Thứ Tư, 19 tháng 7, 2017

Youtube daily me Jul 19 2017

Like a precious pearl deep in the sea

That dear to me, is this song

You are the star I long for and believe in

Like heavenly love

Through eternal affection

You have given me a shining life

There is only one bosom in this world

The WPK is my destiny

I sing in praise of You

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First 4K Vlog!!! Don't Expect More of These From Me... - 4K Video Test - Monday 2017-07-17 - Duration: 0:58.

hey guys today is Monday and I was actually just about to tell you guys

that there's really nothing for me to talk about for today so I was going to

say just have a wonderful day or I hope you had a wonderful day when you're

watching this but I actually just found out that my phone can apparently record

in 4k so this is going to be my first 4k video please don't be expecting more of

these because I cannot edit in 4k and I don't think I really have the internet

for it either so this video is going to be completely unedited so yeah either

way same thing first 4k video yay me woohoo yay 4k ah such great detail no no

okay well whatever I still hope you had a wonderful day or have had or have

or have had a wonderful day today as you are seeing this and I will see you again

tomorrow so see you and Godbless I forgot my glasses let's put those on

there we go okay

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Ortega Díaz. Si me van a destituir que lo hagan - Duration: 4:04.

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Kasbo - Lay It On Me (Feat. Keiynan Lonsdale) - Duration: 3:45.

Somehow we lost our way

I don't know how we did it

We went so off course

And now, you hide to numb your pain

Does this mean that we're over?

Gotta let me know

Yeah the ball is rolling past the two of us

But your feet ain't moving, are you cool with us?

And I'm caught in your mind but it's like you've had enough

I wish you'd just tell me to go

Oh lay it on me yo, Oh lay it on me yo I'm saying

We're caught in stone you know we might not make it

Oh lay it on me yo, Oh lay it on me yo I'm saying

This love is holding us but are we gonna make it?

Oh lay it on me yo

Oh lay it on me yo, I'm saying

Oh lay it on me yo, but are we gonna make it?

How did I go wrong

Thought I'd belong, with you it's right now

I'm feeling afraid that I could lose you somehow

And I'm paddling fast, faster than fast

But are we slowly sinking

Tell me what are you thinking?

See the ball is rolling past the two of us

But your feet ain't moving, are you cool with us?

And I'm caught in your mind but it's like you've had enough

I wish you'd just tell me to go

Oh lay it on me yo, Oh lay it on me yo I'm saying

We're caught in stone you know we might not make it

Oh lay it on me yo, Oh lay it on me yo I'm saying

This love is holding us but are we gonna make it?

Oh lay it on me yo, Oh lay it on me yo, I'm saying

We're caught in stone you know we might not make it

Oh lay it on me yo, Oh lay it on me yo I'm saying

This love is holding us but are we gonna make it?

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Sephora Favorites Give Me Some Nude Lip | Try On & Demo - Duration: 11:55.

Hi guys welcome back.

Today I have a new product I want to try out with you.

Do a first impression and demo on it.

And I was so excited when I saw this on Sephora's website.

This is the Sephora Favorites Give me Some Nude Lip.

First of all precious packaging.

I absolutely love this little lip shaped box.

And I want to say this was $28.

It was either $28 or $29.

I'll put a link in the box below.

But this is great because you are getting 5 deluxe samples of name brand high end products

and 1 full size.

So what I thought I'd do, and these are nudes you know.

Will theoretically go with anybodies complexion, look good on anybody.

So what I'm going to do is I'm going to go ahead and open them up, show them to you,

demo them for you and give you an idea if this might be something you're interested

in.

For $28 I thought you can't hardly beat this.

Get to try 6 products that normally I would not just run out and buy full size of.

Alright so right on top, and this is what it looks like inside.

Just adorable.

Right on top I see Marc Jacobs.

And this is the Enamored Hi Shine Lip Lacquer in Sugar Sugar.

Let's try this on.

Looks very light.

Oh my mirror's all messed up hang on here.

Wrong side.

Oh wow.

Look at that.

Ok there it is.

I was very scared when I first put it on cause it came out very opaque and whitish almost

but after I rubbed my lips together it blended in very well.

I would say this definitely is a nice natural nude.

It does have a slight scent to it.

Sweet almost like candy.

