Hey guys it's me Chaseypoo and today I am doing a Q&A video
Um this is an Instagram Q&A video, not a Twitter one
And I have not looked at any of the questions yet so we're gonna do this together
Um I usually do a Twitter Q&A but I thought I'd-- you know um mix it up a bit
Also I love this tank top and I just-- I just realized that it's a Coachella like brand from H&M and I'm like
"Oh God I am a white girl"
"A racist cultural appropriation white girl"
So I posted a thing and I got 332 comments so I regret not looking at these before I started this video
This is gonna be really fun
Alright y'all got some weird fucking handles I don't know how to pronounce
@Dark_Otaku666: How was your day?
Thank you for asking I've been having a really, really bad week so today I decided to just do me
And work and make videos and stuff like that so pretty much having a--an OK day right now so thank you for asking
@AmyDickson03: If you could move anywhere other than Vancouver, where would you move and why?
I don't know maybe Portland maybe-- somewhere on the west coast 'cause west coast is way more relaxed
And I'm talking more like doable not like Europe or anything like that but
Somewhere that's more relaxed honestly I don't want think about moving other places than Vancouver
I have my heart set on moving to Vancouver so let's just leave it at that I guess.
@PeteWenceEnthusiest: If you could have any number of cats how many would you have?
Really? How many? Depends on how-- like I would love to like li-- like work at a cat sanctuary
Where there's like thousands of cats that are all taken care of and it's not one of those Facebook videos
Where there's like-- they like give food to cats and they're all like jumping on each other
And everyone's like "Aw that's so cute"
That's not cute hunty they haven't eaten they're hungry. They're hungry!
Emil asks "Why are you so cute?"
Mmm bae I don't know why because I have like hair on one shoulder and not the other
And everyone always thinks that this is a bruise and it's not a bruise it's just hair
@Saxibone: How many limes are in your house?
Unfortunately none but I will say that today is the the three year anniversary
Where I asked my dad "Why do you wish you were a lime?"
Because he wrote on Facebook [laughs] on Facebook "I wish I was a lime!"
So that's exciting isn't it? No? Yeah? "How do you
think your life would have been if you were born a cis man? How would it be
different?" I've had this conversation a lot with myself and with Aaron because I
feel like I only grew up with my dad and my dad had a girlfriend and they had a
son and I feel like I probably I would have grown up way more sexual than I
grew up even though I grew up like-- I was a very sexual child as a kid
and I feel like if I was born cis male I would have been even more than that I
think that I would be gay for sure and I would be super open and I would be super
queer and I would probably [pauses] I would probably have found the trans community
and want to do work with the trans community not because it's fascinating
but because I love to help people and I don't think that that's something that I
would have not learned as a cis man because my dad is such a sweetheart and
my dad has taught me some great values to have and helping other people he's
always helped other people; so for me helping other people is like a core part
of my identity I guess so I would have found a way back probably into the trans
community somehow by helping people. @brave_sprout: "Are you still
doing Chase Raw vlogs?" I am currently not doing any vlogs because I am extremely
depressed and anxious and I'm not really doing anything with my life um so
vlogging about nothing would be nothing but I am doing a lot of live streams on
Younow so I guess I could make up for it. Fucking Zuzia! Okay Zuzia wrote "Why do
you hate Zuzia so much?" Okay I see you you just wanted me to say your name go
follow Zuzia on Instagram @zmizet I know you guys are gonna "zmizet"?
Whatever. "Have you been to the East Coast? It's a lot better than the West Coast."
