Youtube daily so Oct 15 2017

and I'm so happy come back to my channel if you're new here make sure you hit the

subscribe button because that would be pretty cool this is actually so weird

because I honestly headphones in over a month

just going from posting twice a week to once a week to not at all

it's pretty like dramatic for me and it's just weird turning on a camera

sitting down and just talking to it and I honestly want to look at the

viewfinder but like I'm not going to like I am fully I'm trying not to I

can't just not post for a month and then just post like a photo on your

team and then like not talk about it because I don't want to I don't want

that to be normal I don't want that to go on address I definitely want to talk

about it and just bring up why and I'll just give you some little excuse I just

want to talk and just catch up on my life because I think we're like best

friends here and I just want to catch it with my life and I want to tell you

about it and we will tell you all about what's gonna going on

so let's get to it I don't really know I haven't posted and I guess I blasting a

post it was my birthday haul which I felt which took me a while to film just

because I film that once and I didn't like how it turned outside I film it

again I still don't like how that video turned out but like I had to post it

because I didn't want to film it a third time and I know you guys really wanted

that video and then after that I just didn't have time to post I remember I

really wanted to film another video when I didn't have any ideas to and have time

because I that's the week when I started making a video every week but not for

you to it was for school I have like violence like me at school like it's

kind of weird just I don't know it's like weird because I still don't process

the fact that like people like the entire school

so yeah so every Thursday I do that but then I film Monday Tuesday Wednesday and

edit every single one of those days for Thursday's segment and then I edit

someone else's segment which is also weekly so I'm basically making two days

a week and they're not even going to youtube and you guys must think like I'm

just gone and like I don't care about you which is totally not true at all I

saw the case and then I think after that I just how ideas and then I think I won

and then I had a I had to make up collection pre-filmed I had a few videos

from those are just so bad they're not there pre-filming more uploaded for a

reason because I didn't like them they weren't quality content and I plus I

just realized like this whole content that I was putting up just wasn't what I

wanted to do it's not what I want to portray myself as it's know when I want

to upload on my channel because it's not me um you know like I get ready with the

video is not gonna help someone it's not gonna like help anyone in any way should

perform like I don't understand um what I can't even sit through my own videos

but then just having like thinking that someone else sits do my videos and

watches them I don't understand it blows my mind because I can't even sit through

my own videos and I want to post something that I can actually sit

through and then after that happened I thought I was finally able to film I

like was so happy I was giving I was going to film and of course I get sick

and I've been sick for over two weeks now I still don't have a placement that

much and it might throw up still hurts but this is as good as it gets

um so like last week I really wanted to film and the week before I really wanted

just didn't have a voice like I couldn't do it because why would I show my

talking to you if I can't talk absolutely your sentence and then I

guess like out there I didn't have any ideas didn't have time then I got Nick

it's not like you're gonna have excuse time around okay so like now into the

topic of like where I want to take this channel in like what

kind of videos I want to put out there because I feel like I'm not putting out

the videos that I want to be because honestly I I want this channel because I

know I'm younger viewers like I know my viewers are very young and I'm not

saying I think if you're older like something there's something wrong with

that I'm just saying I feel like most of the viewers that soundtrap me and talked

to me are either my age or younger um and I feel like I want to be a bigger

sister to them because I've never like been a big sister so I feel like this is

my chance to and I just want to give advice I want to help people out in the

ways that I can and by that I just like want to share like some things I like I

want to have this like story times but like some stories are just like um like

let me know what kind of story trends you want you what kind of advice videos

you want to see um also like next month I will be officially two years vegan and

I definitely want to make a video about that because I get so many questions a

day asking me why like how do you do it like why did you even do it and everyone

like either thinks I've done it for like two weeks or they think I've done it for

