Youtube daily or Oct 2 2018

Good morning.

In this video I will be talking about a comparison of two things.

We often see posts on social media, and people sending messages requesting, or asking for help.

They want people

to help them decide

between a project management certification

like the PMP.

I mean, it could be other than a PMP but the most common question often relate to the PMP. Or, a master's degree in project

management. So a PMP or MPM.

And

it is challenging to respond to these questions

without

maybe being too direct, or to open, or honest, and

obviously we believe if someone is posting such a question,

they want an honest answer.

I usually respond to those questions, and here I'm doing so through this video as well

and where we can share with people who have a question about

whether they should pursue a professional certification in project management or an MS degree

in project management. The first things we want to say here is that

it's hard to compare, because it's technically like you're comparing

apples and grapes.

Or

a

sport vehicle with a Mini Cooper.

So it's not somethings that are readily

comparable.

Why?

Well one is, whether the PMP or something else or prince2 or something else,

it's a professional certification, and

usually people can obtain that certification

with a little bit of study and

maybe like for example the PMP require one course,

35 hours of training, which is equivalent to one course in a university, semester-based

system.

Typically a university semester that follows a semester system a course is a

roughly 35 to 39 hours of study,

PMI required 35 hours of study in

preparation.

Some other certifications do not require any preparatory courses.

It's up to you, how you prepare and study for a given certification.

However, what I'm saying is that, it's a professional certification obtained

possibly after a course or no course by passing an exam, one

exam. PRINCE2

Foundation for example have one exam seventy-five questions.

PMI CAPM is a three-hour exam, and the PMP is a 4-hour exam and so forth

and so on.

So it is a professional certification,

it could be obtained by passing a single exam, after meeting a certain pre qualification

requirements.

And it's often, for many of these certifications, a degree, a university degree is not even required.

Okay, so that is what

certification. Is it popular? Sure PRINCE2 is popular in the UK and among companies who subscribe to the British system.

The PMP is probably the most recognized project management certification in the world.

That is the most popular,

and other certification may be

as popular, or not as popular. Obviously nothing as popular as the PMP in term, I think if I'm not mistaken,

because I think we are closing on 900,000 PMPs around the world today.

And now you've always hear me say popular, that doesn't mean it's the best. Yes it is

recognized, it is the most recognized, and it is popular. So

it has value.

Now, let's put things to the side whether the PMP or PRINCE2 or GPM or another certification.

Each of those certifications have some value.

Great!

We have that. Let's shift to a master's degree.

Now as far as I know, the minimum,

minimum requirement for a master's degree

in most universities, is at least

two semester or nine months of study; and

usually 4 module per semester. That means eight major modules. This is one. This is the most basic,

fastest master's degrees, that I have seen out there.

A typical master's degree in the university system like the US for example, it's 36

credit hours.

Which mean is somewhat equivalent to 12 courses.

Each course, meaning, being three credit hours. Of course in a European system, or a quarter based system

the number of credits might be different but for example a typical master's degree in the US is at

36 (credit) hours.

Maybe it consists of 30 (credit) hours of class work and six hours for a project, or

maybe a little bit more allowed for a thesis.

But the bottom line, to achieve the master's degree, people have

to take, and

ideally, they should be passing as many as eight courses as a minimum.

This is assuming the fastest process which is the nine-month semester, or one-year programs, usually about eight

modules or eight courses.

Whereas another university or full program would be definitely more than that. So as a minimum,

the candidate must pass

and take at least eight to twelve courses if they don't have to put a thesis or work on a project

to satisfy the requirement of obtaining the master's degree.

So obviously in terms of learning, in terms of education hours, contact hours, a master's degree is

significantly higher in

terms of

learning content. And of course assuming it is from a good university, you are working with

good professors, and then of course a value could be even higher,

especially if the universities also subscribe to

the concept of where people have to work in teams on projects and they have to deliver a project.

So in my view, there is no question about it, in terms of learning

about the value of the master's degree and how it is different versus a PM certification.

Okay? So

if nothing else all things equal, I have no doubt which one I would choose if a candidate come to apply for me

with a certification and limited experience or with a master's degree.

Now that brings me to the argument that the people who defend certification say. "Ah, the PMP and other certification might require experience."

Well a master's degree, yeah, sure some universities do require experience.

Like I know I've worked with one University where they required at minimum three years experience before they allow somebody in the master's program.

However, obviously we are comparing here, assuming, a candidate good just for a master's degree with no experience and someone have three

years experience and that case I would look at the master's degree as just one year experience and I'll compare three years experience

outside, one year with the university obviously out if I want more experience, I would go with the higher level experience.

Just because the certification, it doesn't mean anything!

So to make it clear,

some two candidates come to me, one with a PMP or PRINCE2 and three years experience, and

one come to me with the master's degree and three years experience. If the two candidates have equal type of similar

personalities, similar structure, similar knowledge,

you know, the only differentiator is three letters, is a degree or a PMP? I'll take the degree. No questions asked, okay?

But obviously hiring is not as simple as just looking at a degree,

you would want to talk to the person, and I would want to see who is the person, who really understand project management, or memorize

project management, whether the certificate holder or the degree holder.

I want to be able to see that they can think, they can apply, they can

rationalize what's going on.

