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Jennifer by GreenVine9614 (me) — update - Duration: 2:10.
Yeah, boy!
Finally I verified this bugfix.
As always, 10 stars, allow copy
Passcode is 52268
And everything's OK, but.
ID. As you see, there's a copy mark.
So, if I open this thing
than it has the copy mark.
So now, without recording
I'll use some illegal stuff
to remove this copy mark.
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Cavetown-Talk To Me (Türkçe altyazılı) - Duration: 4:38.
You dont have be hero to save the world ıt doesnt make you a narsicist to love yourself
It feels like nothing is easy it'll never be
Thats alright let it out talk to me
You don't have to be a prodigy to be unique you don't have to know what to say or what to think
You don't have to be anybody you can never be
That's alright let it out talk to me
Anxiety
tossing turning in your sleep
Even if you run away you still see them in your dreams
It's so dark tonight but you'll surive
certainly
it's alright come inside
and talk to me
we can talk here on the floor on the phone if you prefer
I will be here until you are okay
Let your words release your pain you and I will share the weight
growing stronger day by day
Its so dark outside tonight
Build a fire warm and bright
And wind it howls and bites
Bite it back with all your might
Anxiety, tossing turning in your dreams
Even if you run away you still se them in your dreams
It looks nice
Fall asleep
It's alright
Come inside...
...and talk to me
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Clean With Me for New Year // Abroad in America Vlog | AX as in Alex - Duration: 4:10.
Clean With Me
All right, so before I start doing anything
I like to tie my hair first but since it's too thick for now
My head is going to feel so heavy when I tie my hair in a pony tail.
Roll them up
I'm just going to try a semi-pony tail
I don't know what that style is called
But as long as my hair is out of my face
Let's just start with this one.
Thumb up for that DIY container
Hot water is essential during the winter.
Cheer!
I hate doing bed the normal way.
As a thick hair girl, I have a lot of hair on my bed.
So I just use the roller.
Bye
I'm back.
Ok this is clean now.
This is a way that I reuse paper as a draft.
This one here, it's used maybe as my pocket.
I'll use this one as a trash.
This is another way of how I reuse my water (old water).
For now, I just wet my hand.
Wet the paper so that I can erase my name.
so that nobody can find me and my home
This is a way of how I protect myself against identity theft.
For stuff like headphone,
I don't why. It kind of makes an illusion look not neat.
So I'll just put it in the drawer for now.
flip flop
Thing to remember during the winter is
do not go outside your house without flip-flops
or else your feet will be frozen for real.
good deed
no wish will be granted because you missed the root
Should I start making ASMR video?
Trash = hell | Bottle = Bad omen
Trash = Hell | Bottle = Bad energy
Opening the gate of hell
Dark forces are too strong
Goal!!! (celebrating on the inside)
Sealing the gate of hell
Link in the description
So, oh my god, who is screaming?
Are you done?
New Year is going to be here soon.
Moreover, some of you might know that I grew up in a Khmer household.
We have this thing where we clean our house to welcome the angel.
It doesn't matter if it's for New Year or Khmer New Year.
But we still do it for good omen
The dust is the bad omen.
The bad things go away, so that the good things can come.
So that's why I decided to make a clean with me or
clean my room with me video.
I hope you enjoy it.
Don't forget to subscribe, like, share.
See you late! Don't forget to watch the other videos!
[Spanish] Bye!
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Happy New Year's 2019|Wasn't A Good Start For ME? BACK JUICING - Duration: 5:29.
hey guys back with another video today I am starting my 10-day juice cleanse
actually I'm starting a day early I am sweating like a pig I have put on the
heat early this morning because it was kind of cold inside the house and then I
started washing clothes so then I had ran the dryer in between the heat and
the dryer I am burning up and I have been even worked out yet so you know
that I'm going to be getting in the shower immediately after I do my videos
but today I wanted to especially do a video because today is 2019 the first
day of the year and I wanted to start off the date right with the video and
checking in with you guys letting you guys know what's going on with me I woke
up this morning and I wasn't in good spirits because it's time to catch up
with me since I've been celebrating for the last two weeks since my birthday
eating all of the foods that I have been eating I have been ignoring the signs
that I needed to get back on my cleanse and even if I did my juices I should
have been eating raw foods to combat the way that I'm feeling today so today I
woke up and it was like the end of the world my body is basically breaking down
saying you need to get back on your cleanse because I just wasn't feeling
myself so today I had did to salt water flushes and then I did a 64-ounce an
imam once i had did the first walk salt water flush my energy came back the
brain fog immediately went away and that i had drained one of the two juices that
i had made for the day which was a honey melon do yeah it's yeah honeydew melon
that's like my favorite whoa juice it's a juice that I don't
have to add anything to it and it tastes delicious watermelon being my second
favorite juice that I like to juice you don't have to add anything but just the
watermelon and it tastes good refreshing and it has a nice sweet kick to it um so
I don't have any plans on stopping this cleanse after ten days because of the
simple fact that it's going to take some time to get my body back into tip-top
detox shape again where my sleeping is you know better and the brain fog has
gone away and I'm functioning like a normal girl when I'm cleansed oh um
today like I said I had a hard day waking up because I just didn't feel
myself um so after I had did the cleanses of course after that I started
to feel myself and you know this is why I'm starting my video right now because
I'm able to get on my videos without feeling like I'm drained to myself of
any kind of energy and do my videos like I always do
my daily uploads without feeling drained because early this morning I was having
a really rough rough time and I wasn't too sure how I was gonna get the work
that I need to get done this while I was laundry cleaning up the house in these
videos done but after I did the salt water flushes I felt myself I drank one
of the 32 ounce juices and I was back to normal I'm going to probably do another
salt water flush tomorrow morning and one or two enemas and then you know
juice some more so to take about maybe another two days to really feel a
hundred percent again and I'm all good now but to feel 100 percent is probably
gonna take a couple of days for me to feel complete
myself again but I have new goals which is to again lose this weight but most
importantly detox the body and get myself healthy you know I'm also on the
here journey I want to get my hair back long again to waist length which it's
it's growing like a weed but that is because of how I've been eating what
I've been consuming but the last two weeks what I've been consuming is not so
great let's put it like that so I got to get myself back on track and I will
within a couple of days so just check it in don't want to make this video too
long just want to say Happy New Year's 2019 and if you haven't already
subscribed to the channel please do so leave a like on this video share this
video making a favourite and I'll see you guys in the next video bye for now
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KREAM (크림) - 가져가요 (Take all of me) (demo) - Duration: 5:10.
