Hello everybody, so today I wanted to talk about some of the books that I read in the
month of April. Forgive me if I sound ill. A lot of what I read this month was
actually listening. I listened to a lot of audiobooks. I was traveling a bit and
so what I was traveling it was easy to have my headphones in and listen to some
books, so that the first few books are all audiobooks that I read while I was in
Norway. the first one I actually finished up I think I technically finished this
is the end of March but I had already filmed my March video and that is Simon
vs. the Homo sapiens agenda by becky albertalli. I'm sure you've heard so so
much about the story. it's actually being made into a film which is really amazing.
I really enjoyed it. I do think it read a bit more like middle grade to me
personally rather than young adult, maybe it was just like on the younger side of
young adult, I think that's what it was so I didn't feel like I personally
connected to a lot of characters because it did feel so much younger than me, but I
do feel like this is such a keystone in what young adult literature will be for
this kind of next generation of young adults. if you don't actually know it's
about it is the story of a boy who is gay, who is not fully out to most of the
people in his life and so he- it's the story of him kind of coming out as well
as his little romance, his crush on this boy he's emailing and the only
conversations they have are via email and it's someone in his school but he doesn't know who it is
and then you kind of find out who that is. It's coming-of-age type of story. it's
really really sweet. it was really great I'm really happy I read it. The second book
I read was the Female of the Species by Mandy McGinnis I've heard a lot about
this book about how important it is in terms of confronting rape culture
stereotypes and feminism and things like that. I've heard it's really really
powerful, really dark. it's hard to explain I didn't really know much about
the plot going into it but just briefly I guess it's the story of a girl who is
murdered-- raped and murdered and it follows her sister, a girl who her sister
works with and then also another guy in their school. it really doesn't shy away
from the darkness. it really is a deconstruction of rape culture in modern
society especially in places like high schools, in small towns especially.
However, I did not really get invested in these characters and maybe this is a
function of the audiobook and not liking the narrator's but I don't think
that's what it was. I don't believe that you should- you should rate books on how
you felt about the audiobook but I just overall I didn't really connect with
these people. I mean part of that was just the nature of their personalities.
one of the one of the main narrators was a very closed off personality because of
what happened to her sister and just her personality type but all of them really.
the story is really interesting, important, it's really dark, it's really
different. it was something very different from what I've read, but
ultimately I just did not really connect and maybe I'm heartless who knows but I
do think it's important to read if that something that you find interesting. I
would be very wary as I into this if you're cautious around, you know, rape
sexual assult, violence in general, things like that. It's a very dark, heavy
book but yeah important, didn't connect. overall that's my summary. Next step is
a book that I find really important, that I do have a lot of issues with, so we're
going to talk about that and that is Allegedly by Tiffany D Jackson. Allegedly
it's the story of sixteen year old Mary who has spent the last two years living in
baby jail and now a group home because she was responsible for killing an
infant. Allegedly. It becomes a sort of race against the clock to get the
charges revoked and to get Mary's name cleared after she becomes pregnant and
also because she wants to take the SATs and go to college, so she's trying to get
her life together and in order, to do that she has to prove that she did not
murder this infant. This is Jackson's first novel and it
really did not feel like a first novel, it was very well written. the fear and
reality these young people face of either being incarcerated for life or
branded for life based on small mistakes they made throughout their youth, it's a
really incredible look at the juvenile justice system especially with regards
to children of color and from what I've read it is a really like painfully accurate
description of it, which is unfortunate because it's quite awful. There were a
few things, however, that made me very uncomfortable with this book, especially
the writing. The first was the amount of fatphobia in this book, oh my god. I
know that Mary is 16 and 16 year-olds think and say awful things, but the
amount of body shaming that took place in this novel I found really
unnecessary and like it just got to the point where I was like, I get it, you are
shaming this woman. It's awful. additionally the worst part of the story
for me with the villainization of mental illness. A couple characters in
the story do suffer from mental illness, it's very clear that they do, and it's
even mentioned, I think, I believe, that they do suffer from specific mental
illnesses and they are the only two like- they're the two biggest villains in the
story, essentially. They are volatile, dangerous characters and it's- it's
really unfortunate that that's the only depiction of it you really get
throughout the story. Also it may be obvious based on the plot of the story, but there are
depictions of violence and violence against children specifically and it's mentioned
quite graphically so if that's something that you're uncomfortable with or unable
to read I guess because I think we're all uncomfortable with it but just avoid
it. Overall I think this is a really important story that needed to be told
in a way, especially in a year alongside The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas, i think
that they are really important stories and new voices to be heard and i do want
to hear more from Tiffany Jackson, I will read more in the future, but overall
those the fatphobia and the depiction of mental illness really kind of send it
back for me. I think it was unnecessary to the story to a certain extent, some
parts- elements of it I understand but yeah overall it's just a little little
much for me. Oh and I also want to say that it was narrated by Bahni Turpin,
who is one of my favorite audiobook narrators ever, so if you are looking for
an audiobook, she also narrates The Hate U Give and I think both of Nicola Yoon's books.