So these are in general a quick comparison between the two the two two items;

a certificate, professional certification, and an academic

university degree.

Now I want to shift to

something else related to universities, and related to the market.

Yes, the market, when the market, hiring manager

prefer a certification over a degree, I

really have to look beyond the reason for that, and I can visualize

two major reasons why that will happen;

assuming

the hiring manager knows what they're doing.

One is

that

they don't really fully understand

the difference between the two; in this case

I referred them to the previous part of the video and they can compare and understand what the difference between them.

There is a perception, of course, that certification is like guaranteed competence;

it's not. I don't want to go into certification at this stage. So I'm gonna focus on the idea is when the market

considers these questions,

PMP or MPM or MS,

the Master of Science degree, that's indicate that usually those people the hiring manager or the recruitment do not

understand the difference between the two,

okay? Or

to give them the benefit of the doubt

universities are doing a lousy job in preparing project management

professionals, and in their degrees

maybe they are being to academics where the people are learning how to pass exam at the university level,

or just by passing or getting by rather

they're really understanding how to apply project management. So

again, hiring manager

you need to go beyond

those three letters the short letters. You need obviously, you need to understand the candidate experience,

you need to understand the candidate background, their ability to think independently,

the ability to analyze, and not to follow orders or not to follow a memorization

technique.

This is why we posted, for example, what I call the Ajam Acid Interview Questions, which I was really looking in many of them,

you know

It's easy answers and some of them are challenging because I would want to see how the candidate think, how they can analyze the question.

These are the things that are important. So please, I close this video with a message to universities,

What do you want

to achieve in term of recognition, if your candidates, or your graduates go out in the world

with a master's degree in project management, and they still do not know how to apply the basics of project management?

So in this video my message has been to people who are asking the question about

PMP,

PM certification, or PM

graduate degrees.

It is in a way touching on

recruiters and manager who hire and what they should look for in the candidate, and of course at the end the universities

to really look at what they are producing in term of the graduates.

Thank you

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Is This Grief or Clinical Depression? - Duration: 6:04.

As some of you may know from a previous video, I lost my 21-year-old daughter in 2009.

Before her death, I considered myself a competent grief counselor - and I was - but after she

died, I soon realized I didn't understand grief, at least not from the inside out.

When I returned to work, my supervisor stopped referring grief clients to me.

But then about two years later, I felt a mission welling up inside of me,

so I told my supervisor I wanted to resume seeing clients for grief counseling, especially

parents who had lost children, because of my new understanding of what it takes to grieve

such a traumatic loss.

So, my mission became to help grieving clients gain realistic expectations of themselves

and the grieving process as they worked through their overwhelming pain.

In other words, I sought to validate and normalize their grief experience, and, when necessary,

point out when their grieving had taken an unhealthy turn.

Here is what I usually found myself saying to a newly grieving client after our initial

intake interview: "There's nothing you have told me that concerns me.

I think you're grieving in the way that's right for you.

I know you feel overwhelmed, confused, lost, and think you're losing your mind, but that's

how grieving a traumatic loss feels in the early stages.

Everything you've described sounds like a normal part of grieving, but I will still

offer some suggestions that might help you deal with the pain, and here are the first

ones: Try to accept that your life is going to feel chaotic and out of control for a good

while because there's no shortcut to grieving.

So, be patient with yourself, and kind to yourself, and don't let anyone tell you how

to grieve.

This is no time to be a people pleaser.

Self-care must be your baseline as you go through the process of dealing with such a

tragic loss.

I know you feel hopeless right now, like there's no way out of the darkness, but trust the

process.

Grieving does lead to healing."

Now, I've also worked with a few grieving clients who've been triggered into destructive

or self-destructive behaviors, such as actively contemplating suicide, drinking too much,

or making reckless decisions.

Such clients need to be monitored carefully and intervened with more aggressively if necessary.

They usually need to see a doctor for medications and possibly even brief hospitalization,

but this is rare.

Many grieving clients want to know if they should take medications for their grief.

Now, I'm a therapist, not a doctor, so I can't prescribe meds, but I don't routinely recommend

a medication evaluation for grieving clients because their symptoms are usually a normal

and natural reaction to loss.

Grief is not a mental illness.

However, if a grieving client wants to talk with their doctor about medications, I certainly

respect their choice to do so.

And sometimes a brief course of meds can help a lot with sleep and anxiety in the early

stages of grief.

Grieving clients sometimes ask me specifically if they should take an antidepressant medication,

because most certainly they feel depressed.

That's when I explain the difference between the normal depression of grief and clinical

depression.

Certainly there are many similarities: both might include sadness, tearfulness, loss of

appetite, fatigue, poor concentration, loss of interest in things previously enjoyed,

erratic sleep patterns, anger, loneliness, and even mild suicidal thoughts.

However, the depression of grief tends to lessen over time whereas clinical depression

is more persistent.

And the depressive symptoms of grief tend to come in waves whereas clinical depression

is more constant.

If, however, the depression of grief remains constant for a prolonged period of time and

continues to affect functioning, then an antidepressant medication might help.

I rarely diagnose someone in the early stages of grief with clinical depression because

grief and clinical depression look so much alike.

