In the heart of nature baby no, I'm in my backyard which was formerly a jungle
This house that I bought a long time ago
I pretty much left it abandoned because everyone told me it wasn't worth anything, you know
And I let people's words get to me
And I'm like trying to sell the house
Because I didn't think It could be of any value to me, you know
I didn't invest in it. I'm trying to sell it . It won't sell
Like eff the taxes, man. I don't care what happens to this house
but lo and behold I mean
My family and I have been tossed around
The last year...
We've lived like
6-7 different places in a year. Okay?
That's that's me, my husband, a 1 year-old, and a three-year-old
All travelling, all together. Okay?
It started with us trying to go to the Dominican Republic where my my husband's mother was
And, um,
Yeah... nothing
Absolutely. Nothing worked out. And by October we were back in America
Like I wanted to leave this country...
And never look back. Never never be back. Never come back. Nothing. Never think about it. Never think about it
I said bye to all my family
before I left
And then, look at me... I wind up back
And we bounce around the country
Until we just said...
You know, let's go to my house. I have this house and it's like my saving grace
And instead of bouncing around and, uh
Being an unwanted guests in other people's places... Boom. I have a house.
So how's that for a liability?
You know, this house has never-- never been a liability
Never. It's always been an asset and now it is here for us
We get to stay and throw it out some roots. My husband just got a job
And we're still not seeing the first paycheck yet. I mean that's-- that's how freshly we've been here.
We only been here there months.
Three months settling back into my my house
This time I have a family I bought this house when I was single
Young twenty-something in the military
And they're like, oh you're gonna move. Why do you want to buy a house?
I bought this house in the in the middle of the ghetto and I was like
"Just something about it! I like I like this house. It reminds me of
'My great aunt's house. I like this house"
Reminds me of the houses on the East Coast
So I bought it not knowing how many possible problems could be wrong with it and lo and behold
there wasn't that many problems with it
It's never been a liability
So, I had this house I stayed in it
Yeah while I was in the military. And then when I was done and I wanted to get my education and leave the United States...
I-- I left it behind and I did not
Keep it up
As as much as I would have if I had valued it
And that now...
I understand now that I'm more mature and now that the house has saved my family
I understand how immature that was
And that's what I want to share, you know?
You gotta take care of what you have. First-- Firstly, you gotta /get/ what you're gonna have...
In spite of the haters. Don't don't listen to the haters
Listen to your heart
Okay? Listen to your heart.
Yeah, I, uh, actually bought this house because, uh
Obama's first house tax credit. I thought everything he touched was gonna be gold
So yeah, I bought the house because Obama
You can't
You can't listen to the haters
Okay? Most of the time. They're just trying to get you to do nothing
They're trying to stop you and impede you
usually the first step is to get
Get past the naysayer in your own mind. Okay, it's up here not down here. It's not done here. Okay.
This is this is what you want
This is desire.
And this is, "Well..." All this programming that you have in your head
There in place
To slow you down
To slow what you can manifest down. You know? What you can do for yourself.
So watch this. Watch this. Be careful of that...
Okay, because it'll talk you out of a whole lot. A whole lot that could be really good for you. Okay.
So
I had the naysayers and they're like, oh you're in the military. You better move around did I move around?
Um, no. I didn't move anywhere while I was in the military. Okay, they stuck me in the Midwest and that's all I saw
So I left this house
Abandoned
A jungle grew in the backyard. And now now I'm into nature and I want to garden and stuff like this. So
We're clearing out the the yard we're taking good care of the yard the house pretty much takes care of its own little self
I do want to say and I encourage people, you know...
Have property
Well, well, well well worth it, okay? I have a simple houses it's one story and it's got a basement
It's-- it's two bedroom. But it's well worth it. It's well worth it
Like I said, we're just settling into the house we've been here
A couple months but we we've done a lot of work. And I really want to-- I want to show everybody you know
What it looks like, you know when someone's just, uh-- uh
You know, starting out. Because everyone wants to show-- they want to show off their stuff when it's all done, you know?
And you're like, "Oh, wow, look at that! I could never have that" or
You know, "oh, wow, look at that...' and and you you overlook-- Oh my gosh! This house was so ugly when I bought it
It was so ugly...!
