Wish you all the best,

Be smart,

and Max out every training! :)

Cheers!

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R&B x Pop Chill TYPE BEAT || "Save Me" [Free Download in Description] - Duration: 3:30.

R&B x Pop Chill Type Beat

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Don't Judge Me Because I'm A Goth - Duration: 3:15.

I am a goth. And being a goth is pretty hard. I get so many remarks every day

like, "hey Wednesday Addams where's your brother?" Or "hey Morticia

where's Gomez?" Or "hey Halloween ended." I remember two incidences that really

got underneath my skin. So the first instance was last winter and I was walking

to Walgreens and I approached the parking lot. And this little boy is just

staring at me like pretty awkward and pretty uncomfortable so I decided just

to smile and wave you know...He like whirled his head around and looked up to

his mama and goes, "Mommy, Mommy. That girl looks dead should we help her? Should we

help her?" And at first the mom was just kind of confused and then she turned to

me just let out this giant dramatic gasp and then covered her child's eyes and

goes, "Honey don't look, she'll curse you!" And then she just glared at me and

started calling me a WITCH. And so I just ignored her and I'm like okay crazy lady

just gotta go get my cough drops and I'll be done with her. And then when I

came back out she was still very she was still chanting "WITCH" underneath her breath,

and then I noticed that she had the Charmed necklace around her neck and I

just kind of chuckles she's all, "What's so funny?"

Now I'm like, "well you're calling me a Witch when you have the Wiccan symbol around

your neck and you know the word which comes from Wicca which I am NOT! So yeah,

don't be so judgy and don't shield your son from this like it's a horrible thing."

...you know, I just kind of left her there with like her jaw hitting the floor.

The second instance really bothered me. I was ringing up my stuff at the sub checkout,

and this guy's just staring at me. And I could tell that he was very religious so

I got my receipt, I got my change, my items, and I left. He follows me, grabs me

by my shoulders whirls me around goes, "Child there's more to this life than

worshipping the devil. Please don't shroud yourself darkness."

I mean the guy acted like I was gonna be forever cursed than the pit of hell but

I just kind of snapped. And I was like, "you know what it's bible thumpers like

you that depict gods as satanic and evil okay...I'm not sacrificing children.

I'm not slitting people's throats I'm not drinking goat's blood and running

make in the woods okay it's a fashion choice

not a religious thing can you please pull your head out of your butt and

realize that? And FYI sir, I grew up in a Christian household and I live behind

two churches all right so don't tell me I'm Satanic before you get to know me,

So there!" And then I left and the look on the guy's face, I will never forget it.

It was a mixture of like "holy crud she's alright and oh my lord what did I just do."

You know, so what I'm Goth. it's just my decision but what I wear and how I

look like. I'm me and I wouldn't want to be anyone else but me.

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HBD TO ME - Duration: 0:14.

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me

I feel so damn lonely

Won't someone kill

ME~~~~