However, the depression of grief can eventually turn into clinical depression if the griever

becomes stuck in hopelessness or self-loathing, which are common symptoms in the early stages

of grieving.

To feel hopeless is a natural reaction to a major loss - someone you loved has just

died and there's nothing you can do to change that.

But the process of grieving involves accepting what we cannot change, so feelings of hopelessness

should ease over time.

What many people may not realize is that traumatic loss can destroy one's self-esteem and trigger

self-loathing, especially when a parent loses a child.

So, guilt, self-blame, and self-loathing are often the most difficult symptoms to resolve

in the grieving process, but they must be resolved for grievers to return to living

a full life.

So, I work with my clients to be mindful of not getting stuck in hopelessness and self-loathing,

even though such thoughts and feelings can be a normal part of early grieving.

But their stubborn persistence can lead to clinical depression.

Thus, I explain the grieving process in great detail and encourage my clients to join a

grief support group, so they can learn from others further along the grieving process.

If you'd like help with your grief, then visit my website, serenityonlinetherapy.com, to

learn more about the online services I provide.

If you liked this video, please click the Thumbs Up button and then subscribe to my

channel to hear more from me.

And finally, keep paying attention to your life!

Until next time.

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Timon And Pumbaa Truth or Zaire #1 - Lara Perry - Duration: 3:49.

PLEASE LIKE, SHARE, COMMENT & SUBCRIBE video! Thanks you very much!

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they wanna help

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little tiny baby

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tired and hungry and cold forget about it

you just fly down I'm fired simple Nana's that I put hair on your little

chest and your arms and your legs little pussies look at you I can't do that it

you'll be just like mommy come on quiet Pumbaa I'm trying to figure out why this

gorilla is treating us like babies Hey

boomba the reason this gorilla is treating us

like babies is because she thinks with babies no yes and this gives me a great

idea don't you see don't you get it don't you

realize what we've got here yeah we've got me in a dress Boombah Boombah

Boombah we have got ourselves an 800-pound gorilla body guard who is

gonna keep us her wittle Buttercup you either boys safe from trigger-happy

bungalow bill out there boom ah don't get me the shocked warthog look this is

perfect we make like baby Apes and we're safe as houses it'll be a piece of you

know players with frosting cake no thanks I already ate just relax

this is foolproof what could possibly go wrong my gracious for me kono I am

absolutely normal I have adored you from afar for

countless years and now I have come to ask for your hand in marriage

this is all so sudden I couldn't possibly let me fix my face we'll leave

immediately Oh what you keep an eye on my little Bambino infant tots for a

teeny tiny movement Oh a rival for mom's affections make like a baby go at last

Cosmo quick pies yield

like you too and I like them brainstorm how about I take the babies for a long

walk just mean them we'll get to know each other better big ape to little ape

and a pest that big mr. Mannix

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Wheel Covers on Quest Velomobile - Faster or not? || Saukki does Science - Duration: 9:12.

Hello, I'm Saukki!

Some time ago I made this video about how to make your velomobile faster.

In that video I said this.

And then number three, wheel covers.

Because basically the wheel and spokes are like a big fan rotating the air inside the

wheel well.

So by adding this kind of wheel cover you stop the air rotating so much inside the wheel

well.

Of course it doesn't completelly stop the air moving inseide the wheel well but it helps.

But in the comments of that video someone pointed out that wheel cover only on one side

in a closed wheel well, like the Quest have, may actually be more inefficent.

There was also a link to a german velomobile forum where someone has made some tests.

I put the link to the forum thread in the video description.

I don't understand german very well and the google translator is… well you know

how it is.

So I want to do my own tests.

So Today I'm going to test if my Quest is faster without the wheel covers.

But before we start, I'd like to point out that, this is only a problem with a velomobile

with a closed wheel wells, like my Quest here.

Of course with open wheel wells like Strada or DF you need some kind of wheel cover so

that it's more aerodynamic that way.

If I understood correctly, with this kind of closed wheel well, the best case scenario

would be wheel covers on both sides of the wheel.

But then there is the problem with brake cooling.

Brakes need some airflow to cool, so that's why we don't see wheelcovers on both sides

of the wheel because it might be dangerous, especially in hilly area.

If the guy in the german velomobile forum is right, I should be faster without these

standard wheel covers.

So let's go out and test it!

I checked the tyre pressure so there should be same pressure on all tyres.

But that's not important because I'm going to do all the tests after each other, so I

think the tyre pressure is not going to change between the tests.

But then there is just one thing I have to do before I go.

I have to do the power meter zero offset calibration.

Calibrating.

Ok, now it's completed.

And then just let's go.

Ok so about the test procedure.

This is what I have in mind.

I have here a few kilometers long road.

It's mostly flat.

And my plan is to ride this road at the speed of 50 km/h and then see what kind of power

readings I get.

And I was thinking that the difference in power between with wheel covers and without

wheel covers may not be so much.

So I was thinking that maybe I get more difference if I go faster.

So that's why let's try if I can ride 50 km/h.

And hopefully that's fast enough so we can get definite answer which one is faster.

Ok so let me show you my test procedure.

Ok so the plan is this.

I accelerate here at the downhill and try to get close to 50 km/h before end of the

hill.

