What is up my Cranky Crew?! It's Ethan from CrankGameplays and today, I'm finally back
making a video. UH what a week it has been OH MY GOSH
so a lot of you guys are probably wondering, "heh eh aye Ethan, videos? They usually go up every day what's uh-what's up with that why aren't videos going up?" for the past like four or five days
and that's a question that I've been asking myself too
No these last-these last few weeks like since I moved uh have been very hectic and very busy
and a little bit stressful too
um there was just a lot of stuff that I had going on
*weird fucking accent* in my personal life
uh, that I needed to take care of like moving in to a new place
and figuring out how to be an adult by myself because uh- never lived without another person before
and like figuring out stuff with that and going buying funiture and I did that IKEA livestream
where I put together a bunch of really solid furniture guys
I am a craftsman
no but these last uh- this last week or so has been really, really, really busy
as a lot of you guys know, uh
I'm getting ready to go on tour (!!), uh with all of *the guys* uh
and so we've been doing stuff like that, prepping for tour stuff
and then just doing my normal job too, which as you guys know like I work for mark(iplier)
and I make, uh, i help him out with his videos
and we've been making a LOT of really cool stuff recently that I'm super super excited about
uhm so you guys will see some of that soon
uh but yeah I've just been very busy. And with moving to a new place, obviously like I can't be really loud all the time
and so a lot of times I'll get home, uh, at night and I'll go to record and like, I tried- I tried to record videos
1) early in the morning and
2) late at night
when I had time, or- not, late at night just at night in general
but I can't- like, at a certain time there's like a ""quiet time"" or fuckin whatever
like 'pass this time, you're not supposed to be loud' whatever, it's apartment rules i dunno
and so during those times when I wanted to record I would *have* to be quiet
and so I tried recording videos with me being quiet, and, not like- not, like, being quiet but not just being like as loud as I usually am
and it felt really weird like-
I did a livestream of outlast 2 the other and day and so-
for those of you who were there you probably noticed it because I was being really quiet
and I was really, like- I was very conscious about everything that I was saying
and that's not *heehehe* that's not how I make my videos
like everything that I do is done on impulse and so if I see something *sniff* and I want to have this big reaction to it-
-like I normally do, I would, like, go, and I would have this like really mediocre
like, it's just like everything I would do was so watered down
because I was making it watered down because I didn't want to be loud and stuff
and I don't wanna act like I'm giving excuses as to why I wasn't making videos and stuff
like I *could* have made videos, but they wouldn't of been videos that I would have been proud of
because I wouldn't- I wasn't, like, being myself in my videos
I was like, trying to dumb everything down; so I would be a certain volume level
uh, and it just wasn't workin' because I was like 'ah this is just not stuff that I wanna post'
like this is clearly not how I usually act
so, instead of me dumbing everything down, uh, I just decided to straight up not upload some videos
just because, I just didn't wanna- I don't wanna have to change the way that I make videos-
-just to get videos up
and if I make a video that I'm not- that I'm not digging and I think that it's shi- like I literally stopped that livestream-
-that outlast 2 livestream 'cause I was gonna stream that, uh, because I know that a lot of people wanted to see it
and then I was gonna upload that stream
uh, and then after that stream, as soon as it ended, I was just like 'wow, that was fucking shit-
- that was so bad' just because everything, like, seemed- actually
my friend G texted me about it later, he was like "hey are you okay? that livestream was really weird" *heheheh*
and I was like "yeah, no, I just have to be quiet" uh and so
I was supposed to get these big- like- acoustic panels that are going behind me
and so I had them shipped, and then the first time that they arrived here, uh, I wasn't home
which, obviously, is not their fault
so they left a little thing on my door, being like 'hey, if you sign this, then we'll just leave it here in front of your door'
and so I signed that thing and then the dude came back the next day and fuckin-
dropped off another thing! he didn't take the thing that I had signed so he could leave it there
he just put another one on and fuckin walked away, and then I called... the people and I was like;
"hey, I need this package thing because I really need to record videos"
I didn't say *that* they don't care
but I was like, 'I really need this thing, can I pick it up at your location?'
and they were like 'no sorry, it got damaged, WE HAD TO SEND IT BACK' *hueheh*
so after waiting like almost a week for this thing to arrive so that I can record
because it's like this huge ass panel that's gonna make it a *lot* better for sound in here
and not only, like, sound of the video, but also from sound leaking out behind me
because another person lives over there
the wall in front of me just goes into my living room, so it's fine, I don't care if sound gets in there
*sniff* *contemplates life*
but' it'll allow me to record at my normal volume
and like right now I'm recording at a good time because everybody's at work
but anyway, you guys don't care about that shit *heheheh*
but I just want to apologise for not making videos (a/n isokweloveyou)
and, uh, and not really saying anything either-
-to be completely honest I've had a very weird wwweek. and I've just been like in a rut-
-and I've been in a weird mood, uh, and I don't-
there's nothing that I can like pinpoint like "this is the reason why!"
I've just, like, been kind of in a funk this week and I don't really know why
and so I didn't want to force myself to make videos
especially if they were gonna be videos that, in the end, I was gonna be like
"urngh this is fucking shit"
so *sniff* I hope that you guys understand and a lot of you guys seem to have understand [sic]
and I haven't gotten- I haven't seen, really, any tweets or comments or anything of people being like
'hey, yo, what the fuck. what are you doin blah blah blah'
or complaining or anything. a lot of people have been like
'hey, I hope you're doin okay, we haven't heard from you in a bit'
so that's really nice and I really appreciate that lot
so, this week, finally, I'll be getting back to the normal- the normal stuff
I'm going to pick up those panels today, so that'll be pretty sweet
but, just thank you guys for continuing to support me because,
I've been doing YouTube for five years now and in the past five years, like-
I don't think I've missed this many videos in a row before
like, I don't- I don't know if I've ever gone a full week without making a video
I *probably* have I don't know, but in the past couple of years
this is the- definitely the most that I've missed putting up videos
uhhh, in the last few years, so.....
I'm sorry about that, and, uh, I just hope that you guys understand and it seems like you have
and I really appreciate it, so thank you guys for still being here and there's more great content to come!
since (?) me not, uh, recording for like almost a week, there's been so many cool games that I wanna play
like the new walking dead (telltale) is out, the new guardians of the galaxy is out
there's a bunch of different games that I really really want to play
so that'll be coming very very soon and then I, uh, I also wanna play some games with friends as well
like me and Brian and G were talking about playing UNO really soon
because I played that the other day, uh, on Mark's stream and it was so fucking fun
it was so fun
so we're definitely going to record that soon so get ready for that
so, thank you guys so much for being here and supporting me THROUGH THIS TIME
wha- what is this time? I dunno, uh, but thank you for just, understanding that sometimes I can't post a video
and you guys don't complain about it- most of the time you guys are just like
'hey, hope you're doin okay!'
uh, and I've also just like *sniff* been kind of unactive [sic] on social media and stuff recently
just because I've been in a li'l bit of a funk but today has been a really good day so far
i dunno, I woke up and it's May 1st today and listened to 'It's Gonna Be Me(May)' by NSYNC
and it just really got me pumped up for the morning!
so, thank you guys so much for watching, hope you enjoyed! If you did make sure to slap that like button *right in the face*
and I will see you guys, in the next video
love you all, stay cranky, bye!!
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