오랫동안 가까이에 머물렀지만 We stayed close to each other for a long time
알지 못했어 but I didn't realize
미안해요 I'm sorry
조금 더 일찍 너에게 찾아가 안아주지 못해서 I haven't come to you and put my arms around you little earlier
이젠 From now on
너의 곁에 남아 I'll be by your side
내가 가진 모든 것을 주려 해 and will give all of me
다 가져가요 Take all of me
다 가져가요 Take all of me
행복하다면 If you can be happy
웃을 수 있다면 If you can smile
그걸로 내게는 충분해요 That's enough for me
어떤 기대도 I don't want nothing from you
어떤 대가도 바라지 않으니 I ask nothing of you
미안해 하지 말고 Don't be sorry
나에게서 다 가져가 Take all of me
너를 보고 I look to you
너를 듣고 I listen to you
마음에 평화를 찾게 되었죠 Found peacefulness in my heart
고마워요 I thank you
많이 부족한 나인데 I'm not a good man
너의 품에서 잠들 수 있게 해줘서 but you letting me sleep in your arms
오래도록 For a long time
곁에 남아 I'll stay with you
나의 모든걸 아낌없이 주려 해 and will give all of me generously
다 가져가요 Take all of me
다 가져가요 Take all of me
행복하다면 If you can be happy
웃을 수 있다면 If you can smile
그걸로 나는 만족해요 I'm satisfied
어떤 기대도 I don't want nothing from you
어떤 대가도 바라지 않으니 I ask nothing of you
미안해 하지 말고 Don't be sorry
전부 다 가져가요 Take everything of me
혹시 내 곁을 떠나려거든 If you are going to leave me
어떤 이유도 묻지 않을테니 I will not ask for any reason
다만 단 한가지 약속해줘 But promise me one thing
행복했다고 You were happy
후회없다고 You had no regret
영원히 너의 기억속에서 추억해 주겠다고 You will remember me in your memory Eternally
가져가요 Take all of me
가져가요 Take all of me
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How My Love For 🅱T$ Messed Me Up | Story Time - Duration: 17:38.
Da da da da da da doo~
Oh, hey! I wonder what that is!
NO DON'T GO IN THERE! (AHH!)
Uh, why not?
You know when characters get bit by zombies but the effects don't set in right away?
What's going to happen to me?
Oh, dear.
Sit down.
This'll take a while.
On May 21, 2018, I uploaded the video "It's Okay To Like Things"
about my developed interest in a certain boy band.
One of my conclusions was:
"Maybe I won't care a year from now, but I embrace my present enthusiasm."
Turns out I forgot that "embracing my present enthusiasm"
shouldn't include abandoning all critical thought, morals, and sense of self.
My memory's not great, but I'll pick up from where I left off.
After the BBMAs, I felt like a changed person.
Like something in my brain was different.
That's how surreal it was to see them on TV.
I decided I was proud to be an A.R.M.Y and let the term define me.
By the time school started, I had a jacket with their logo on it and invested a lot of time into them every day.
My mom and I watched more of their TV appearances together.
It was nice to be open about what I loved, and to enjoy that thing with others.
They were so unproblematic and entertaining,
I started feeling convinced they were perfect people who would never disappoint me.
Every now and then, there'd be a slip up of some kind.
It seemed to happen more and more frequently.
There'd be a questionable collaboration or something and I'd choose to ignore it.
I was happy.
I wasn't going to let callout culture ruin my happiness!
So I drowned everything out with their music.
But that started to fail, too.
"Idol" felt...
off.
I was actually disappointed in the lack of lyrical content,
especially in the chorus,
but that was the point!
It was /supposed/ to seem manufactured and fake
to ironically meet antis' expectations, right?
The weird thing is how I enjoyed them for what I called
"good quality generic romantic pop music"
—even if I couldn't relate to the lyrics, I like the aesthetic, anyway—
and when they changed that,
it didn't feel natural.
Their albums are called /Love Yourself/,
and have a perceived narrative,
but they never actually sang about self-love until the final installment.
They're praised for having a message of self-love—
with lyrics from "Idol", "Answer: Love Myself",
and other recent songs as evidence—
but they never really wrote about that for most of their career.
In fact,
they rarely spoke about it unless it came up in interviews.
I decided that even if this message was manufactured for them by their company,
however recently,
it was still a good message, and they represented it,
so I was okay with it.
But I couldn't relate to the extent that A.R.M.Ys
thanked them for teaching them how to love themselves.
I was slowly becoming insecure about them,
and felt guilty about it.
So what if Yasushi Akimoto wrote misogynstic lyrics?
The song was cancelled!
So what if Nicki Minaj defended her brother for his crimes against children?
They probably didn't know!
So what if they did a photo shoot at a-
OK, I definitely couldn't "so what" that one.
I considered it a strike in a series of likely
far more than three and decided to move on.
They're humans! They make mistakes!
I could never demonize them.
I thought acknowledging these problematic things
without attributing them to the members
was critical thinking.
It wasn't.
And I didn't see that until it was too late.
Around mid-October, I found Stray Kids.
My first impression was that they were objectively better,
but my gut reaction to that was,
"No, don't say that! You're loyal to that group!"
I felt bad for sneaking a stream and "forgave" myself
by listening to /Love Yourself: Answer/ every day.