They did say it was called Sugar Sugar didn't they?

I guess that would make sense then.

I like the way it feels.

Not sticky.

But a little bit like tacky.

Hmm overall I like this one.

Alright that was the first one.

Marc Jacobs Sugar Sugar.

This is the Too Faced Lip Injection Glossy in Spice Girl.

So the Lip Injection, this is supposed to be those plumping ones.

I believe.

Ok so there that is.

And this is very nude.

Almost no color whatsoever.

Which is great, I like it.

It's very lip glossy.

I think it's supposed to be a tingling one.

I feel maybe the slightest bit of tingle right here at my cupids bow but as I've said in

previous videos my lips are broken I never feel the tingle in these plumping ones.

But to somebody with sensitive lips that does normally I'm sure you're going to feel a tingle

with this.

Not sticky.

I really like this.

I think it looks really nice.

Moisturizing.

And I do feel the slightest bit of tingle right there at my cupids bow.

So I have a feeling for a normal person this is probably very tingly.

I don't know if it's going to plump my lips at all.

It'd be nice.

But I'm not going to hold my breath on that part.

Let me try the next one.

Alright next we have the Anastasia Beverly Hills Lip Gloss in Kristen.

And these are, I mean these are all just such nice little bottles.

Such great travel sizes.

Throw them in your makeup bag.

Throw them in your purse.

Alright so this is a little bit of a darker nude.

I like it though.

I think it's a flattering color on me and I think it would be on most people.

It had a lot of color when it went on.

It's not tacky.

Not at all.

It does have a smell.

I'm not good at that.

Umm I can't tell you, it's not bad but it does have a smell stronger than the other

ones I've smelled so far.

But I like it.

I think it looks nice.

Alright next in the pile.

I'm just reaching right in and grabbing what's on top.

Next we have our full size.

And this is, this is the Urban Decay Vice Waterproof Long Lasting Liquid Lipstick in

Trivial.

And it's a beautiful little packaging.

So this is our full size.

Let's try it on.

Ok so there we have it.

This one is definitely the more pink of the box so far.

I would call this like a pink rose maybe with a tad bit of shimmer in it.

It's a very pretty color.

It went on very softly.

It felt kinda like velvet going on my lips.

It felt really nice on my lips.

It is drying down.

Did this say?, let me read this again.

Waterproof Long Lasting Liquid Lipstick so yeah this is going to dry down some.

But it's definitely dried down now but it does not feel dried out or hard.

It still feels soft.

Oh kinda like it.

We have this cutie.

This is the Tarte Lippie Lingerie Matte Tint in Revealed.

Now that looks a little dark.

That doesn't look nude to me so let's see what's on the inside.

That looks like a chocolatey brown to me.

It's not what I would typically consider a nude but let's try it on and see.

It's not perfect.

I'm going more for like speed than accuracy right now.

So far out of the batch this is my least favorite.

This isn't a color that I typically wear.

It's a little too dark for me.

And I don't really consider it a nude.

However I think if you have darker skin I think this would be really pretty.

I mean it doesn't look bad.

It's just not, it's not what I typically prefer.

So I don't know how often I will reach for it but there it is.

Alright our last one in here is the Nars.

I don't know why I never have this ready to go.

You'd think by the 6th one I'd know hey let's read what ya got.

Alright so here it is.

This is Nars Cosmetics Velvet Lip Glide in Bound.

And this is just a precious little square glass bottle.

This is too cute.

Too cute.

I do love me some packaging.

Oh look at the little tiny little thing.

I don't know how I'm going to put this on my lips.

Let me try.

Alright.

What did they call this one?

Velvet Lip Glide.

I was going to say that this felt like velvet going on to my lips.

So I would say that name is very appropriate.

This was very smooth and soft going on.

I really like the application.

The color is just a nice natural nude.

It's got a purplish or mauvey, plum kind of undertone color to it.

Very pretty.

Not sticky.

Very soft.

I can't get over that.

That velvety feeling.

That's a very appropriate name for it.

I like that one as well.

So overall I think this is an amazing deal from Sephora.

They've had these Give Me Some Lip Kits before.

In different, they've had like a Berries and I don't even remember.

This nude one I just had to jump on cause I thought this is just, this is going to be

great.

So again I got 6 high end products.

5 deluxe size samples and 1 full size.