I just really like her. The next book I read was The Smell of Other People's
Houses by Bonnie Sue Hitchcock. I picked this up last year, I was really
excited about it because it's set in Alaska in 1970 which is something I had-
I'd never read anything set in Alaska in 1970s. it's a multi narrative story told
from the perspective of four different characters, which is shocking this quite
a short novel I think it was like yeah 250 pages,
roughly, so four different stories tied in here and it shows how they all sort
of tied together. I did think elements of the story were really quite sweet,
especially the character of Jack who was my favorite character ever, so sweet. I
haven't run anything about Alaskan natives so I'm not sure how accurate the
depiction was but I'd be interested to learn more about that. overall, the
story didn't leave me entirely invested. I know that I was supposed to care about
all of these individual characters and I didn't find that I did, maybe it was
because of the length or I'm not sure if it was her writing or what, but I did
really like certain elements of the store. there was a little bit of magical
realism, I believe at least I read it as magical realism, I thought was really
interesting and they talked about orca whales and I love orca whales. just-just
a bit, enough to get them tattooed on my body forever. yeah, ultimately, it's not a
favorite book for me or anything like that but it was quite sweet. The next
book I read was Autumn by Ali Smith and I got this book from Penguin last year
and I should have read it in autumn because I think that would have really added to
the tone of the book, but I read it in spring, alas. Autumn is the nonlinear
story of 30-something Elizabeth and her old babysitter and now mentor Daniel.
it's a nonlinear story in the way that it bounces between when they first met,
when she was quite young and he was even I think he was even in the 70s when they
first met so he was quite old and she was a child and it bounces between when
they first met and present day. the relationship Daniel and Elizabeth have is
really really sweet. Daniel has sort of honed Elizabeth's love of what they call
arty art, basically high art you know um art history, things like that. He
encouraged her become an art history professor, which is where we pick up at
the start of novel, with her as an art history professor. He also encourages her
to be a citizen of the world, not just a citizen of this small tiny village that
she's grown up in. Autumn, like I believe a lot of Ali Smith's work is very
British. Autumn is set in a small English village right around the time of the EU
referendum and so it references a lot of pre and post brexit feelings and attitudes
and opinions and things like that, which I do think can
translate into other politics, as well, but it is quite British in that way. I
really think it's interesting because books cannot exist in a vacuum and I
think a lot of authors stray away from really timely subjects like Brexit or
something like that and I love that she references modern issues and modern
conversations and I don't think that because of that, this won't age. I think
that this will, I mean, it's timely but I do think it will age well and be
something that people read for a long time to have it resonate. I think a lot
of Autumn is, is an underlying discussion of race as well
as a sort of obsession with nostalgia and fear of change as a whole.
Elizabeth is grappling a lot with identity, both in who she is, having lived in the
same village her whole life, and living the same flat for the last decade. she's
trying to decide how much her identity has changed, if it has changed at all and
kind of who she is. But also in quite a physical manifestation of the grappling
with identity is the issue where she's trying to get a new passport photo taken
and her passport photo not being acknowledged as good enough for a
passport. as well as trying to use that passport as an identification to get in
see Daniel and it not being acknowledged because it's out of date, it's um
expired so they won't let her in because of that. I really like the atmosphere set
in this novel, it's much like autumn, it's really kind of tranquil and
transitionary which I found very visceral. I've said it before and I'll say it again, I did
not study English literature or philosophy or anything like that, so I do
sometimes feel like a lot of literary fiction, it challenges me, which I
appreciate but it also has a way of leaving me feeling like I'm a bit behind.
that being said, I did really really love this book, I think it's something that I
will think about for a really long time. one thing I will say that maybe it's
because of the poetic nature of the writing, but the typeface isn't justified
in this. I don't know if that's something that bothers you it bothers me. The next
book I read is One of Us is Lying by Karen M McManus. this is not the
original cover or not the actual cover it comes out the 1st of June at least in
the UK and it will have a different cover, but this is marketed as being a
mix between the Breakfast Club meets Pretty Little Liars. And if you know
anything about me, you probably know that I love Pretty Little Liars.