I realized I'd constructed a weird power dynamic
between myself and my interest,
so I started mentally backing away slowly
before anything worse happened.
Maybe I could become a casual fan of only their music,
far enough to be unaffected by their actions.
But /Mono/ pulled me back in because it spoke to
themes I didn't know I wanted to hear.
Then JK pulled me further with GCF.
I never admitted it,
but I always viewed both of us as
soft strong heroes with a camera.
I don't think I'd ever related to a celebrity more,
and I didn't want to leave him.
Then it happened.
I don't remember the exact day,
but one of the members was called out
for wearing a controversial shirt.
Heh, oh, was it too accepting?
[gasp]
That's so /bad/!
Thus began frantically grasping at straws
to save my peace of mind.
Everyone was as frantic as I was,
nothing was certain,
nothing helped,
and everything hurt my brain.
I was reaching a breaking point and I was scared.
I tried to ignore it.
As big as this was,
I tried to ignore it.
The next day, when I came home from school,
my mom was like,
"Did you hear one of your Korean boys
got in trouble for wearing the wrong shirt?"
Heh, yep!
And I don't want to talk about it right now. Bye!
My heart dropped.
Disappointing /me/ is one thing,
but disappointing my /mother/ is a death sentence.
I didn't know what to feel or think.
That was the problem.
I desperately wanted someone to tell me.
My issue is that with a lot of discourse,
to avoid conflict,
I side with the most liberal, popular opinion
because I want to have the "right" one.
I'm reluctant to form opinions for myself,
so I wasn't at all prepared for this.
I decided to cancel the group until they apologized,
but desperately hoped that they would.
Eventually, BigHit released a statement that set me on the verge of a mental breakdown.
They thoroughly explained and apologized for
everything the group had been called out for lately,
reassured everyone of their values, and promised to do better in the future.
It calmed me in the moment,
but afterward it was like my heart was getting torn in two.
If it was exactly what I wanted to hear,
then why did it feel like I was tricking myself into believing it?
For what felt like the next hour, I-
[GASP]
started trying to think for myself!
I'm not being dramatic. It was genuinely painful.
But they apologized!
But it wasn't /from/ them!
But if they're bad then we're bad!
It's okay to be wrong! It's okay to be wrong!
Form your own opinion! It's okay to be wrong!
Why can't I form my own opinion?!
But if we acknowledge /this/,
we have to acknowledge everything else they've never properly addressed!
You mean everything /we've/ never properly addressed?!
AAAAHHHH!!!!!
I'm not going to lie.
It was mostly yelling.
My mom checked on me multiple times.
It's nothing. I'm just working through some stuff.
I'll tell you later.
For better or worse, something inside me was breaking.
Eventually, I gave my mom my phone
to read the whole statement for herself
while I went off to do something else.
When I came back,
she gave her honest, objective opinion
that lifted a huge weight off my shoulders
and opened my eyes.
"They're adults."
And I was like, you know what?
Yeah! They /are/ adults.
They /are/ adults!
They /ARE/-!
So they collaborated with problematic people.
That doesn't reflect on /them/!
That's like saying, "I voted for them, but I don't support them."
Yes, you do!
No. They're not me. I'm not them. They don't reflect on me.
Yes, they do!
Voting /is/ supporting them!
You literally support them for who they are and what they represent.
You clearly have no conflict with their beliefs.
That's what voting /is/.
It's okay because it was in the past.
Like, /years/ ago in the past.
You mean when they were /also/ adults who should've known better?
When others hid or cancelled it or released a blanket statement so they'd never have to apologize directly?
Ignorance is one thing.
Repeated ignorance and learning nothing is another.
When you mess up,
you have to acknowledge it, apologize, learn, and do better.
That's how you show growth.
When celebrities mess up,
it's different than if a friend or family member did.
With someone close,
you can sit them down and say,
"Here's what you did wrong and why it hurt me or others and how you should be better,"
and they'll listen to you because they care about you,
and you'll give them a chance because you care about them.
With celebrities, when they mess up, they're on their own.
They have to recognize it for themselves,
which might be hard to come by.
They're not obligated to personally confront it.
If it doesn't hurt their entire audience, why bring it up?
So, it's difficult to see change in them
because no matter how much they claim to love their fans,
they won't listen to absolutely everyone.
They /know/ what they're wearing,
they /know/ what they're doing,
and they /know/ who they're working with.
Either that, or they're incredibly ignorant,
which is just as inexcusable.
I couldn't continue to support or listen to them in good conscience.
Which brings us to November 16th,
when, for the first time in a while,
I was honest with myself
and spilled out how I genuinely felt,
while starting to figure out how I got to that point.
As you can tell,
I had a lot of bad feelings in me.
I was angry, hurt, and resentful.
It felt like I was betrayed by people who were supposed to be my friends.
They were just a group I allowed myself to enjoy,
so why did it hurt so much?
Why did it feel like I was coping with trauma,
not getting over an interest?
Ignoring this—as I do best—
I resolved not to give up on people,
and threw myself into Stray Kids at full force!
Woah, woah, woah.
You're telling me that after seven months of this,
you learned absolutely nothing,
and decided to try /again/?!
Yep!
Even more so, actually!
We'll get there. Don't worry.
As the smoke cleared in my brain,
I developed more and more opinions and realizations
about what I'd experienced the past seven months
and what I was experiencing at the time,
and put it into words as best I could.
However,
it's...
mostly...
just ranting...
and ranting...
and ranting.
And I don't have the energy to talk about all of this.
Anyway, as you can tell,
I was spitting a lot of negative energy into this rant for a few days.
Then I read a thread about emotional dependency
by Twitter user @BTS_ARMY_INT,
and it cleared up a lot for me because it was exactly how I felt.
I cannot blame people for not taking responsibility for their actions
without acknowledging my own flawed approach to them.
Part of the thread says, quote:
They went on to quote an article called
/Is It Love, or Are You Seeking Validation?: When You Don't Know Your Own Worth/
by Savannah Grey of Esteemology.com.