my whole life and no it's barely been two years so time has gone by I can make

a whole video I'm like how I fell and just doesn't want to do that

also like Christmas is coming really soon and I'm very excited for that I

definitely can't wait to just squirrel my friends and family I that's what I

love about Christmas um but I don't know let me let me know some videos that you

guys want to see also please tell me what set up what room you want me to

film I do you like this room or the other I think it the other rooms better

but like I just decided to stay in here because I feel like this is a little bit

more cozy to me because um what else I don't want to talk about I want to talk

about so many different things I wanted my videos to just help people out I

don't want them to just be pointless I enjoy making videos but like I also

want them to have a purpose and not just be there to be stupid because there are

a lot of dumb videos on the internet and a lot of scripted things and I just I

want to be I'm gonna be real like I do okay

and I don't really know I'm going with this but I just feel like I want to take

this in a whole different route and I think this is the change that I need

also I feel like I just suck as like a I don't want to say like a social media

person Billy I guess that's I don't know because I had a blog okay

um when I was in eighth grade started a tumblr that has a couple thousand

followers act like awesome now I don't know how and I was just post about

Washington Post daily then I quit that because I got tired of it um I still

support lash but like I just got tired of posting every single day you know and

then this year I started a blog I haven't posted a blog post in a while I

deleted a bunch of on post I really want to like restart that but like make it a

whole different element but I have to like fine I have to like really think

about what I really want to post like you know um and then with this I can

post often if I'm inspired and I just you know and then Twitter I feel like

and I just I'm terrible at Twitter but Balbir Twitter snapchat um I think I

don't post enough which um also I don't even I feel like : I just realized I

haven't been on public on snapchat like people can shout at me but they

can't see my stories which like I mean my they can't I mean you guys can't see

me stories which is so dumb like why didn't I think that through so now you

guys are gonna be able to see my stories so add me on snapchat and Instagram I

never post on Instagram and I feel like that's so bad I just what I hate taking

pictures hitting pictures of myself I hate being

in pictures so I think I'm gonna need to work on that

so I could be more active or like just everything because that's what I want to

do I want to be more active I want to just help people out and can't do that

if I'm not posting anything and I look like I'm deceased so yeah it isn't did

this video make any sense I don't really know I don't know I just don't want to

feel like I disappointed you guys or anything um because I don't wanna say

feel like it is appointment just like a little bit but hopefully you guys can

forgive me and you didn't unsubscribe yet but yeah I love you guys thank you

so much for everything and I'm gonna start posting it twice a week now my

name uploading schedule is gonna be Tuesdays and Fridays

um I'll play and keep that up hope I can keep it up I also was thinking of like

doing vlog piss but like not like vlogging every single day in December

but like just posting every single day in December but I just don't know I'm

gonna do that I feel like I would have to pre film a lot of videos in November

which stresses me out a little bit but like I feel like I want to do that but

we'll see if I even end up doing that as I am I've been going through a void like

not like oh it's like I'm going to go up like I don't know I just like life has

been happening and I wish I could tell you guys all about it which I probably I

know I and will end up telling you I know about it that'll probably be in an

interface video so yeah um definitely always leave me suggestions in the

comments of what you guys want to see from me like I really do want to tell

some stories and tell us it give some advice so let me know what you guys want

to see so yeah I love you guys so so much make sure you follow me on all

social medias make sure you subscribe make sure you turn on the medication Mel

and yeah I love you

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Say young lady how spectacular you look this evening just really very lovely indeed you may you can say that again

I'm going to say it again. You look great, and I love all this

Jewelry, this is all exciting. I know I went a little overboard. No it's good. You must be extremely wealthy

I'm not

I'm not as wealthy as I would like to make it's all right never know right back there what yeah?

I'm trying to show you this oh

wow

Well that is classic sexy girl

That's good, and you can have your phone in that too. You'd be like hold on mm-hmm

Okay, I guess I could have my

Bluetooth in there you be alright so the sons of anarchy

That's a good show you can't talk it's one of them shoes. You can't talk about it right because it's the spoilers

I can't say much about it, but it sounds very excited about it

How's that?

Yeah, that's playing it pretty close to your chest

I'm also excited about it - it's a good show last season though. Yes. Yes, well have you got any plans beyond that?

