back home to the cold cold Baltic Sea that I grew up on. and and I decided to go on
a forest walk because Japanese scientists say that forest bathing
spending time in a forest, just walking and taking the forest in, reduces stress and
makes you healthy and happy and that's what we all strive for, we try to be as
healthy and happy as possible. I wanted to talk about the future of this channel
and okay and basically what am i , what I'm
going to do next, like what is it I'm doing by putting content out and
making videos because I quickly got tired of vlogging in a regular manner
just filming what is happening when I'm going on the trip and making educational
videos i still great I like . it I'm going to do it but , uh oh my god what's this
but it feels also quite boring and not original and even though I think some of
my content is quite useful and I like it, I enjoy it which is you know, rare. um
yeah I generally hate everything and I'm a perfectionist which sounds so cool
but it's actually not it means that you hate everything you do unless it's
perfect and it's never perfect. that's that's what I'm looking at and that's
what I'm about to stand on. oh my god yep so I am going to fill film vlogs and
traveling videos because I'm not going to stop traveling and I would like to
remember that and so you know I'm doing it for myself
generally. and if you like it you like it if you don't you know I think I said
that already in some kind of video I guess in my Mallorka vlog which is not
even edited yet and my Budapest vlog is not edited yet but that's okay and the
other thing that really bothers me and that I have already discussed is the
language that I'm using in my videos. because sometimes well no. the purpose of
this channel was to teach English and the best way to teach English is in
English so that's why my channel was in English and sometimes I just don't feel
like speaking English because it's not my native language and some things are
better expressed in Russian and yeah so I'm a bit confused personally I don't
know what is better and I asked you about it and you also gave me all of the
opinions and some of you said do it in English someone who said do it in
Russian and my battery is dying but that's okay . so I think I'm going to
chill and not worry about it and just do as it goes so whatever I feel like doing
in Russian I'm going to do in Russian whatever I feel like doing English I'm
going to do in English because I don't want to do a separate channel for like
videos in English , this is my Russian channel I don't know it just, it doesn't
feel like me so I am conflicted with the language anyways I think in both
languages I speak in both languages in my everyday life so my channel is in
both languages I don't see the reason to change myself and my channel is kind of
my you know, the expression of me so I'm saying so so much, It's probably very
annoying and when I'm gonna edit that I will hate myself. I escaped mosquitos but now
it's windy so I'm going to finish it really quickly. people and dogs and yes
not crowded place at all. yeah I'm very embarrassed to film in public and
when people look at me and I'm filming yeah I'm not at that stage yet
nope so what was I saying? yeah I'm not going to divide my channel
and it's just going to be a mixture of Russian in English and whatever language
I'm going to speak in the future , yes and I really want to start doing live
streams but I bought a new computer and I have not started really using it like
completely I'm still like between two computers which is annoying but yeah and
I will figure it out and I start planning live streams I just need to
plan one live stream and see how it goes I know probably next week I'm going to
do that because I'm back from vacation and I'm going to work and live streaming
seems logical yeah so expect something a bit different
for me I don't know yet what's it's going to be but I'm not
I love doing videos I don't know it's just the amount of content
that itis out that people create is really really big and I do not want to make
generic content that other people make I don't want to do the same videos because
it's not helpful to watch the same type of videos because they will not make you
speak better you maybe will learn something but it's not it's not going to be like
really really helpful so it doesn't have any potential so I want I want to do
something I want to make something that worth something. well not like in the
money way but in you know I just want to do good things make good videos and I
don't feel like I'm making good videos now so I'm going to change and try to do
something differently yep that's what I wanted to sayenf of story so I'll see
you soon ish, yeah. with the vlog from Budapest I need to do
that and I don't want to throw away footage so I'm going to do it. Bye!
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