And I think maybe with the exception of the Tarte which I just didn't care for the shade,

the lip product itself was great.

I feel like a winner right now.

I think I'm pretty much going to use all of these.

I really enjoyed them.

None of them had any adverse things that I didn't like.

This is a great deal.

If you're trying to decide on a lipstick.

I mean some of these lipsticks are expensive.

Marc Jacobs lipstick is not cheap.

So if you're trying to decide if it's worth shelling out the money for a full size of

one of these this is a great way to go.

If you're not familiar with nudes and you just want to try some out or if you're a nude

fanatic and just want to add to your collection a whole bunch for one small cheap price I

think this is a fantastic deal for $28.

I'm very pleased with.

I've had a lot of really good reviews lately.

And I'm glad.

I like good reviews.

I like getting products that I like.

I don't like getting products that I don't like and I have to give bad reviews.

So I think Sephora did a great job with this.

I'm very pleased.

If you're on the fence I do highly recommend it.

That's it guys.

If you found this video helpful at all I really hope you'll click that like button down below.

That helps get my videos out there, maybe get some more viewers and be seen.

And of course if you haven't subscribed yet I really hope you'll click that button down

there and subscribe.

I do videos like this twice a week.

I'd love to see you back here.

You guys have a great day.

And I'll see you next time.

Bye.

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Notice Me Senpai (Bendy and Sammy) - Duration: 0:37.

I'm out there creepin'

Tonight I'll succeed

I can see you sleepin'

I hear how you breath

Your window is open

You don't move, still dreamin'

Just like I was hopin'

Now you'll hear me scream-

NOTICE ME SENPAI

You get up, fear in your eyes

NOTICE ME SENPAI

Thought you would like this surprise

NOTICE ME SENPAI

Is that a gun in your hand??

NOTICE ME SENPAI

No, it's a -wich made of sand!

A sandwich! Thank you senpai!

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I won't force myself anymore... - Duration: 6:21.

Hello, how are you doing ? I'm fine,

listen, today I didn't really prepare this video

because something that wasn't expected happened.

Yesterday, I made two videos. One on a game that was

about a fairground and in fact, I didn't have much fun recording it.

It's the kind of game I would have made a video about before,

and turns out it does not amuse me anymore

I made the video.. it wasn't that much fun..

and at the video editing it was disastrous, nothing good could come out of it.

People won't laugh and won't have a good time watching the video

because I didn't have a good time myself playing this game and, it's actually

the first time in six years it happens, I mean...

doing what I was doing for a really long time,

and turns out one day, it's not funny anymore for me and I found out

why I had these problems because a short time ago,

I made videos...

and projects where...

I had so much fun; there was that clip with Maxenss,

the video with Big Flo and Oli, the video with...

Mc Fly, Carlito and Natoo and those are videos you really liked

and those are videos

I really liked to do so there is really a correlation between

the pleasure I had making them

and the pleasure you have watching them. It's really proportional.

More than ever, and these last two weeks have shown it to me, that i just want to do what I like

on Youtube.

And this past year, it's not what I did.

I remember me why I started Youtube. It was to create videos

that at the time I was doing with my high school friends

They were made to have fun together

For having fun together, and then.. At a moment

I really fast remember that

To buzz on Youtube we have to to videos frequently

Often making videos no matter that was the video was about

We have to do it ! So i enter in that

To do many videos at week Cause we have have to

For your channel buzz your videos buzz

And we were looking for that

Without thinking that "Is if we do good videos we can have buzz" And not

do else number of videos at week For be clear!

When you impose a rythm of 4 videos at week

You'll do 2 videos who you really like who you will apreciate

And 2 videos that i'll say of TRANSITION

You know that is not crazy but you do it

Because you want to do four videos at week

And to do more views than the others

And this system i had enough I dont want to do that

I wanna be proud of each fucking videos that i post on my channel

without thinking about stats without thinking

about suscribers JUST do contents that i like doing

That i like to present to people

And so its surely more videos with peoples because

i think that you share more things in that type of videos and in the solo videos

More originals things or games like actually

but YOUR REALLY LIKE THE GAME

Not when you say "Oh yes, that is a little funny we will do that anyway i have to do