I knew I needed to put in work and I put in work an interior and now I'm gonna put work on the exterior
And we're gonna round out this house and
My grandmother she's always asking you know, what are you running from?
And I realized that, you know, I haven't really put time...
Into much
In a way that, you know, one is supposed to, you know...?
And if you grab a hold of a project and you sit with it and you take the time with it you're you're gonna be successful
You're gonna come out looking good, you know? You gotta invest at that time. You gotta have the dedication
Okay?
And
Right now is the time
to be
Striving for those goals that you want to attain, you know
Now isn't the time to go to social media and see what everyone else is doing
That is like not the time right now the planets they're in retrograde. Okay?
Mars is just coming out of, uh, retrograde
As of the 27th?
What it meant when it was in retrograde was it was hard to do-- And it was in retrograde for four or five months
But when it's in retrograde
That means it's hard to do things directly
Okay? So if you found it hard to do things directly or every time you were direct things would just fall apart
Mars retrograde!
Yeah, so yeah, there's that. And then there's still for other planets in retrograde
to the new year
Okay, so that means it's hard to do anything
At all, okay? It's hard to move forward in any normal kind of capacity
Okay
But
What is easy if you're gonna go with the flow of the universe-- Which I always feel like I'm going against the flow
But I just figured out what the flow is. "Oh, there it is!"
Now is the time for introspection
Taking a look
Deep within yourself and seeing what your heart wants
Okay? So beware of social media
And all those, you know curated realities that people are throwing at you like, "Oh look at this. It's so wonderful!"
Okay be aware of them creating desires for you, okay?
Okay. Because you like what you see or
because, you know, you think it's easy. But you don't know you don't know how much work went into it
Probably, very likely years of work
You know, some help along the way and
uh
Slow and steady pace. Cause that's that's the truth
Behind the truth that the truth of the truth if you want to be successful at anything
Anything at all...
What you need is you, your desire-- your desire! from your corazone?
And a slow and steady pace
So during this retrograde period
This is the perfect time to look inside yourself
Okay, and I know what you're your own personal true desires are
If you can't find your desires, if if there's too much noise in your head from all the all the social media business
Meditate
Meditate
Clear your mind of everything that's been put into it
Then slowly, but surely you'll start to hear
something from this from your heart and
You'll know what your desires are and now is the time to figure out your desires
Okay
Before the new year-- And set plans! And set plans
Before the retrograde is over. Okay, that's what you want to be doing. That's what time it is!
You want to be setting plans
Long-term plans, you want to start setting them now. why? because in this retrograde not only
Are you gonna be more in tune with yourself the universe is telling you "look inside yourself, see what's there"
now only are you gonna be more in tune with yourself, but the
Now only are you gonna be more in tune with yourself but the facades that
You put up the fronts like "oh, yeah, I could do that. Oh, I can do that tomorrow"
And then it's tomorrow tomorrow
To be about the ego or to protect the ego with it, whatever
They're not gonna work and during that retrograde period we're not gonna be able to put up plans for
Our long-term goal goals unless they're realistic. We'll know immediately all
That's not me that's not gonna work
Because we are in an introspective period right now so take advantage take advantage
Things that aren't serving you
They're falling away
They're falling away currently and they're gonna continue to fall away
and
Things that are gonna serve you are gonna come into your life right now
You're not gonna
you're not gonna be able to fool yourself right now and
furthermore
You're gonna be able to change
Change your own
Attitudes and your internal dialog in ways that you can't normally do
Nothing is standing in your way at this time
From becoming the person that you want to become
This is an amazing period
So grab ahold of it and make some plans start making plans now
Take the seven day vegan challenge
You know be inspired be inspired try new things meet new people learn something new
You know put yourself out there
And see what your heart once
Figure out your heart's desire
Be inspired
But keep inspiration in this place, okay?