Somewhat of a job - I just wondered if you wanted to go on a crime spree or something I

Don't know actually I don't know what I'm gonna. Do I haven't I'm available so

You wanna talk yeah, I think I think I just kind of freaked myself out there

So where you from I'm from Israel

Israel yes in fact

We have to slow down just a little tiny bit cuz English is my second language and sometimes when you say things

I don't understand what you're saying

In the same boat

I don't understand why the way into our gym I

Was just I was talking to my American brothers and sisters so I

So what's your first language then Hebrew Hebrew? Well that must come in handy if you're at bar mitzvahs and stuff

Cuz you'd be like wrong wrong

Well, they're all right because I I grew up in Israel so they were all speaking our language. They were all speaking Hebrew

Oh, so I guess when I kid there's a bum it so in this wheel it's like yeah

I'll just get up and do it. Yeah. Yeah, you don't have to go

Yeah, never thought about it before which part of Israel you from um hold on. Oh yes, yeah

What is it countryside is it sea so alone is like a suburb outside of Tel Aviv right so?

It's kind of like Sherman Oaks as opposed to Los Angeles right got it right. It's the Sherman Oaks of Tel Aviv

I like the way you say it. Haha alone. Yeah, you have some

Do

You should go Israel is beautiful. I've heard that now there's an Israeli restaurant in the valley called

It's like Haggard all you ever been there. Yeah, it's actually in Sherman Oaks. I think it's a

It's really good they have and all the guys that work

They have this open kitchen and all the guys that work there when you go and they all look like they're like they go

Chop things and look at you, it's kind of freaky

Okay, I don't remember that

But what do you remember that I?

Remember the hummus was great. Yeah, well you I do that's why I went for the whoo-hoo

So when did you come to America then I came here about nine years ago, oh, you must have been what name?

Something like that yeah something, so where did you go to first? I went to New York first yes

that's where I went first - really yes by

You first well

I went there because I was a naive girl from Israel who had big dreams and wanted to make it in the Big Apple and

About the same as me man really yeah, I was a naive girl from Scotland with big dreams and look at you now

Yeah, well everybody wins that's the way it is

So so what did you do when you go out there?

Did you have any did you start acting right away, or did you have to get other work um?

No, I had to wait my way around New York and save money and wait tables. Did you do that yeah?

I did that yeah, that's fun. Yeah, it's fine. That's a great job in it

Especially I noticed if you waiting tables the swanky or the restaurant the more

Sashimi eat there. Have you noticed that yeah absolutely?

He's like wow yeah, and they don't tip either

Especially when you yell at them, well I have yeah

Yeah, but you know I have boobs so you do I got I got I got some nice tips. I don't know

They

I've just ruined things down for the person that tapes out for the

The audience who are hard of hearing di

You know English is not my first language either

Don't right now anyway. Ah

So have you traveled around much and did you come straight to America? Did you go around Europe? Did you you know?

How did you get here?

plane

Plane nope oh, yeah

I I went to New York, and then I I came straight to LA after that to go to school school. Yes. Did you study?

I studied acting ah which came handy for your job yes, and

Yeah

This acting of what you speak I went to the Lee Strasberg film and theater. That's a good one

Yeah, yeah, that's the one where they actually teach you acting as opposed to just hit on you all the time oh

I've been that

Only as a predator yeah

Yeah, you seem scarred for life. Oh, yeah

Well, you know I mean no I never actually went any acting schools hence. You know that's you know

Do you think it's very important for a night trip to go to school?

I think you know everyone has their own path, but for me

I know it was you land a great deal

Is that I was very helpful

And I feel more confident when I you know when I get in front of a camera kind of having my tools

But I did I mean I feel like most of my studying. I did it

I worked at a video store for four years, and I know really acting

Was that book did you get credit? I?

should have I

Watched a lot of movies all right. How I learned most of my English. Yeah really from movies

Yeah, I watched American cinema like that's a good idea. That's how I should learn it. Yeah

Well, I just I mike sleeve from Israel to I just watched Braveheart over and over

Well I paid off

Anyway we're out of time. That's it okay. That sounds good to me Hey

Fancy an awkward pause

Sure, okay, okay?

I'm gonna I'm gonna prepare. I'm gonna do a selfie what I would do it

You doing a selfie yeah, but you got to do like a sexy you know like a duckface?

That that came pretty easy

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