4 videos a week lets go!" i dont want to do that

Thats like that i works since 6 years with impose to me 4 videos a week

even some videos are not great and I know there are not great

and in the set up

I'm force myself to like what I do

even I don't like that very much

and I find that bad to do that

and i think with my journey today I can do what I really like

and avoid of this TRANSITION video

and that don't mean "no more video games" Careful, that not what I mean

but that mean no more videos where I pretend

I hope that clear, I don't if that clear, I'm so bad to explain

it's terrible but I think it's a little understable

I scratch my chin. When I'm in holidays

and the next week, I leave one week in Canada with Clément to do some videos over there

I'm gonna take one more week to have a true week of holidays when I don't make videos

When I go to holidays, the week before

I prepare 8 videos instead of 4 videos and I have to film 8 videos

in 5 days and

it's totally impossible to find in 4-5 days

8 ideas of good videos and especially

to do it and its technically not possible

and there I'm in this situation where I have my program.

The next week I fly to the Canada and may be that suddenly only one video

gonna be online. May be the 4 one I wanted to put online

If I made it, if I have the ideas and if I like it but

if I don't have the ideas

I don't want to do some bad things

to put 4 videos online. I want to when I put

a video online I'm proud,

I am not ashamed of myself when I watch it

because some of my video, when I watch it

or when someone watch it next to me I'm not feel well

and that show there is a problem dude

it's because I'm not proud of it

and that go I'm feel unconfortable when someone watch it next to me

that serious ! With that program

of 4 video per week, I can not to be proud of what I do

and I don't like it at all. May be I'm really hard to myself

but that's normal. From today, I might not

put 4 video per week. I could make fewer views

I could win fewer subscribers

but I would be proud of my work

here is

It feel good. The views will inevitably fall

if i do less videos and when we are Youtuber, psychologically, see the views fall

I think it's that hard. You think "Shit, fuck..

.. I always do 90 millions views per month and there..

I gonna do 60 or 70 I don't know or 40 I don't know

but fuck I gonna be so well in my mind

it's what I want in my life, be well in mind

even I do less views that not important but do

some great video which I gonna be proud and I gonna be happy in the morning

I gona be happy in the morning and I gonna more enjoy my life and that's what I want today

So don't be surprised in the few next week. That's made me feel good to talk to you

that's not easy and I hope you are not gonna be disapointed and not angry after me

May be some of you gonna be disapointed but sincerely it's for me and you

It's for every single video gonna be cool and that don't mean only 1 or 2 video per week

not at all, may be 4 videos some of week and if only 2

that just 2 less video in the week but 2 good video

which I can be prouf of and very cool

It's big change psychologically and that positive

I do'nt know if you can see it but be proud to what you do online

Don't have to much stress, be ready

to have your stats to fall but have don't care

keep loving your job, keep to make people happy

and keep to love what you do. The videos gonna be better and

even the stats less good I don't care

I want do what I like and I have the chance to do it

so do like that and not otherwise

See you soon in the next video ! Take a rest during the holidays

Or goodluck for the work to some of you who's working and I hope you gonna like the next videos

don't worry I gonna have energy it's just today

open eyes to reality and see we're not like before

and we want some new things and have the courage to change

how we work even that can bother people

or we're not work good as before. That's easy but that was important I do it

That's it ! See you soon and I hope

you enjoy the next videos !

Goodbye !

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Sofía Carson sobre su nueva película: "Me cambió la vida. Hago lo que amo todos los días" - Duration: 4:07.

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"It Was Me Living Two Lives... And It Was Me Living Two Lies." - Duration: 8:20.

I'm Evan Goldstein from Old Bridge, New Jersey.

I was in surgical residency many moons ago and I met a woman, at the time, that was so

instrumental to the process of surgery training.

We fell in love about a year into residency.

I had kind of dabbled with guys and with girls throughout the - throughout my whole life

and kept going back and forth and back and forth and when I met her, I thought, okay,

this is where, you know, I need to be.

This is the perfect match for me.

There were many programs that would send residents to other programs, so we would go to Maryland,

and in Baltimore, Maryland is a place called Shock Trauma, which is like one of the best

trauma centers in the world.

We would go there for two months at a time to kind of learn the trauma system.

There was this snippet of time that we decided that we would do two months where she would

go down to Baltimore, I would stay in New York, and then we would switch.

I would go down.

She left for Baltimore and I started to really look at my world.