And then start a new lap here at this point.

Ok.

And now let's try to keep the speed close to 50 km/h.

And then finally let's see the average power for every run.

I just try to keep the speed steady at 50 km/h.

Or close to it, so the average speed should be as close to 50 km/h as possible.

And let's stop the lap here where the speed limit changes to 40 km/h.

And… here!

Ok then, Let's go for another run.

Now let's do at least four run more.

Then we can get more reliable results.

Ok, so now I just take the wheel covers off and I store them inside the velomobile so

there will be no weight difference.

Ok now five runs without wheel covers. and according to that guy in the German velomobile

forum this should be more efficent.

Which means that I should need less power to keep the speed at 50 km/h.

So let's see.

Ok, so all tests are done now.

Actually I didn't feel any big difference.

So it would be very interesting to see the results.

So, let's go and see them.

Ok, so let's see the results.

This is going to be very interesting, because as I said, I didn't feel any big difference

between the runs.

So if there is difference, it must be very small.

Ok so I have the results here in Strava.

Now because I started a new lap at the start and at the end of the test road, I have here

the lap data.

And here the laps 2, 4, 6, 8 and 10 are the test runs.

And I'm interested about the average power of these runs.

And that can be found here.

But let's also take note of the average speed, just for a reference.

And by the way, here we can also see that the test piece was 3,7 km long.

And the elevation difference was about minus 10 meters.

And that means that the average grade of the road was less than -0,3%.

So it's almost flat.

I collected the results here in this spreadsheet.

Here on the left I have the 5 runs with wheel covers on and on the right the 5 runs without

wheel covers.

And here at the bottom line are the averages of these five runs.

And we can se the difference isn't much.

It's actually only 2 watts.

But according to this I used 2 watts MORE when riding without the wheel covers.

And by the way, the average speed was almost identical in both tests.

But I bet the margin of error is greater than 2 watts.

So I think it's safe to say that there was no difference between the tests.

And I think that's quite suprising.

I didn't want to believe this test, so I figured out that maybe the test road wasn't

flat enough.

There were few very small hills, or should I say gradients, So I decided to examine these

results again and only use the last kilometer of the test route, because that seemed to

be the most flat part of the route.

With the Strava analysis tool I can select the part of the route I want, and then it

shows the data for that part only.

And here we can see the average speed and power.

I collected this data again here in the spreadsheet, and what did I found out?

There is even less difference.

Only 0,4 watts.

But this time it seems that I used 0,4 watts LESS power when riding without the wheel covers.

And again, the average speeds are pretty close to each other.

There are few variables that may effect to these results.

Like the wind.

I didn't note the wind direction or force.

But those may have been changing during the test.

Also the air temperature and humidity may have been changing and those also effect to

aerodynamics.

And then I'm not sure how accurate my power meter and GPS bike computer are.

So keep these things in mind when looking at these results.

So the conclusion is that these standard wheel covers doesn't make you faster nor slower.

But I figured out that maybe, when these covers are attached to the wheels they increase the

rotating mass and that mass maybe takes more power to accelerate.

So that's why I haven't been using the wheel covers anymore.

And the other thing is that without the covers, I can get easier acces to the tyre valve.

But so, that's all for today.

Thanks for watching and see you on the next video.

Bye bye!

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Daddy Daughter Day SweetHome Or - Duration: 13:28.

hey y'all this here is the tree now you can see how small my daughter looks

comparison to the tree a tree has got to be at least eight feet but maybe nine

its a pretty wide tree my daughter's five foot tall just a

little bit under so that's what one big tree check this

on out now a 15 20 years ago the top of this tree got blown on out so it's not

near as tall as it used to be they jug the top of the tree up to the road and

hold the die for logs and uh I still heard you far up there can't see the top

hey Mike what do you like to get your Big Joe beasts fired up into this sit in

this thing here ha ha that's one huge tree here pumpkin come on over here and

grab this computer and I want to take the tape measure to this tree and and

we'll see what the diameter we'll see if we can measure around the bottom of I

didn't bring my hundred foot tape major so I know this 25 footer will not do it

but let's just see what happens here hey y'all we interrupt this program with

some very important news and I don't think any of y'all is gonna want to miss

out on my daughter has started her own channel now and I'm gonna try to link

her up in the cards up here somewhere I don't know it's over here over there and

don't matter don't worry about don't fret e you'll find the card if it's

there if it's not you won't find it if you don't find the card she'll

definitely be in the descriptions below of her channel will be C y'all get on

over there and check out our channel and see if people like subscribing to her

attacker content or not by the way don't leave some stupid comment on over there

like I supported you so please support me back to field banyan block yet she's

gonna start off on the right leg ok folks and while you're at it if you

ain't already subscribed to my channel and you like my content go ahead

subscribe it won't hurt ya when cocksure ding dong get it on folks anyway back to

