this is my mug for today!
it's a capricorn mug. it says curious and anxious on it.
it's from target, so if they still sell it, you should get one.
hello
welcome to my tea talk
my name's victoria
this is my first video. it's gonna be awkward, everybody's is.
i thought about remaking other youtuber's first videos for this.
but you know what, its a new year, so maybe we just talk about what happened in 2018,
a little bit about myself, and just chat.
this is honestly just a little video to start into 2019 with doing something new.
my lighting is shit, so shiny and shiny, is just gonna happen
let me just talk a little about why i've decide to start a youtube channel.
i want to create a community of people that support each other in their adventures,
to be a group of people that support people in the way of telling them that they should try things.
start new things, and even if it seems scary, or seems impossible
that is its something you really want try to do, that you have to just reach out and just attempt it.
it's something hopefully that'll improve you as a person or at least lead you to something else that you may love even more.
i just want to convince people that they'll be okay.
and that you should try things because you know what, i'm scare to try thing and i'm doing this
i wanted to have a youtube channel for a long time, and i did, for a short short time,
but it wasn't good...
we're gonna say that, and the videos are gone so, don't go looking.
i keep thinking people are awake, and its really weird because it's 1'o clock in the morning.
hi, i know nothing about cameras, i'm using a webcam and you're just gonna have to get use to it.
i don't think it really matters to have great quality camera equipment or general video equipment.
it's okay that this isn't going to be the best looking video on youtube, it wasn't going to be even if i had all of those things.
lets get to know me, because you know what as awkward as that is,
and as first date-ish as this whole first video thing feels, it needs to be done.
you need to know a bit about me, hopefully you'll stick around.
um, i was the disney child.
i got to go to disney a lot, and people knew it,
and most people thought it was weird how much i went,
and that says a lot because i live in florida.
i like harry potter. hi i'm a ravenclaw, that's cool
this is my ravenclaw notebook!
i won't use it because i'm too scared to ruin it
i've had this for two years and i can't use it,
because my handwriting and drawing just isn't good enough for me to be okay with it!
i'm so scared of ruining this!
likelihood of me ranting about harry potter in a different video... high.
2018 is over, that's insane, that is crazy!
i moved a few times, graduated from high school,
recorded my first video apparently, that's a late one, real late one, its the 31st right now.
the beginning of this year just seems so far away, because so much has happened.
it was year full of a lot of stuff for a lot of people,
a lot of people hated it, a lot of people loved it.
but that's usual, that's average, like everybody had a different experience this year.
i wouldn't say i loved 2018,
but i wouldn't say... it was bad.
if anything, i'd call it a medium year, but that sounds weird.
i made a few new friends, i got closer with some of the friends i made late into high school.
i stopped caring so much about what people think.
and i do still care a lot, i'm not gonna lie to you, i care less now.
i know, not everybody has to like me, and that's not a bad thing.
if you just generally don't get along, that's fine, that's an okay thing.
you have to get along with everybody.
if there is somebody, that beyond just not getting along with them,
that are really causing you trouble, that are really causing you stress,
or issue... you can leave them behind.
it's not a bad thing what its to improve yourself.
it's okay to put yourself as a priority.
and i learned that.
left a relationship behind, a friendship that i was friends with this person for many years.
maybe at some point i'll make a tea talk where i'll talk about purely friendships.
but i left it behind, and it was a good choice.
i feel much better.
it's weird not talking to them everyday, because they were an everyday part of my life.
but here's the thing, it wasn't a good everyday part!
when you so scared to say anything to a person that you're suppose to consider a close friend,
or even best friend, they're not a friend.
i guess my point is, i made to friends, i left some people behind,
and it was a good choice.
so, 2018 rewind. ooh, lets talk about that.
that was something, youtube did a thing, it wasn't good,
but, when has rewind been good?
not my thing, not a fan, apparently most people weren't a fan.
i did go back and watch a few, just to see the difference,
and see the ratio of likes and dislikes and everything.
yeah, the past three years, real bad.
i did watch a sims version which was really fun.
and then i also watched pewdiepies.
um the thing right there, is my dog.
so, anyway, i think that's all i'll talk about today.
thank you for joining me.
i think we had a good tea talk, i think this was a good first video.
we'll see in editing.
bye guys! thank you for watching.
if you did enjoy the video, subscribe maybe.
hopefully i'll have another video up by the 7th,
because i'd like to have a birthday video up, that would be really cool.
there's social media links in the description below.
if you ever wanna talk of anything, hit me up,
i'm always down for a chat.
thank you so much for watching, again.
i will talk to you in the next video, have a great day, bye!
i would take a sip but this is actually burning hot.
maybe i will, i don't really feel like burning my tongue
alright. i'm gonna tell you some shitty shit that happened!
my computer turned off mid recording and i lost all of my footage.
so her we are!
*weird noise*, now i'm concerned this one will end badly...
what was i talking about? i don't remember. this sucks. probably restart.
sending you happy new year from 2018!
*another weird noise* that sounds so dumb!
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