@halfway_hamster I live on the East Coast and also the
West Coast is a lot better than the East Coast in my opinion the East Coast is
very fast paced very whereas the West Coast is more like yeah I have a job to
do [whispering] but let's relax. And that's the type of life that I want to have I guess
@fin_chu: "Do you plan on getting any you cats soon?" No I do not because the two that I
have are a handful yes I'm looking at you children. Aw Beauty is literally
just sitting like she's just sitting right beside me and Minou's on the bed
but no I am not planning on, on getting any more cats because both of these are
rescue cats and Beauty was a foster cat that I adopted and Minou is from
a like a, like a flea market so I'm okay with the cats that I have because I
travel a lot it's really hard to like find people to watch these cats so yeah
@thisstrangelifeofmine: "How many peens make a lime?" I wish I could like can I
flip this I'm going to flip this for you you get to see my whole room see like
there's my peen wall don't flag this video how many peens does it take it
takes that many peens you just got like a whole view that's my laundry yeah okay
I'm gonna go all the way random are you going to the trans conference yes I am
and yes, yes I am how much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a wood really [cute laugh] shit
okay "what do you find to be hardest part about being trans?" I think the hardest
part about being trans is having so much internalized hate for yourself that you
maybe project it onto other people, and that's something that I struggled with a
lot in the past and now I realized that I have a lot of like internalized
transphobia that I have inside me and I try to do things now that kind of
reverse that where I try to help more people and I try to really dig deep into
myself and think to myself like no I'm fine it's okay that people transition
and that you're allowed to transition and they let you transition who is they
I don't know but my brain has all of these internalized thoughts of hatred
towards myself as being trans that it's really
hard to deal with but it makes me feel like I'm transphobic so that's it's not
a fun place to be. @yunhitori: "What is your favorite lush product or
products?" Good question I am obsessed with lush sponsor me literally sponsor
me lush I love their shampoo I don't know what it's called in English but in
French it's like Donova and it smells like bananas it's like made of bananas
it smells so good and it doesn't like strip your hair of the hair dye which is
really great and then I-I-I follow that up with the combination of the American
cream hair conditioner which smells like a vanilla milkshake so literally banana
and vanilla milkshake in my hair is the best combination I haven't found a body
gel or body cream or body whatever thing that you wash your body with that I
absolutely love and I only want that one for the rest of my life I have not found
that unfortunately but I really like the prune one that just came out that was
really good. baby ohhhh she loves the limelight @featcasper:
"Does your family still mess up and call you your birth name how long did it take
for them to use your preferred name?" Oh she is not happy. Um so here's the thing
yes they do mess up and I've been on T for seven years now and they still mess
up my pronouns and it and my name, um my dad was getting a lot better and they were
getting really good and then like I got sick and it was kind of like his memory
kind of like went back so he like started calling in my old name again and
in the pronouns but now it's come to a place where like I look so masculine
when we're in public if you say she people are going to look around and be
like who are you talking to and when we go to gatherings and they're like don't
you have another daughter and I'm like standing right there
my dad's like no just my son so it's like very validating that my dad is now
doing that but it is sucks that they still call me my old name but it's a
variation of my old name it's a nickname that doesn't really sound like the old
nickname and they're the only people in the world who are allowed to use that
name and they know because my aunt was being really rude
and like using my old name and my stepmom came to my rescue and like was
like no, no, no, no you're not allowed to call him that no like damn hunty Jesus
where'd you come from like she was like actually like I think that they're
understanding like look this is my life this is my life. I'm all over the
Internet because I'm trans because I talk about my life my experience all of
the things that I do are trans related my research I love it
and I think that because I've embraced my identity so much they're
understanding more that this is who I am "Who is your celebrity Hall Pass?" I don't
know what that means @zelgrassy but if you want me to tell
you what my, what my, what my, celebrity crush it I don't know what a
Hall Pass do so I'm just going to say well I have a crush on who is a
celebrity because I don't have many I am obsessed with Jamie Lee Curtis okay like
I listen I get it she's old but I can't watching scream queens I'm like oh my
god like a boner alert I don't know how to explain it she is just so beautiful
and so funny and I just, I feen for Jamie Lee Curtis and I'm whatever you're
seeing another side of Chase Ross right now. @bothofhope: "What is your favorite
song of all time?" well my favorite song of all time is
Levels by Avicii dun nu nu du nu nu nu nu nu nu nu nu--No? Yeah? if you don't
know it you should look it up it is literally my favorite song I have
another favorite song but I don't want to share that on the internet because
that's a more private thing that I want to share with just one other person
you know what I'm saying like it's like a it's a private thing but it's a really good
song @vansheforic (??): you guys with your names "What's your favorite
memory?" this is such such, such a great question and I I have a lot of amazing