our regular featured content

hopefully we'll get up there

well oh I'm running out of paint major for me for 25 feet oh there are 25 feet

right here I can't see the other side of the tape let's see here so I know where

to start at this right here good kid okay keep an eye right exactly on the

spot and tell me what I'm there okay okay you

tell me when I'm right exactly on the spot again

right there right where they're right here

nope right where your stomach your foot is right here yep okay well this is 8

feet here so that's that would be thirty thirty three thirty three feet

six inches looks around at this point of the tree thirty-three feet six inches

around the diameter of that now what y'all to think about this I don't know

what the mathematics are on this tree about how much water it consumes but

people always want to save the tree but just think all the water there's a

gallons of water that this tree sucks up every day every day all this water that

sucks up massive amounts of water just think of how many Gardens and how much

produce you could grow with all the water that is wasted going into this

tree folks never estimating cutting down a tree save the planet cut the trees

Mississippi Delta Tappan long dusty road lived a pretty girl the honeysuckle rose

bodies as hot as Mississippi a freaking time

long 10 ladies looking so fine I flew West Mississippi sky Speedwagon

round rosy section 16 they got no chance mister daddies Bri

daddy's got a shotgun with a bunch of get out of here for you better get that

load she's daddy's little girl she's honey something

really fuck this old Chevy at the end of the track he said run Rosie run girl

ain't no turning back got a marriage license stop behind the glovebox door

and left your daddy cuts in manners stomping off the floor I poked shot

fellas you're kicking up the dust me calling my daddy called it

little baby girl with the blue eyes she turns 16 boys second round - does he

know she's been daddy's gotta get out of here boys she's daddy's little girl

honeysuckle

daddy's got a shotgun with a bunch Arlo get out of here

you better eat that food she's daddy's little girl she sits on a circle

yes she's daddy's little girl his honey suckle roll

say cheese the camera what do you have to say what nothing you know nothing to

say to the camera you always had something to say come on

talk to the camera this is the scenery behind us let's see if we get yeah yeah

beautiful Oregon beautiful or go this is up 2041 off of highway 20

frightened by the mountain house burning y'all that's familiar with sweet home

and where we was that earlier to show you the tree well that's up there about

two or three miles four miles I don't know on on 2041 we just go up to the

second bridge on the right-hand side you'll find it

tomorrow all the things were gone I've worked for all my life

and I have to start again which is my family and my life

I think my god of fun to be living here today cause the flag still stands for

freedom and they can't take that away

and a proud to be an American where at least I pull up free and a wart forget

the men who died who gave that right to beat I gladly stand up next to you and

defend her still today cause there ain't no doubt I love this land god bless the

USA

the lakes of Minnesota to the hills of Tennessee across the plains of Texas

from sea to shining sea Detroit down to Houston New York to

there's a pride every American mother it's time we stand down say that I'm

proud to be an America where if the man who died who gave that bride-to-be

I gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today cause there ain't no

doubt I love this land god bless the US a

proud to be an America where it please stop go up three and up won't forget a

banner who died who gave that right to beat I gladly stand up next to you and

defend her still today cause there ain't no doubt I love this land god bless you

Thank You veterans thank you for my freedom bringing that information to you

on daddy-daughter day wave at the camera

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Does ZMA Work? Or Is It Bogus? My 60 Day Experiment Results - Duration: 9:27.

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Load Lines OR Plimsoll Lines OR Water Lines - Duration: 4:49.

Plimsoll lines let us understand how to read these load lines that you find mark

on the side of a ship

the purpose of a load line or a plimsoll line is to ensure that the ship is not

overloaded and has sufficient freeboard

it indicates the maximum safe draft

you

and the minimum freeboard for the ship in various operating conditions

the location of the plimsoll line is determined by a classification society

after survey in the ship

you

plimsoll line mark allows one to know the safe draft

draft is the vertical distance between the waterline and the bottom of the hell

or keel

the heavier the load the more as the draft Lin

you

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plimsoll line allows one to know the freeboard

a free board is the vertical distance between the water line and the shear of

the ship where water can enter the vessel

you

plimsoll line allows one to know the volume of load that is safe to carry

overloading can cause the ship to sink

you

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there are many load line marks for different dents

of water or different sea climates

it is important to know that higher the density of water stronger is the upward

buoyant force

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the order of less tent water to hide ants water is as shown

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this means one can load more cargo for dense water

you

you

once having understood that oceans are of different density each having a safe

load line it is time to understand how to read the lines the circular symbol

with a line passing directly is the plimsoll line

the line represents the imaginary water level

the plimsoll line is directly below the deck line the deck line is the freeboard

line issued by the classification Society

the summer load line is the primary mark

it is from this line that all other lines were marked derived

the winter load line is 148 of the summer load Draft

placed below the summer line the tropical load

is 148 of the summer low draft

placed above the summer line the other load lines are

fresh water

tropical freshwater

winter North

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Find out why your ETSY or HANDMADE products are not selling - Duration: 11:06.

Hello and welcome to a new episode of the Tizzit TV show, the show to help you start,

grow, and most importantly, make some money from your handmade shop.

If that sounds like something you need help with you might want to subscribe and click

that button below, and in today's episode we're going to try to figure out why you're

not getting sales, whether it'd be on your own website or whether you're selling on Etsy.

Let's get to the bottom of it.