When people ask, "How is he real?" about boys,
sometimes it's like, he's not! He's an anime boy! Easy!
But sometimes they're like, "How is he real?" and it's a real person,
so I'm like, makeup! Contacts! Hair dye! Stylists! Editing! Training!
But more people get stuck on the fact that they are real people.
When you see someone practically perfect in every way
—/Mary Poppins/ reference—
it proves how imperfect you are,
validates how you feel about yourself,
and makes it difficult to value yourself any higher.
But people cling to these perfect images anyway.
Side note:
Stray Kids are great!
I love them so much as of this moment!
I might not care about them tomorrow. Nothing's guaranteed.
But I appreciate how they're self-produced,
self-assembled,
self-written,
and put so much into everything they make.
They're kind and educated and their personalities shine through their talents.
It feels very authentic.
[rattling]
AHEM.
You know what's /not/ as authentic?
Alright.
For some reason, my SD card is not working, but I'm not gonna let that stop me
because I need to get these words out!
It's December 31st!
I don't care! [clap]
Anyway-HEH!
You know what's not as authentic?
All of your Instagram posts are perfect.
Of course not everyone's going to believe that #stay #are #beautiful when you look like /that/, dude.
These boys have natural beauty marks and baby fat and flaws that make them human,
and they still tend to remove them.
All I ever care about is what they have to say.
It's always nice to hear from them.
It's also how I felt with Bangtan.
Admittedly, their photography was often more candid.
For me, my emotional dependency
stemmed from social issues.
It was difficult for me to make and keep friends
for most of my life,
and when I found someone who'd spend time with me,
I was especially clingy to them.
They felt like friends I could cling to without bothering anyone.
They were "there for me" every day.
I projected how much they cared for me so much
that my jacket felt like a hug when I first attained it.
"We don't deserve them! They're precious angels!"
"Oh my gosh, I love them-they-they love us so much, we don't deserve them! Blah, blah, blah!"
"We don't deserve them!"
I read that so many times, I started to believe it.
For some reason, people think that others genuinely caring about them
and giving them the best of themselves
is undeserved.
I was raised with the belief that
Jesus died for the sins of all humankind.
If I deserved that,
no human's love is unwarranted,
especially from a distance.
I try to remind myself of that every day.
In a way, I did use them to validate negative beliefs about myself—
No one else was there for me,
I could only attempt to be as good a dancer as them
or be as beautiful on the inside,
they were all I had.
I repaid them for their unconditional love with loyalty.
I listened to them and only them.
I could hardly make it through other artists' songs
because all I could think was, "I miss my friends."
Weirdly enough,
even though I thought of them as friends,
I never called them by their real names
because I wasn't on a first name basis with them.
I was self-aware to an extent and told myself,
"Wow! When we eventually have to leave them,
it's going to hurt really bad!"
I knew it wasn't permanent,
but I figured I had at least a year.
I was wrong, and it /did/ hurt a lot, but I survived.
Ironically, they prepared me to leave them
by reminding me to love myself.
Loving myself doesn't require anyone else's permission.
Including theirs!
But it was mostly out of spite.
I didn't want to interact with A.R.M.Y so I could keep my "friends" to myself,
but I wound up performing some of their choreography at my school.
The first time, it was for myself,
because I wanted to be a hero,
and "Anpanman" spoke to that exact desire.
The second time, it was because I felt pressured to.
The third time, it was because I craved attention from the audience.
This was the start of desperately using my interests
to get validation from /anyone/.
I'd practice for a solid month just for a few seconds of applause from strangers.
I'd have to go bigger or be more impressive each time.
Even now, I've been practicing the same difficult dance
every day I can for a solid two months,
and, in the process,
have broken several pairs of shoes,
pushed myself to the point I could hardly breathe just to try again,
practiced after having been sick for weeks,
resulting in being sore everywhere the next day,
and probably hurt myself in more ways than I realize.
It'd somehow gotten worse when I got into Stray Kids
because I started using them as a coping mechanism to get over BTS,
and I thrived off any interaction from other STAYs on Twitter.
My brain mistook interaction for friendship,
and I felt less lonely by isolating myself as much as possible.
My timeline was flooded with them because I followed over a hundred people,
and when it was hard to see anything else,
I realized I was starting to let being a STAY define me
like I had started to let being an A.R.M.Y define me.
It was too much.
They were a backup plan to a backup plan,
and I started getting worried that I'd need
a backup plan to a backup plan to them
and so on and so forth and what have you.
But they were frustratingly good
and raised my standards so much
that was impossible.
So I got scared I was entirely dependent on them.
I didn't want to get hurt again,
but I couldn't stop.
Then I had a breakthrough a few days ago on my Tumblr.
I realized that if I wasn't careful,
that's exactly what was going to happen with Stray Kids.
They're going to disappoint me one day.
They're humans, and although they seem cool
—which they are, and I love them—
that's just a fact.
So I started to distance myself from them.
I have a tendency to invest all or nothing,
but I'm changing that.
I unfollowed maybe a hundred people
and kept the twenty or so mutuals I had made
so it feels like I really have friends.
I watch their videos when I feel like it,
not out of obligation to catch up.
I make a point to look for other music and artists
and enjoy them guilt-free.
I changed my hero training music
back to the /My Hero Academia/ soundtrack,
and listen to their discography while doing something productive.
I do sort of think of them as friends,
and use stage names,
but I don't feel super close to them or assume I know anything.
I don't care if I get a physical album or meet them one day.
It doesn't fill me up when they say they love STAY
because I don't full align myself with that concept.
The name implies a promise I'm not obligated to make.
I use "appreciate" more than "love."
I'm being honest with myself and looking at them critically.
It's great that they're educated on racial slurs,
but they need to stop using AAVE in their English raps
and stop altering their appearances so much on Instagram
and get enough sleep
and /I Am YOU/ wasn't as strong as their other albums!
I don't put them on a pedestal.