I had left the city.

We rented a little beach cottage out on the south shore of Long Island.

I had a boat.

I had a small, little cottage.

I had cars.

And I was back, I was into this suburban world and I was thinking about whether or not I

was happy or not.

And then I started to reach out online and there wasn't Grindr or Scruff or any of the

stuff that we have now, but it was more of Gay.com.

And I started go into chat rooms a kind of talk to people, and it wasn't necessarily

a sexual piece, though of course that was what was driving it, but it was more of "Is

it okay, is it okay to be me?" and these are the desires that I'm having, and "Is

it okay to be married and with a woman, and to have those and kind of question who I was?"

And then I met someone and I started to continue to talk to him.

We were going back and forth with like texts and photographs and, like, you know, underwear,

naked, and fun stuff and things like that because we were courting each other.

We would talk all day long.

Finally, I think he reached his point where he's like okay, you know, shit or get the

pot.

Where is this kid going to go?

You know, this is the last time I'm gonna text him to come and meet me.

And he texted me and said come and meet me, and I at that time said yes.

I remember, it was a really long process of getting into the car, going - and it's the

same route that I normally take to go home - and it was at a pivotal light.

It was the same way I go to all the time, and I make the right hand turn to head home

to the shore.

And I'm sitting at the light and I knew that my world was about the change and that I was

gonna make a left hand turn and meet him.

And I was so in my world, I remember this lady behind me just honking the horn going,

"Go!

Go!

Go!" and I was like, "Go?

Go where?

Go where?"

I thought I was still at the red light and this and that and I was like, alright, I'm

gonna go, I'm gonna make that turn.

I went to New York - he lived down in the Financial District - and parked the car and

walked over to his apartment.

He wasn't at the apartment but he was - I could see him, you know, because we've been

courting for like a month, and I could see him coming up from the subway stairs and it

was right on the corner.

He was more than I, like, could even imagine.

Everything that we had kind of built up over the month of going back and forth with texts

and calls and Skypes and stuff like that, it was 300 times that.

It was like so much more than that.

And then it was me living two lives.

And it was me living two lies for awhile.

One time, I forgot to take my wedding band off and we were out for brunch.

And I'm sitting there and we're talking and talking and I'm, of course, I'm an animated

that talker, and he saw it and was like "What is that?"

We had obviously conversations about this.

It got to the point where when I was in Baltimore, he had kind of written texts to me saying

that "There's a few things that you can do in life to me.

One is go back to your married life and live happily ever after or whatever you think is

that.

Two is come out, and be alone and just be you and enjoy your world as being a gay male

and do what you want to do in your life.

Or come out and be with me.

And those are kind of the three.

But it's not what you're in now."

And how she found out was a completely different story.

She had known that - she could feel that something was up.

I mean, it was like four months apart, but it was like a year, two years apart because

there was no communication on me, I was sick and losing weight and all this type of stuff.

And one day she surprised me down in Baltimore and she found a cologne that he had gotten

me for Christmas.

But the note that was written on it was signed with his name that could be a unisex name.

So her response was, "Who is she?"

I remember the conversation of that like, "No, it's not a she.

It's a he."

I knew that neither I nor her could walk away from it but that someone had to.

There was no right way to do it, so one day I remember she went to work and she was staying

overnight and I had called my boyfriend at the time, I had called my family and said,

"I don't know how to walk away but I think I need to just do it."

And everybody agreed that it was just the right time.

So while she was at work, I literally moved everything of mine.

I grabbed everything, I moved - and anything I didn't want, I just threw out and I just

kind of was really getting rid of that world.

I left and I went right into my boyfriend's apartment at the time.

You look back now and - how terrible it was for her to kind of spend five years with someone

and then that person is dead - basically dead, not even there, nothing, no existence of that

person that's involved.

And I walked into his world and we've been in that same world for now eleven years.

We have two kids together.

The lies, the deceit - that sucks.

I live with that everyday to know that that's just not the right way to be in one relationship,

end that relationship is not through lies, deceit and just not being who you are.

So I think now looking back, I would have done things a lot differently.

If you were to just be true and honest and who you are, think about how much time you

can enjoy just being you.

Everyday, I just love being gay.

I love being who I am.

And you walk around with confidence and you're not lying and you are you, which is so awesome.

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