Welcome to the inaugural session of Poems Under the Bridge.
Today's poem is called "Changing Me" Wheels spinning
Frustration building tried this tried that
changed this, changed that BUT
Nothing really gets better it all goes back to black
Counseling, learning, got the tools, got the skills
then BAM! speedbump, roadblock, wall, fall
What the hell am I doing wrong?
Please Please Please why won't something just work?
ok now, deep breath let's review, find the clue
Commit-fight-fall-pretend-quit Commit-fight-all-pretend-quit
well shit oh now this needs to end
this pretender isn't me A quitter is not who I'm designed to be
I'm the one who controls my destiny ok now here we go beginning to end
one step forward then anotherstumble fall hit the wallfailing again
pretend - pretend - NO STOP no more pretending
No more quitting Commit - Fight - Forward
Commit - Fight - Forward
All these tools I'm trying to use So.
What.
Am.
I. Missing?
Oh now Haaaay this is interesting
it's the HOW I need Oh sun and moon again shine on me
my motivation, inspiration determination tenacity
sweet nectar of bacon they are still here inside of me
this, yes thisss everyday whatever it takes
to see my dreams - wait what - where are my dreams
oh here - buried under fear they are so not staying there
Oh my sweet darling Ebenezer I. AM.
NOT A. VICTIM>
Now
Back straight eyes up see the light
Epihpany the tools are useless
if they never leave the toolbox I found my how
so starting now use my tools
Every Single Day Actively, Consistently, Repeatedly
Opportunities for learning and progress are what I choose to see
No more pretending No more quitting
Commit - Focus - Learn - Forward Vision - Decision - Provision
What can I do today what can I change today
well - ME I am changing me
I reject the negative I accept the Positive
give to others what I need We all deserve the chance to succeed
No more excuses I will follow through
Finish what I start Be the Black Belt that is in my heart
I am designed for happiness I am UNSTOPPABLE
I feel Optimistic - Exhilerated - Empowered
My heart holds hope again I commit to being the best
person I can be the me I am designed to be
I am working on my masterpiece the most authentic honest me I can be
I am picking up the tool of my artistic eye
and focusing on
the one and only thing I have 100% control of changing
Myself
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