Don't feel like you're falling short
before you even try
Give yourself
The time it would take you
To gain, those skills or that knowledge - to start off that business or
Perform that art or live that lifestyle whatever it is, you know, give give yourself time that would take you because your circumstances are
different than everyone else's circumstances
I'm a mother of two I
I don't have that much time to invest in my yard in my garden or
Making videos for YouTube but I'll do what I can
You know people can make things look so easy on social media
but you don't know how long it took them or
How much help they received along the way all the pitfalls they had to overcome and the naysayers and the haters
You never know you never know, you know, and your circumstances are different from everyone else's circumstances
So you got to give yourself a little leeway a little wiggle room for you know your own pitfalls
And I'm sure when I actually put time into this place and I actually settle down I put years of work into this place
It's gonna be off the chain
But yeah for right now
I'm gonna show it off, if even though I'm like less than ready
Okay, I'm gonna show you what a work in progress looks like
So, yeah, like I said, this place was a jungle if I have any any pictures
I'll be sure to include it of how it looks
originally
You see that's my little garden got some a few little pallets
This place was covered in one and two and three year old trees
And you see here's some of those trees some of those trees. There's like four or five piles of trees
Branches and debris. I have this this huge tree and it just drops branches everywhere
Parts of it are just just not making it
But yeah, there's there's parts of it right there
I got a walnut tree and a pear tree. I didn't even notice when I used to live here a long time ago
And yeah, there's there's more wood
I'm not gonna show off my house because you creepy Internet weirdos are going to
Science where I live and stuff. I don't want that
And this this is all the rest of the wood I would step on it compress it oh
And and there's a couple dead trees there too. And so I'm working on I'm working on it
It's my George of the jungle vine
Like literally you can swing on this is it's crazy, but it won't come out of the tree
I only have four pallets right now
Most the yard is looking pretty empty
You know sometimes...
Things start off a little ugly a little rough
you know, but you can
You can do whatever you set your mind to
You, your desire, and a slow and steady pace
That's what it's all about right now
So go inward
Clear your mind of all the outside influences right now, you know? meditate. meditate
And figure out what your heart's desire is okay because
Achievement
It's just gonna take a lot of time and effort just takes time and effort
So these are cucumbers
and zucchini
These are peppers. They look like they're getting scorched. I don't even understand why
these are melons and
winter squash
There's a couple strawberry plants in there
Let's see, I also have
two other beds
This is the basil is growing out of control. I don't even understand why. the cabbage is getting eaten up
The cilantro Barely wants to grow whereas in my mother's yard, it would grow out of control.
Oh! the chamomile is coming back
And the lettuce bed
My mother's yard, it would grow out of control. I don't-- I don't understand
But everyone's working with different soil. I mean, that's that's life. Okay, and
At four or five years. I'm gonna figure out what's good for my soil
I'm gonna figure out if then everything's gonna be perfect because I'm only gonna grow things that grow up
right
So, you know start somewhere, you know, even if we start out a little rough even if things look bad...
You got to start somewhere
You know achievement all it takes is a lot of time and a little bit of effort
Oh man, look how this wood
This whole yard was covered in one two and three year old trees
And this would that's what here is from the giant 100 year old tree
And more wood more wood fell from that tree
It requires a lot of pruning a
Lot of dead branches are just clinging on to it
And I also want to give a shout-out to Astromatrix. It's an app that's definitely available on
Android
Astromatrix Will tell you what the planets are doing
What your natal chart is and what the planets motions mean to you based off your natal chart.
So yeah, grab your birth certificate, Get your time
And get that Astromatrix app
and I want to give shoutouts and big thank yous to
Pretty Boss, you know
Ever since I cleared this space
In my yard all I see are butterflies and then Pretty Boss's recent reading
The butterflies? They just spoke to me
It spoke volumes and I'm definitely looking forward to
Things turning away from being hectic, Yo
Because-- Man! Life has been rough...!
And besides the butterflies there's so many things that
When you have your own property that you can do, you know just accidently, you know?
That just-- it just works out. You know, we have a fire pit and
We've been trying to throw all this wood in the fire
You know
And we've been having fires all summer. The fires fires can
cleanse and
energize your aura
But I've been doing that and then I've been doing the gardening, you know having a regular contact with
With the earth
And the interaction with the Sun 'breathing in that good ass prana'
And actually
Once I was out here and getting rained on. Cleansing my aura that way
I've cleansed my aura three or four different ways
That I could not see-- I could not see that happening on an apartment
You're gonna have a bonfire? What do you mean a barbecue??
I could not see that happening in a place that I was renting, you know
And you know another thing quite by accident this is hundred-year-old tree
There's just so many
So many positives and so many pluses to owning a house whether it's spiritual or financial
Please leave likes and the comments and questions below. Thank you very much
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