The reason I wanted to do this video is because I see so many makers start their shop and

everything is set up, the products are there and they're not getting sales or they're not

getting enough sales compared to really what they want to be making and so usually you

see them in Facebook groups and asking for advice - which you definitely should be doing,

that's a great thing to do - but I see the thought process behind, you know, trying to

understand why they're not getting sales and I think we can try and refine that together

to actually give you a little bit of a logical system because what tends to happen is you

go onto Google and you type in something like "I don't have sales" or anything like that

and what will come up is a billion a gazillion results and you're going to start thinking,

oh my God, it's totally because of my hashtags on Instagram and I also need to update my

SEO tags.

Why am I not on Pinterest?

And all these different things that are accumulating and really you have no idea what you should

be trying, what makes sense and how really you should troubleshoot that no sales or slow

sales situation.

So what I always say and I didn't come up with that, but it's something that I live

by and stand by is you can't fix something if you don't know what's actually broken.

So the first step in understanding why you're not getting sales is being able to answer

this one question: is it a traffic or a conversion problem.

Now, if you don't know that, then you might need to take a deep dive into your shop analytics

whether you're using Google analytics - which is by far the best platform to get those sorts

of data and analytics from - or your Etsy shop stats.

You need to be understanding if the problem is that you're not getting traffic at all,

so that's why you know, or not enough traffic, so that's why there isn't enough sales or

if you're getting enough traffic, but it's not converting into sales;

in that case it's a conversion problem.

So that's your first step.

Is it a traffic or a conversion problem?

Now, how do you know if you've got enough traffic and if your conversion rate is good

enough?

Well, as a baseline, and again that's going to vary wildly depending on your niche and

your own shop obviously, but as an average in the industry, in the ecommerce industry,

a good conversion rate is 3% or above.

I'm happy with 2%.

1% - I think you could be working on it to improve it a little bit.

And in terms of traffic, how much traffic is enough traffic?

Again, that's obviously going to depend on a lot of different factors, but you have to

remember that if you're only getting 100 people visiting your shop each month and you are

converting at 1%, you only really going to get one sale.

So if you want to get more sales, you do need to start getting and directing more traffic

to your site.

So remember if your conversion rate is somewhere between 1-3% and you want to sell oncce a

day, so one sale each day (I'm just picking that because it's easier to do the math),

that means that you're getting 30 sales in a month.

To get those 30 sales, you need to get 3000 visitors that month (that's 1% conversion

rate) or 1000 people visiting your shop (if you're converting at 3%).

And when I'm saying visitors here, it's quite important to understand that this isn't views,

so this isn't how many times this one product was visited.

It's how many actual human beings, people, visited that page, so if me, Deborah, go on

your shop and I go and visit it three times that month, I only count as one visitor, but

I would count as three views.

So you want to make sure that whether you're using Etsy shop stats or Google analytics,

you understand the differences in your reports with that because you want to be looking at

how many visitors are going onto your shop each month and if you're not near those results,

then you definitely need to start driving more traffic.

Ultimately, it depends on how much sales you want.

Take those sales, apply a conversion rate of 2% to it and that gives you your target

traffic that you should be getting to your shop each month.

Okay, now that we've done the work of actually looking into our stats and understanding where

the problem comes from, we're not saying "I don't have enough sales" anymore.

We might be saying, "I'm not getting enough traffic".

So what do you do if you're not getting enough traffic?

If you're selling on Etsy, it's important that you understand the basic of Etsy SEO.

So for Etsy shop owners, I would definitely recommend you take a good look at the handmade

seller and Etsy SEO session on that and use tools like Etsy rank and Marmalead to help

you level up your SEO game.

Next is Pinterest, which I would recommend anyone on Etsy or on your own website look

into because it is a very, very powerful platform that takes a bit of time to set up, but after

that really gives you that consistent traffic without so much effort and time put into it

afterwards.

So really look into Pinterest and of course next up Instagram, Facebook, and other social

media accounts.

Something that's really important here as well is build an email list.

Any bit of traffic that goes onto your shop or your website and that does not end up being

a customer, so someone that comes and they love what they're seeing, but they're not

ready to purchase today; you don't want to lose them and have to somehow bring them back

magically one day or being consistently looking for new people to bring to your shop.

That one person that's already visited your shop is already warmer than someone that don't

even know you exist yet, so you want to grab their email address so that you can bring

them back to your shop, bring that traffic yourself using email campaigns and email newsletters.

So: SEO, Pinterest, Instagram, email marketing game.

These are really important elements.

Now, what if the problem is conversion?

This is the case where you have a fair bit of traffic coming to your shop but you're

not really getting enough sales.

So your conversion rate might be 1% or even lower than that.

If that's the case, then usually the number one thing that's just really getting in your

way is your picture photography.

It cannot look average.

Average is better than bad, but it's not as good as good, so really take some time to

learn proper photographic skills or work with a professional photographer to get those photos

up to standard.

It's not because your products are handmade that you can justify having handmade looking

pictures.

They need to look like they would belong in one of your favorite magazines.

If you don't think that your picture would belong in one of those Marie Claire magazines,

then it really shouldn't be listed on your shop and I'm not saying that to be harsh

or to sound discouraging because that's definitely not my style, but it is because it is the

number one sales killer in the handmade industry.

You need really beautiful product imagery.

Number two problem usually with conversion is your shop is lacking focus and there's

another video that I did about that which I'll link to build this one.