memories of my dad and I can't pinpoint one of my favorite ones but I used to
have long hair and my dad used to put like you know the firecrackers I have
the stick what you used to take the stick not the Firecracker and used to
put it in my hair and like my hair would be like a sun and I remember standing
like sitting on these shoulders and walking around the flea markets
and working with him and I just remember people looking at us and it was just
such an amazing time that they loved my hair and that's one of the memories that
I love to cherish but if I want to talk about like one of the best days of my
life I-I haven't had it yet I feel like the best day of my life I-I-I I'm waiting
for and it's going to happen eventually and there are days that come close me
graduating from university was a very big thing that you know no one in my
family has ever even touched University so that was really that was really
intense for me and I was really happy um and that I graduated so that's a good
one and then last summer I went to Vancouver and my friend Kai brought me
backpacking and like literally it's the background of my phone this is literally
one of the happiest places like I look at this picture and I see the happiest
Chase I've ever seen um because I am outside I am in nature I am away from
technology lol but that picture a picture was taken and just I feel like
I'm just being me and I don't have to worry about anyone else and I just feel
so peaceful and I have no anxiety other than dying because you know you're in
the wilderness with your friend and there's nothing else that you can do if
something bad happens but I identified so much with nature and that's a weird
thing to say but it made me I don't know that's one of the best days of my life
but I just remember it just being just so good and being able to just relax
like maybe not the best day of my life but it's just like it comes close to
like it's one of those good days and I think another best day of my life um like I
don't anticipate it because you don't want to chase it like you can make
inside jokes unless they're inside jokes you can't pre make them but I don't know
when this video is going to come out okay as I don't know if this have
already happened yet but I am at a place where I am 8,000 away from my 100,000
subscriber goal and you don't understand how much I've been looking forward to
that and it's been my goal all along and the fact that it's so close and I can
taste it I feel like that is going to one of the best days of my life because
I am I'm feeling like it is the best day of my life right now because I'm
thinking about it you know like and it's not because it's a big number it's just
I feel like I put so much hard work into the education that I do and all the work
that I do and it's just so it feels just great to be appreciated I guess and
having that big number it's just, it just that's just to teach then you get your
play button oh my god just I feel like there's a lot of good things that are
coming up I've had a lot of bad things happen and I feel like the future is
brighter like this like this light that's around me that's like blinding me
@snaillumonous: "Do you really wish you were a lime?" no because my dad says that my
stepmom sucks on lime all day long I don't want my stepmom sucking on me
@youtubetrash: "If you get phalloplasty where you close the hole do you have to
get a hysterectomy too since there's a chance you might bleed again?" you have to
get a hysterectomy before phalloplasty if you're having a trigger warning
vaginectomy to me because you can't check those parts there's no more hole to do
any type of Pap test or anything like that it's very dangerous because if you
ended up getting ovarian cancer or anything like there's are cancer cells
down that you wouldn't know so I think every single bottom surgeon that I know
that performs phalloplasty that does a vaginectomy requires you to have a
hysterectomy at least six months before you have phalloplasty.
@smilingsarah14: "Are you a lime or a sprout?" I'm a bee I'm a bee buzz buzz motherfucker I'm a i'm a bee and
like the sprout is, is, is Aaron and the lime is the podcast it's basic math [loud laugh] I'm kidding, I'm not kidding
but for real yes @tobywankanewbie: "What do you do to wake up and
start your day?" well I wake up at 7:00 every single
morning even on the weekends and I go on my phone I text some friends and then I
get up feed the cat I pee I put my andro gel on my shoulder and then I go
make my breakfast I make a smoothie every morning and then I either have a
smoothie Bowl or I'll make oatmeal or I'll make a
I have some like waffle that are vegan or I'll cut up some banana and some some carrots
no some um, what is that called an apple and put peanut butter all over it and then I
sit down and then I watch TV and then after I get my day going that's usually
literally every single morning that's what my morning is like and I don't
drink coffee really at all I guess water and, and, and smoothies "Would you ever do
a meet-up in Indiana?" oh that's the same person how did I end up with the same
person anyways I can't I'm not going to Indiana unless your school organization
wants me to come down and talk but yes @growinglife: "If you could only take one
hair color for the rest of your life which would it be?"
it would probably be turquoise ooh and it wouldn't fade ever and it would never
fade ooh or mystic Heather mm-hmm I don't know mystic Heather is like
everyone loves that one it does they everyone always says my eyes pop but I
really like turquoise the like atomic turquoise oh fuck I feel like that's my look
though but do I want like green blue hair for the rest of my life do I want
purple you know what I'll go with turquoise I feel like thats my
signature look oh can I can I be like half my life is that color and then half
my life is the other color okay let's do that
@hayleydiffi: "What is your favorite part
of yourself not physically but like who you are as a person?"