Don't love the breakfast club, but love pretty little liars. the show, not
the books, let's not talk about the books. So I was quite excited about this. I thought
it'd be quite fun, a kind of whodunit sort of story. it takes place, or the
narratives are the brain, the beauty, the bad boy, and the jock and then they're all
at detention at the same time and kind of the outcast ends up murdered and so it
follows who-who killed him, it had to be someone in that room because it happened
in that room. Honestly, did not like this book.
All of the side characters were the worst tropes, like they were not-- the
characterization his book was not well done, in my opinion. you had the
overbearing parents who don't really seemed to care much about the child's feelings, the
awful manipulative boyfriend who, other than his looks, doesn't really seem that anything going
for him and yet somehow he has loads of friends and everyone loves him and the
girl dated him for years and didn't recognize this until they break up, the
clingy girlfriend he tries to make everything about herself and then the
second they break up she has a new boyfriend, like these people are not real people.
one of the worst things about the story is a lot of the horrible behaviors and
horrible things people say is not directly called out. it's implied
the narrators disagree and think that these characters are bad but like the
individual comments they make are not acknowledged and it really bothered me.
so it depicts a lot of these toxic relationships, both family and like
romantic relationships and friendships even, but does it call out the reasons
they're toxic. they're just like that guy's bad he doesn't make you feel good,
you should get away from him, it's like, no this is why and these are the signs
and like ugh. "It's like my mother said when she first took me to get birth
control, if you say no too much, pretty soon someone else will say yes."
Like, what? Like it's acknowledged that the mom is not a good mom, but like those
little things are things that people might internalize and just like have
kind of in the back in their head and I don't know I just I don't think it was
done well. I don't know if that was just my take on it I didn't like this story
unfortunately. Comes out next month, other reviewers seem to love it, like it
has very good reviews, I'm an outlier here, but that was my personal take on
One of Us Is Lying. Sorry. I also, like, did not believe the like who actually did it.
I didn't believe it. I don't think it was done well. The next book was an audiobook
that I listened to and its Shadowshaper by Daniel Jose Older. This is another book
that I really liked it and I know it would have really loved it when I was
younger. it was really a-- and I've seen this like as a marketing pitch for it,
but I also this is just the only thing I really felt about it, this is a kind of a
Caribbean Cassandra Clare, so it felt a lot like
City of Bones, and not just because like Shadowshapers/Shadowhunters, but it felt
like that way that you fall into the story, very exciting and I liked that I
think if I were younger, I would loved these stories because they felt a lot
like Clary finding out about the shadow world but it's instead of much more
diverse cast with a lot more interesting cultural aspects. I really liked how the
main character called out her own internalized racism, as well as like the
racism of her family and there were a lot of interesting elements to it. It's a
story of a girl who finds out that she's a part of a family that can kind of like,
shape souls? it's an urban fantasy, the girl finds out that she has this power
in her family to draw pictures of people and like brings their souls back to life.
Kind of, basically. Really interesting stuff. I like I'm not sure how accurate
is that the kind of Caribbean culture side of it, very interesting. And the
final book I have to talk about today is The Rest of Us Just Live Here by
Patrick Ness. Now I've heard some like less than fabulous reviews, as well this
book I really liked it it was the first book that I read in a little while that
I really connected to. if you haven't heard of The Rest of Us Just Live Here,
it's essentially the story of the school where there's the indie kids, who are--
they're basically, they're the chosen ones in chosen one stories, so
they're always off saving the day and then the other guys, those other people
who just live here- the rest of us just live here. so they're just people who go
to the school, who are going through their everyday normal high school
experience, while these other chosen ones are off saving the world and doing all
these remarkable things. it's so clever. the writing was really hilarious. it was
a really brilliant mix of irony and also honesty and authentic and I really
enjoyed the writing. I always loved Patrick Ness is writing, to be honest. I
believe these characters and all their unique relationships and I love that it
wasn't just like pairing everyone off, it was like everyone had different
interesting relationships with one another. I would have looked a bit more
world-building, I want to understand more about how this high school works and how
it works with the different types of people, things like that. I would have
liked more world-building, but on the whole, I really cared about these
characters and I thought it was so funny. I found myself, there was also be parts
intermixed they were kind of-- they read like the beginning of a comic book.
our lead, you know, hero is off to save the day and this is what's going on with the
other people and I don't know. I know I'm not explaining this well. I thought it was
funny, really clever, really great, so check that out. And that's all the books
I have to talk about today. Thanks for watching. I'm going to go before my
camera dies. Have a great day!
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