They're in my life, and I'm thankful for them,
but I won't let strangers change my sense of self
so drastically ever again.
You are talented and beautiful in your own right.
You have so much more potential and blessings ahead of you than you could ever imagine.
You're capable of creating your own future and loving yourself and being your own person.
You're capable of having an identity outside of your interests.
In reality, they never did anything to hurt me.
I only approached them in such a way
that allowed me to get hurt.
And now I'm accepting that I can't trust human people
to never disappoint me,
or rely on them for love, validation, and happiness.
I can only trust God.
My identity is in Christ,
not in people I was fine before and after knowing.
Love and validation should come from myself.
I can and will use music
as inspiration and motivation
without feeling chained to it or its artists.
I can and will support people
without obsessing over or prioritizing them in my life.
I can and will create things from my own brain
and values that I have conviction in.
As long as I can keep that in mind,
I can get stronger on my own.
And if my identity and self-esteem
don't depend on mortal beings of this world,
I'll be unstoppable in 2019 and beyond.
AND BEYOND!
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My weight loss journey, watch me lose my weight on the Keto diet - Duration: 6:41.
hi everybody my name's Peter Allsop I'm 63 years old and yeah I'm overweight
not always been like this just five or six years ago i used to look like this
but I trapped a nerve in my back couldn't train and now this is me in fact a few
years before that when I used to do this were living
I used to look like this and things have got to change it's the first of January
usual thing New Year's resolution let's get this weight off and let's get on a diet
there's no dog winning on behind me she's gonna help me lose my weight
because we're gonna go out walking together etc etc and when I change my
lifestyle cut all the crap out of what I eat I'm gonna be leaving a regular just
watching the cars go past on the road I'm going to leave a regular update on
my weight how much I weigh I'm going to do it in stones and pounds I'm going to
put my weight down in kilos and putting your weight down in pounds so no matter
which method you use you can see how I'm doing
okay and I'm going to do that on a weekly basis as for what I'm going to
eat all I'm going to do basically is cut out all crap all processed foods and
just try and just change my lifestyle my problem is I Drive a taxi sat in a taxi all
day if I'm not doing this I'm shoving stuff in here and I've
just had enough of it I've had enough for the heartburn about enough of the
indigestion I had enough for being that overweight that I'm struggling to do
anything so it's gonna go it's new year new start this time next year I'm gonna turn sideways like this only gonna go oh my god
it's disappeared so I'm going to show you what I look like now it's not very
warm out but I'm gonna do it
there's my coat off get ready for this this is a revolt in sight
and this is what to look like now
when you compare this to my original photos that I showed you earlier you can
see the big difference and you can see why I need to get this weight off
that's me dressed again
so a while I'm out in Clumber park and if you go on my other YouTube channel
without photography etc you know this is one of my favorite places to come myself
Luna come on myself a Luna I'm gonna go for a walk okay
so when I go for a walk little bit of exercise bit of fresh air I know she'll
enjoy it as much as I do she may even enjoy it a bit more
well I got to the top of the hill yeah puffing and panting a bit but I want to
start heading back now I don't know talk about out of condition I went to even have
put my pulse rate up I wouldn't have put my pulse rate up at all
just doing this bit of a walk at one time right there you go this is what happens when you get
overweight and when you get way older now let's head back towards the taxi car
whichever way you want to put it I'm driving anyway let's not pay taxi
well it is when I'm driving you pay me but I'm not going to go in it
today yeah and by the way Luna
give up I don't want a kiss she's loving it you know um she's puffing a bit
but you know there you go she's moving around a lot more than I am well that's
a walkover I enjoyed it mm-hmm yeah I did I enjoyed it got a bit out of breath Luna
only got a bit out to breath we both enjoyed it so you know even the longest
journey starts with a single step and that was my first single step on my way
to lose him a weight and getting fit again so see how goes so if you like
this video I would really like you to give it a thumbs up
I'd really really like you to subscribe so we can see how we're doing because
people who were watching me will give me the motivation to do
this and that's what I needed motivation so please subscribe give me the motivation
to keep going and hopefully I might give you a bit of inspiration and you might
want to do the same so see in the next video
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KIMI HIME... ME SALVEM POR FAVOR! REACT DO SAMUCA - Duration: 13:19.
Hello, how are you?
I am Samuca today we will have react from Kimi Hime ...
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can do it
bora Thank you so much, she is very beautiful.
said for two hours now let's play let's go there she is playing pubg mobile she is good
player I do not know is already coming fingertip will be the background music
I'm going there, background music, I'm mad, I'll see. What is she going to ask here?
Why is she laughing, I do not understand. Let's go there. Gameplay whole, if only it were.
I was already dead already I had died Time is listening footsteps Good afternoon she plays
on tablet né and me with playing emulator Que scare!
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all sides will stay camper and with the cute little background music that sends me back
can stay Because the more you lie down but I'll like Kimi Hime you're wonderful
I do not know if I do you react I fall in love For you the problem is my wife, right?
said so you admire another woman It's okay for you to do things.
with another woman but that he-man possible She is wonderful Think of a wonderful Asian.
she is this little sweetheart here this wonderful thing who is keen to show all his talent
and look what talent in a handsome one of a talent because this video will have subtitles to the galera
from Indonesia will know that what I'm talking about At least I will not be wanting Pox because
so she's in bad shape, she put a more tense background music in and now
that the bug will catch let's surrender I trust you
tense moments to Kimi Hime Tomara's gameplay do not copy that song
and it's possible it's too much trouble also part
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very crazy in this recording I came back All open the video of the others there in the wonderful madness
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Tell me 4 people alive, she's still nervous. I'm nervous too, I'll talk more, it's a
friend there Mira right gas tense moments of that Play
Come on, Lindona. Believe in yourself. Up there's only three you're alive
one of them you are wonderful from indonesia who has incredible talent that is supposed to be
should also have a hair and a skin smelling the love that I want to give you
Kimi Hime Ai Kimi Hime And The Music Tense continues to run in
I believe you
now she's waiting for the moment for skin now the bug catches them sway there like
balance in her is doing a summary in this exact moment of departure very good I love
you guys That was the wonderful youtuber Kimi Hime She's wonderful, I do not know
if I fall in love with her today or the week coming or in the next video This is a
It's a joke, guys, before you take Serious kiss, guys, we're together video.