You can go and watch it right after this one and this is really where your shop isn't cohesive,

it's not branded and it's not clear what you sell.

So maybe you have a different different types of crafts and skills that you're using to

make products and so there's a bit of this bit of that and when someone lands on your

shop, they're not getting this beautiful branded designer kind of look.

They're getting the crafty, homemade vibe and that's definitely not helping you sell.

So if that's your case, I'll also link to a free resource library just below this video.

You can go and there's a free workbook in there.

You can get completely free access to it that's for your brand, that's called get brand clarity.

That will really help you understand what you should focus on in your shop instead of

being all over the place.

Number three is not communicating effectively your product benefits in your product description.

So you might be stuck at the feature level, which is you know, how long this piece of

jewelry is, how thick this bracelet is etc., So all these little factual information, it's

really important to have it in there, but that's not what will sell your product.

Instead, you want to communicate why this is interesting and what the benefits of each

of those features are for your customers.

And then number four is your pricing.

Now I'm not going to dive into pricing, I've got a full playlist of pricing videos on the

same youtube channel

so again, go and check that out when you're finished watching this one.

But pricing needs to be done strategically, not only so that you can make money and actually

have a profit margin, but also because it plays a part in your brand and in the way

your customers and your visitors perceive your shop.

Cheaper is not always better.

The price that's too low can turn someone off from buying from you because they're thinking

something's up with that and it doesn't communicate quality and professionalism.

So if your prices are too low, that might be a problem.

The next thing with pricing is actually your pricing being too high compared to what people

perceive to be a value when they visit your shop.

And what I mean by that is that if you're pricing your products that are $150 - $200

because that is what they're worth - and I completely understand that -

you have to understand that your shop can't look like it's a little craft store or homemade

project.

It has to look spectacular.

The product photography again has to look really beautiful.

It needs to look cohesive and branded so that people feel like the price is justified.

And then last kind of on the same pricing level, but it's also not really related is

your shipping.

Shipping is a big, big deal.

People get turned off by it really easily.

I know I do.

I'm sure you do too.

Let's be honest.

You want to buy this thing for $35, you get to the shopping cart and suddenly it's $42

because there's shipping and you forgot to add it up and you didn't tell them that this

was going to be added on top.

It's a bad surprise and usually you leave the cart because you're like, you know, I

was getting ready for this price but not for this one.

So if you can, I would really recommend you consider reviewing your pricing strategy so

that you can include free shipping with each one of your products without losing profit

yourself.

Alright, my friends, I hope this helped.

If you have any questions, please free to comment below.

I always love seeing the conversation in the comments and I do my very best to reply to

them as quickly as I possibly can, and of course I will be linking to more free awesome

resources just below this video so that you can get the help that you need to start, grow

and profit from your handmade shop.

Come and join us in my free facebook group as well.

The link is below and I will see you next Tuesday for the next episode.

Bye Bye.

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アフガン編みの基本:メリヤス編みの編み方 Afghan or Tunisian Crochet Basic Stitch 編み図・字幕解説 Crochet and Knitting Japan - Duration: 10:21.

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Speed Paint!!! (or attempting to) - Duration: 4:25.

Um, it's the beginning of the video. Quick, say something interesting!

Uh, I have a very important confession to make! I'm - a nerd! Wait, you knew that already? Oh.

Well, here I am painting some characters from D&D. That's Dungeons & Dragons to all you cool people out there.

Sorry, I don't expect to make speed paints too often, but I'm working on a very time-consuming video right now

I wanted to have it out at the end of the summer actually, but I kept experiencing delays. Like... school *cough cough*

So, uh be on the lookout for a seasonally out-of-line video

Also, I made it an Instagram account. It's the same username, HannahWuhzHere. You can find the link in the description

I'm posting cool behind the scenes of my animations on there along with some bonus art. So, it's worth checking out.

Uh, I'll stop talking now. Enjoy me trying out a new painting technique in Photoshop. Normally I use line art in my digital paintings.

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Resumes: Static or Dynamic? - Duration: 3:42.

- Welcome back, Terry O'Reilly here,

founder of OBP Australia.

In this video, we're going to be looking at static resumes

and the problem with professional resume writing services.

Stay tuned.

(slow jazz music)

So, are professional resume writing services good?

Some are better than others.

The problem is that a resume can really only be assessed

against a position description.

And the problem is that they are static,

which means you get one version,

and you have to control that version yourself,

so if you want to make changes,

you need to be making changes that are appropriate

to that specific job description.

Now, the other thing is that they need

to be ATS-compliant and many of the ones I've seen

through professional resume writing services are not,

which means that they can cause barriers

for the tracking system,

when that system tries to scan your key words.

So the way we approach these in OBP Australia,

first of all, we work on showing you how

to identify a job that is a good fit.

So there's no point in applying for jobs

where you simply don't have a chance of getting shortlisted.

So we show you, take you through the process

of how to identify whether you're in with a shot for a job.

We work with you directly on specific applications.

So it's not a matter of giving you a magic resume,

we work with you on the application,

so we help you identify what you need to explain

about your experience that is relevant to that specific job.

This gives you ownership over the document,

it means that you can go away, make changes to it

for every job that you apply for.

We start with what we call a base resume,

so this is a resume that contains all of your experience,

so it's quite a long document.