I feel like I am a very giving person and I like to give back a lot and
sometimes I give too much and that takes a lot out of me and then I need time to
recuperate and that's okay and I'm okay with that like I don't complain about
that at all and I think that giving a lot like volunteering and making like I
give and give a lot of information I give it a lot of myself out but I also
like message companies to do giveaways and to do all these things so I feel
like I don't know having a giving personality is probably my favorite
thing about myself but I also like that I'm funny so if I'm if you don't think
I'm funny then unclick this video I'm kidding away so bright damn
@basilsecual: "Can you get Top surgery and not be on T?" yes
@liam.chung: "How do you take a picture of yourself every day to keep your face centered?" I
take like nine pictures a day to make sure that my face is actually centered
you think after seven years I'd actually be able to get it in but nope
@Jay_wolf7: "Do you think there are only two genders?" nope and we are not going
to get into that but nope that's, that's my answer right there
@Leo_Jacobson: "Would you ever consider Metoidioplasty as an option
for bottom surgery?" no I would not the reason being is because I already feel
like I've had Metoidioplasty I don't want testicular implants I don't want a vaginectomy
and i dont want a urethra lengethening because
are too many complications as like with your urethra lengthening and so I already
feel like the only difference would be that they would release the skin
underneath and my Weiner would pop out more which is cool but it's really
uncomfortable when your running is really uncomfortable you're biking and like I
feel like my wiener is like hard a lot so I would always just have like an
erect boner so I would be more looking for phalloplasty in the future that's a
good question though @Leo_Jacobsen: again "Will you
ever make a video with your boyfriend, girlfriend, partner?" if I had one I am
lonely as hell [sad chuckle] @queertransboy: "Do you have a favorite podcast episode I do is
when we started talking about our queer identity and like embracing our trans
identity that is probably one my favorite podcast ever and of course the
conspiracy casts and spoop casts are really good but I think that the one
we're were like how to embrace your trans identity that's one of my favorite
ones @ThatoneHufflepuff: "Do you think maybe you could to do a meet-up when
you're in Philly for THC?" oh for the trans health conference I was like THC
like weed my god well I'm going to have a table so people come to meet come to
my table and like I mean like I sell shirts and stuff but that's usually
where I have my meeting I guess. @justanothertransguy: "Do you ever have
one-night stands is that even possible for a trans guy for trans people?" yes it
is possible I have not had a one night stand I mean does it count if you're like
talking to someone on Grindr and then they come over and they fuck you and
then they leaves is that kind of the one night
because if so I've done a lot of those so it is possible but if you mean like
meeting in a bar and stuff like that I can't do that I have too much anxiety
but it is possible I have friends who have done that um I feel like the world is
a little more open and if you just kind of tell someone you like talk to them
you meet them in like hey by the way I'm trans like as long as you like make sure
that like if like the person is comfortable with what's going to happen
and also make sure that they know that your top or your bottom reaches a
feeling that Cis always expect trans guys to be bottoms and I'm like I know
so many trans guys who are tops who like never bottom so like just make sure
if you're a top you tell them I'm a top anyways that it that was a lot of
questions actually I just like that all these questions and these are amazing
some of these are going to make topics about um so thank you so much for these
questions this video is boring I'm sorry it's just a Q&A you have questions for me
and I have answers for you I think next time I'll do it again on Twitter though
because it's easier because then I can actually screenshot the question and
show you whereas on Instagram it's impossible to do that cuz I don't want
to do that so too much work but it's easier on Twitter anyways I love you
guys so much thank you so much for the questions and engaging with me and I
love it I will have a Q&A a live Q&A on Younow frequently so make sure that you
subscribe to my channel to find out when I'm having the Q&A and I'll answer all
of your questions and you can do that alright thank you so much for watching I
love you so much bye
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