The original will be in the description we went
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6 Habits Of The Wealthy That Helped Me Get Rich - Duration: 10:36.
Imagine spending time with some of the wealthiest people on the planet.
Imagine the wealth of knowledge. Like imagine what you could learn. I've had
that opportunity. And in this video today I want to share with you 6 things I've
learned from wealthy people that helped me create an incredible level of riches
wealth and abundance.
So, before I share this with you I just want to say wealthy people get a bad rap.
I mean, from the time that we're children, we are brainwashed with these notions
about the other nests other people, right? I mean, there's those that were
comfortable with and then there's the others. There's everybody else. And dude,
most of us get an education that says that money is bad or money is wrong or
money is evil, right? And if you have it good things won't happen. And it's weird
because we're like trying to do things to get money but at the same time this
hypocrisy. We're judging the rich. We're telling them that that they're
smelly and that they're stinking and that they're rotten. Like... Dude, if anyone
who can really afford a shower, I think the rich people can. When we say
some pretty horrible nasty things about these people. And I just want you
understand that the people that I've been hanging out with, it is true that
some rich people are rotten scoundrels. But not all of them. There's a
counterfeit in all things and there's some enlightened individuals that are
changing the planet with the wealth that they're creating. And most people get
wealth by creating value. Those would be good people to emulate and learn from. So
what I want to do is I want to share with you 6 things that I've learned
that have helped me get rich from wealthy people. And I hope they'll be
useful for you. The first thing that I learned from wealthy people is that they
blank risks. Any guesses? Uh... How about you? Correct.
Wow, here's very smart. They take risks. This is kind of a weird thing. We're
taught... I was taught that risk is bad or that you know, you should avoid risks. The
reality is taking risks is the only thing that has gotten me where I've
gotten. And the older I get and the more successful, I learned to be even bolder
with those risks. Taking a risk though doesn't mean that it's uncalculated. It
doesn't mean it's a gamble. It doesn't mean that you're just hoping. Taking an
educated risk is something that I've learned from my mentors. The next habit
is that they invest blank in themselves. Yes, you watching the video right there.
In, yes. Absolutely correct. Take notes on that one. 500 points to Gryffindor. They
invest in themselves, right? They're actually taking money and they know that
if they invest in this brain right here. That it's more powerful than investing
in a property or a business or anything else.
They continue to invest themselves and what I notice is that they don't stop.
I'm part of this global mastermind that includes billionaires all the way down
to multimillionaires and everything in between.
And I'm learning extraordinary amounts from these people. One of the things is
that they value their education. I'm going to talk about College. Its how about
degrees. I'm talking about they'll spend time on getting with people that have
chased down the greatest success and that's how they learn. The education
system, the University of very successful rich people is other rich people. It's
not necessarily books and it's not school. Number 3. Spend blank with
those they emulate. No, it's not money. Minus 200 points from
Slytherin. It's spending time with those that they emulate. Don't don't feel bad,
you'll get some points back. Okay, it's jeopardy. We'll get it in the double
jeopardy round. Um, they spend time with those people that
they emulate. That means that instead of just reading about successful people or
watching videos of them, they find a way to get into their presence. They'll
actually have the sacrifice of time and money. They'll book planes and in hotels.
And they'll go out of their way. Which by the way I want to note that I've got
people here in this community that will actually watch me on YouTube. And every
quarter I host a big event. In fact, coming up I got one of my biggest events
of the year. And I'm amazed at how many people from YouTube will have the
sacrifice to find a way to get on a plane or get in the car and drive, booked
a hotel and spend 3 days with me where I pour into you all the wealth and
knowledge and experience that I've gained to be successful in real estate
and business and in life. And that's a huge credit to individuals
like yourselves that are actually willing to do that. When you spend time
with those that you respect, when you spend time with them, my experience is
that everything goes through the roof. I got a guy flying in town tomorrow to
spend all day with me. Because we respect each other and we're going to give birth to
a hundred million dollar idea. A small little thing to do on a Thursday. But it
all comes from spending time with those that you emulate. Dude are you liking
this stuff like I was putting this video together I'm like, I want you understand
this knowledge, I have paid a lot of money to just experience all this and it
brings me joy to share it with you. I hope that's it's like creating a
connection or igniting some kind of like I don't know, some kind of like jewel in
your life that says, "Yes, this is... There's something to look at here." Number 4,
blank morning ritual. This is weird. But like all these successful people, it is
weird that every single one of them that I know and spend time with an admirer.
They have a daily ritual. Like every single day they have... They have their own
unique way of how they start their day. Like I've got mine. Like mine... My ritual
is I wake up and I bust out some cardio, I usually put down a couple of miles on
the treadmill or outside depending on the weather. And then I'll actually like
lift some weights and I just kind of like pump up my muscles and I'm
basically waking up my body. While I'm doing that, I'm listening to books and
audios and I'm like pumping up my mind. I'm waking up this mind. I've got a
exercise where I'll go through and break through a limiting belief. I do all these
things in this morning. There's time for pondering, meditating, prayer and it takes
time but when I don't do it, I feel off. And when I do it, I just... I
feel enlightened. Like I feel like I'm just ready to go out there and crush the
day. Because guess what? I can count on the day bringing. Dude, the day's going to
bring bad news. The day is going to bring unfortunate circumstances. The day might
bring someone in your life you don't want to deal with. And if you haven't
mentally prepared with like strength and mental strength and
emotional strength on how to cope. So you can beast through that and handle it the
best way possible then you're left susceptible to the whims of the world
that'll never go away. Because opposition's going to be there no matter
what. So daily morning ritual. What is your
ritual? Do you have a ritual? And whatever it is, do it consistently no
matter what. Unconscious people have a different daily ritual. It's called sleep
in as much as you possibly can until you have to get up and then just lurch into
your day. Wake up hours before your day starts. And
you start the morning off. Wayne Dyer before he passed, I'll never forget when
he said, "There's a secret in every early morning for those that are there to hear."
