Hello, how are you doing ? I'm fine,
listen, today I didn't really prepare this video
because something that wasn't expected happened.
Yesterday, I made two videos. One on a game that was
about a fairground and in fact, I didn't have much fun recording it.
It's the kind of game I would have made a video about before,
and turns out it does not amuse me anymore
I made the video.. it wasn't that much fun..
and at the video editing it was disastrous, nothing good could come out of it.
People won't laugh and won't have a good time watching the video
because I didn't have a good time myself playing this game and, it's actually
the first time in six years it happens, I mean...
doing what I was doing for a really long time,
and turns out one day, it's not funny anymore for me and I found out
why I had these problems because a short time ago,
I made videos...
and projects where...
I had so much fun; there was that clip with Maxenss,
the video with Big Flo and Oli, the video with...
Mc Fly, Carlito and Natoo and those are videos you really liked
and those are videos
I really liked to do so there is really a correlation between
the pleasure I had making them
and the pleasure you have watching them. It's really proportional.
More than ever, and these last two weeks have shown it to me, that i just want to do what I like
on Youtube.
And this past year, it's not what I did.
I remember me why I started Youtube. It was to create videos
that at the time I was doing with my high school friends
They were made to have fun together
For having fun together, and then.. At a moment
I really fast remember that
To buzz on Youtube we have to to videos frequently
Often making videos no matter that was the video was about
We have to do it ! So i enter in that
To do many videos at week Cause we have have to
For your channel buzz your videos buzz
And we were looking for that
Without thinking that "Is if we do good videos we can have buzz" And not
do else number of videos at week For be clear!
When you impose a rythm of 4 videos at week
You'll do 2 videos who you really like who you will apreciate
And 2 videos that i'll say of TRANSITION
You know that is not crazy but you do it
Because you want to do four videos at week
And to do more views than the others
And this system i had enough I dont want to do that
I wanna be proud of each fucking videos that i post on my channel
without thinking about stats without thinking
about suscribers JUST do contents that i like doing
That i like to present to people
And so its surely more videos with peoples because
i think that you share more things in that type of videos and in the solo videos
More originals things or games like actually
but YOUR REALLY LIKE THE GAME
Not when you say "Oh yes, that is a little funny we will do that anyway i have to do
4 videos a week lets go!" i dont want to do that
Thats like that i works since 6 years with impose to me 4 videos a week
even some videos are not great and I know there are not great
and in the set up
I'm force myself to like what I do
even I don't like that very much
and I find that bad to do that
and i think with my journey today I can do what I really like
and avoid of this TRANSITION video
and that don't mean "no more video games" Careful, that not what I mean
but that mean no more videos where I pretend
I hope that clear, I don't if that clear, I'm so bad to explain
it's terrible but I think it's a little understable
I scratch my chin. When I'm in holidays
and the next week, I leave one week in Canada with Clément to do some videos over there
I'm gonna take one more week to have a true week of holidays when I don't make videos
When I go to holidays, the week before
I prepare 8 videos instead of 4 videos and I have to film 8 videos
in 5 days and
it's totally impossible to find in 4-5 days
8 ideas of good videos and especially
to do it and its technically not possible
and there I'm in this situation where I have my program.
The next week I fly to the Canada and may be that suddenly only one video
gonna be online. May be the 4 one I wanted to put online
If I made it, if I have the ideas and if I like it but
if I don't have the ideas
I don't want to do some bad things
to put 4 videos online. I want to when I put
a video online I'm proud,
I am not ashamed of myself when I watch it
because some of my video, when I watch it
or when someone watch it next to me I'm not feel well
and that show there is a problem dude
it's because I'm not proud of it
and that go I'm feel unconfortable when someone watch it next to me
that serious ! With that program
of 4 video per week, I can not to be proud of what I do
and I don't like it at all. May be I'm really hard to myself
but that's normal. From today, I might not
put 4 video per week. I could make fewer views
I could win fewer subscribers
but I would be proud of my work
here is
It feel good. The views will inevitably fall
if i do less videos and when we are Youtuber, psychologically, see the views fall
I think it's that hard. You think "Shit, fuck..
.. I always do 90 millions views per month and there..
I gonna do 60 or 70 I don't know or 40 I don't know
but fuck I gonna be so well in my mind
it's what I want in my life, be well in mind
even I do less views that not important but do
some great video which I gonna be proud and I gonna be happy in the morning
I gona be happy in the morning and I gonna more enjoy my life and that's what I want today
So don't be surprised in the few next week. That's made me feel good to talk to you
that's not easy and I hope you are not gonna be disapointed and not angry after me
May be some of you gonna be disapointed but sincerely it's for me and you
It's for every single video gonna be cool and that don't mean only 1 or 2 video per week
not at all, may be 4 videos some of week and if only 2
that just 2 less video in the week but 2 good video
which I can be prouf of and very cool
It's big change psychologically and that positive
I do'nt know if you can see it but be proud to what you do online
Don't have to much stress, be ready
to have your stats to fall but have don't care
keep loving your job, keep to make people happy
and keep to love what you do. The videos gonna be better and
even the stats less good I don't care
I want do what I like and I have the chance to do it
so do like that and not otherwise
See you soon in the next video ! Take a rest during the holidays
Or goodluck for the work to some of you who's working and I hope you gonna like the next videos
don't worry I gonna have energy it's just today
open eyes to reality and see we're not like before
and we want some new things and have the courage to change
how we work even that can bother people
or we're not work good as before. That's easy but that was important I do it
That's it ! See you soon and I hope
you enjoy the next videos !
Goodbye !
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