It's beautiful. Alright, number 5. Review blank consistently. This is
kind of an one that doesn't... I learn this from these guys. Goals 300 points to
Gryffindor, right? Your goals aren't meant to be
annualized. They're not just a January resolution time of year thing. Do you
know what it means to review your goals constantly? At least for me in my life,
it's not just weekly. I review them every day. I actually start my day off with
knowing my heading in my direction. It's like a compass. I know where I'm going. I
remind myself why I'm going there. And so, I'm doing this on regular basis because
I learned from them that unless you're obsessed with it, unless it's front of
mind, you don't think about it enough and you're going to allow the other 60,000
random thoughts during the day to come in and take over. Okay, number 6. The
final one. 6 habits of the wealthy. This is the thing that I've seen most
consistently in all of them. The first 5 are like habits and traits. This
last one is different. They all own real estate. Now, that is fascinating to me. And
not just a little bit of real estate. Many of them have millions of dollars in
real estate and they're Multi multi-millionaires. Now, they're usually known
for their success in business or maybe a book that they've written or some
charitable cause that they're up to. But if you actually look underneath it, it's
not very different than McDonald's. You might think that they're actually a
restaurant company. No, they're the world's largest real estate holding
company on the planet. McDonald's is a real estate company. It's not a
restaurant chain. So that's one of the things that also really surprised me. And
so when I spend time with them like, I got to fill up my my barrel with real
estate and now it's getting bigger than ever before. And here's what's really
doing. You and I get excited because I'm teaching you so often on this channel about
how to make money. But the reality is once you have the money, that's not what
you're going to be excited about. It may not be your passion. Real estate may not be
the thing that you get up and down and and talk about. It's just something that
works in the background, making you a lot of money, filling your cash flow coffers,
filling up your bank accounts and growing your net worth so that you can
then say, "Good, I got that taken care of. Now, I'm going to go on and live this
purpose or I'm going to live this greater life cause. I've got to go on this
crusade for this purpose. But I feel so keenly inside of me." For those of you by
the way that want to be like the wealthy and have
loads of real estate and you don't have that yet, you probably need a
million-dollar game plan. There's not a lot of money these days.
Million dollars is a basic six-figure retirement vehicle, right? So, if you want
a game plan for whether it's to make a million or make a hundred million, I want
you to click the link in the description and talk to a member of my team. I got
some great valuable information there. All sorts of free gifts and downloads
and goodies that you can request. And my team will basically put themself in your
shoes whether you're old or young, whether you're rich, poor. You know, I
started off poor and debt with nothing. It's a chance for them to basically say,
"Alright, well how do we get this kid or person or a girl to a million bucks?" What
does that game plan look like? They can give that to you. Friends, thank you so
much for watching this video on the 6 habits of the wealthy. I hope there were
a couple of things worth taking note of in there for you. And I want to
congratulate you for being the kind of person that would seek out a video like
this. It says a lot about you. And if it was valuable for you, then I'm going to invite you
you to subscribe and ring the bell and I'll be here at the start of every day
in the morning to kick over a video and say, "Hey, I hope this can help you develop
into a happier more successful version of you."
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Steve Harvey: "What's she mad at ME for???" | Family Feud - Duration: 1:03.
ANGIE, A MAN MIGHT SAY THE
WEATHER TODAY IS A LOT LIKE MY
DATE LAST NIGHT. IT'S WHAT?
ANGIE: WOULD FRIGID BE THE SAME
AS COLD?
STEVE: IT'S NOT THE SAME THING
AS COLD.
ANGIE: OK.
STEVE: I MEAN, IT MEANS--THAT'S
THE...
RACHAEL: 'CAUSE IT MEANS THE
SAME THING.
STEVE: FRIGID!
[CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
ANGIE: AND WHAT? AND WHAT?
AND WHAT? AND WHAT?
STEVE: BUT WHAT SHE MAD AT ME
FOR? I JUST...
ANGIE: THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
STEVE: MAN.
ANGIE: EXCUSE YOU.
STEVE: OK.
FAUSTO: MY WIFE KNOWS WHAT SHE'S
TALKING ABOUT.
STEVE: OH, DON'T WORRY, IT AIN'T
OVER.
[LAUGHTER]
OH, I'M GONNA COME BACK TO YOU.
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Trisha Paytas Called Me a Speculating Drug Addict - Duration: 10:24.
there's one in particular lately this guy who's like a drug addict like a
recovering drug addict or something that's me that's me she's talking about
what is up everybody this is Chris from the rewired soul where we talk about the
problem but focus on the solution and if you're new to my channel my channel is
all about mental health and what I like to do is pull different topics from the
YouTube community to try to teach you how to improve your mental and emotional
well-being so the end of that stuff make sure you subscribe and bring that
notification bell and like in my Bobby burns video I want you to remember that
part I say at the intro of every single video what I like to do on my channel is
pull different topics from the YouTube community to teach you how to improve
your mental and emotional well-being so man I don't know what's going on this
week but my Twitter just blew up my Instagram just blew up by the way for
not following me go follow me over there after work so I think talking about
right here they're trying to make money my speculating which is fine and it's
(trisha paytas) you know it's how the world works and it's the cycle and it's a very small
price to pay to get to do what I do which is have a fun life and a little
cool life and I try not to pay too much attention there's one in particular
lately this guy who's like a drug addict like a recovering drug addict or
something like he's like sits in his apartment giving people an advice and
like his speculations are crazy and he'll always say like I'm you know not
diagnosing or I'm not doctor or whatever he says say that was just disclaimer as
it's like yeah but you're still you're still manipulating the situation you're
manipulating it for your your game your monetary gain - so it just it's all it's
all kind of messed up when you think about it so yeah aside from the title of
this video Trisha did correct herself yes I'm a recovering drug addict and
alcoholic if you're new to my channel I have been clean for over six and a half
years but aside from that I have been in a bunch of bad relationships I've also
struggled with different forms of mental illness well that's so my channel I try
to pull to the top let's try to teach you about mental health right because
one thing is is that a lot of people don't like learning about mental health
there are too many people just online safe typing in in YouTube
right depression anxiety bad relationship or whatever so I'm trying
to take videos that you're already watching and try to teach you lessons
from it so I guess the first thing I'll talk about is a speculation aspect and
I'm not a drama chip alright I'm a mental health Channel
I just use something as kind of like a foundation that you that you can see and
understand and then try to teach you about yourself my videos aren't for
youtubers there for you right so something I mentioned tons of times is
Trisha Paytas Trisha and Jason Nash their videos are going out to millions upon millions upon
millions of people so many people are saying this right so I don't speculate
I have never speculated anything and if I if I do talk about something that
might or may be happening I make it very clear that I don't know but 99.99% of
the examples I ever used I use clips like this one wait why did you almost
call the police I'm not gonna say she can say if she wants I'm not gonna throw
on another bus I literally didn't do anything I mean what she did like wasn't
that bad I was blocking the door this one from the same video wait wait
she sat here like a prison guard and I was like Trisha get out of the way I'm
going home I want it all I need some time to myself she's like no all right
and the way the way that I kind of see it is I'm a father my son just turned 10
years old yesterday so imagine myself and my son are out in public right and
we see a couple arguing or fighting and it's getting a little hectic right I'm
going to use that public example for my son to teach him how to have a healthy
relationship based on an example of an unhealthy relationship wife I'm not
going to tell my son hey you know even though they're fighting in public right
now they might have a really healthy relationship at home that's not how I
teach my son I teach my son based on what he sees
so with all of the content that's being at the YouTube constantly and all of the
examples that we have out there like it's important that we talk about what
people are seeing publicly by the way for all of you parents out there even if
you're watching like a purely fictional TV show one thing that is important to
do is discuss these topics with your children so something that nerd City
brought up many times when talking about the Jake Paul situation and marketing
the children and why there's laws against that this because at a young age
children are incapable of separating fiction from reality the reason for all
the concern about it from parents as well as the desire to do it from
marketers is the same it's unclear to a child that advertising is intended to
make you buy something younger viewers are unlikely to understand the
difference between advertising and entertainment and fantasy and reality
children under the age of eight are mentally incapable of viewing and
interpreting advertisements with a critical eye children are more trusting
than adults and more likely to do what they're told that's why the marketing
tactics of that Jay Paul was using was messed up that's why when Jake Paul did
the killer clown prank thing on his audience that's why that was messed up
because kids can't separate the difference so let's say let's say
speculation here let's say Trisha and Jason were exaggerating or faking all of
their fights children who look up to them wouldn't know that so they will
look up to them and think that that is what a normal relationship looks like
and I hope that makes sense so I don't speculate I talk about what we're
actually seeing one thing about Trish's video that does kind of bum me out
though and I don't think is fair is she used me as a reference point and said I
was speculating things but then for the next 10 minutes of her video she was
basically referring to a bunch of comments and tweets and things like that
that are speculating those aren't things that I'm using so I don't like the fact
that I was used as a reference point and then talked about speculation it wasn't
really referenced how many clips I use for what we actually see
something that Trisha talked about in this video is that a lot of this is
amped up especially for Jason's channel it's exaggerated it's exaggerated but
then she says oh no but it's real and something that we really need to
understand this is this real or is this fake because I've talked about videos
like this one it sounds like you start talking and
then you get angry because he'll say something that like it's absolutely like
two tips you and then you shut down and then you're just like I do like I said
she was angry I shut down because she can't be spoken to I do I don't know I
think it's just something I do know is your age I like as a caddy yeah so when
you're doing a collab with Katie Bourne who is a licensed Marriage and Family
Therapist and you're promoting couples therapy and talking about your problems
there are you talking to a therapist about fake problems or real problems are
you actually promoting therapy from your own personal experience or do you not
actually have these problems because I think it's important to discuss that
with your audience especially when you have a channel like mine that's trying
to use you as an example to encourage people to go to therapy I actually used
one of the precious videos of wild back where Trisha talked about self-sabotage
and she was actually using better help online therapy to talk about how she was
working through that with her therapist so as somebody who's trying to pull in
good references to to help people go get the help that they need
it's important that we know is this just a show when you talk about getting help
or is it for the wheel you know what I've said the only thing I
can put into this it's like I'm a child of divorced parents and Jason reminds me
so much of my father the good parts of my father growing up my different dad's
a good gay my god was a good dad he just looked at California with little Miller
myself felt there was a little bit of badness she said but like um when we did
see my dad for the summer it's like he was just like Jason and like he totally
just like gave us all the tension and spoiled us and gave us all this love
and all us and it was a it was a it was a good thing is what I'm saying that
clip right there even though I say my videos are not for youtubers there for
the people watching but Trisha if you're watching this girl like girl you need to
click up and up in the info card right there because I made a video talking
about why you date who you date and based on what Trisha was talking about
in this video about how Jason wanted out of her dad man if you can relate to that
too you need to click on that video because it's super super super valuable
I will also link a video that I did with my mom dr. Carrie Randazzo who's a
professional psychologist and she has a more extensive kind of presentation that
she does about relationships so I'm gonna leave both of those up in the info
card right there anyways going back to the reason why I'm making this video and
I make all of my videos my videos I've never made to make be malicious yes I do
hand out tough love but at the end of the day I'm just trying to help people
I'm not necessarily trying to help the youtubers but as my channel grows a lot
more youtubers are starting to see my content so Trisha if you ever do see
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