And then from that, we refine it,

and show you how to address the key selection criteria

to make sure you're talking about the relevant aspects

of your experience in the most impressive way.

So we use this base resume

because it's quick to make changes.

You don't want to be spending days and days

on every application.

So if you have a base version of your resume,

you can make some quick changes, mainly to the front page,

and then submit that for application,

knowing that you've addressed the criteria,

and it gives you the best chance of being shortlisted.

It's important to get your applications off quickly.

Many jobs close well before the closing date,

and may close shortly after the jobs is posted.

So again, this is why we use a base resume

so that you can make your own changes

as quickly as possible.

So if you're having trouble getting interviews,

you're not happy with your application documents,

contact us, simply go to the website obpaustralia.com.au.

We'll get back to you within 24 hours

to organize a free consultation to discuss your options.

Also, don't forget to subscribe to the YouTube channel.

See you next time.

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HOARDER OR JUNK COLLECTOR - Duration: 4:23.

this farm has been here as long as I can remember they men who own it was a

compulsive hoarder back then dad and I used to go to auction sales we see this

particular farmer at auction sales bidding on things and he'd haul

it to his farm and then set it up in the bushes but as I said he never sold

anything He has passed away but his son has taken over a few years ago and his

son is even worse than his dad was what, you see up front is nothing compared to

what's hiding in the trees because when I was a kid there was a lot of stuff in

the bushes and I know for a fact that a lot of the trees have grown around and

hidden things since then even so there's a lot to see just by driving by when I

was still a kid at home , dad and I had gone over there a couple of times. dad

wanted to buy some parts for whatever I'm not sure what it was but the man

would not sell anything. this son now is the same way the only thing I can say. it

has to be some type of a hoarding disease

but I know there's hoarders that fill up their apartments and everything but this

is no apartment these are acres of land and they're all filled with junk cars

and tractors and a lot of granarys and as you can see they're all falling

apart and they're of no use to anyone this has been going on for more than 65

years so you can well imagine what's all hidden in the bushes just rotting away

we're coming up to the house. it is so well hidden by the trees if you don't know it

was there you never find it, you can just faintly make it out

this is the opposite side of the highway oh yeah he's got it on both sides and

like I said about the house it was a big house when I was young we could see the

house just right from the highway but the trees have overgrown and now it's

hidden I'd hate to see what's in the house so what do you call this , a hoarder

or a collector of junk it's hard to say because usually a collector will sell

something as man as far as I've known is never sold anything and like I said now

his son is the same way but he's got a few more acres that he can fill yet I am

sure that if this was on a very well-traveled Highway he would have been

told to clean up as it is he has been told three four years ago already and

nothing has ever been done

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Desktop Or Laptor? Which To Buy? Explained[Bengali] - Duration: 11:32.

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Are You a Manager or Leader - Duration: 3:32.

Have you ever heard the phrase managers are tactile and leaders are strategic?

We definitely need both but if you are a manager and you do want to take it to the next level,

which is being considered a leader there's one characteristic quality that I believe

you need to have, which is probably one of the most important out there and in this video

I'm going to share with you exactly what that characteristic is.

Hi.

My name is Bill Benoist.

I'm a certified professional career coach here in Silicon Valley.

I upload new career tips and strategies every Tuesday so if your are in career transition

or you value career development make sure that you hit the subscribe button below.

That way you won't miss anything moving forward.

This is going to be a short video this time around but one that I believe you'll find

informative and useful and that is the difference between management and leadership.

But before I go on let me ask you this question.

Do you know what the difference is between let's say therapy and counseling versus coaching?

Well therapy and counseling, that is focused on an individual's past.

Not the present, not the future, but mainly the past.

Whereas coaching on the other hand, it is focused on an individual's future and this

is what leadership is all about.

Leaders are visionaries.

They are focused on the future.

We have managers for the day to day activities and managers, there's a place in every business

for a manager.

Business is not going to survive without those, somebody managing the day to day activities.

But a leader is someone who is focused on the future, a visionary.

And you know what the best leaders are able to do?

They are able to have their followers embrace the vision that they see.

And you know how they do that?

It's not through words.

It's not through abstract words like I see a better future.

What does that mean?

They actually use images.

They use pictures.

They paint pictures in that individual's mind so that individual can see it.

They can hear it.

They can taste it.

They can feel it.

That's what the best leaders are able to do.

And when you think about Martin Luther King for a moment and I Have a Dream.

Think about Kennedy and the space program.

These were individuals that were able to, their followers embrace the vision that they

saw and they did it through images and being able to paint that picture of that future

that laid ahead of them.

So if you are a manager that wants to take it to the next level and become a leader or

maybe you're a leader and you want to take and become a better leader it's not only about

vision but it's also about making sure that your followers embrace your vision and the

way to do that is through creating images out there, not just using words.

So again I said this was going to be a fast video, a quick one.

I'm staying true to my word I do hope you found it informative and useful and if so

make sure again to subscribe to this channel as I do upload new career tips and strategies

every Tuesday.

And also if you are in career transition I do have an online course, a three hour online

course, Finding Work that Fuels Your Passion.

You'll find that also in the notes below.

Thank you for stopping by and I will see you in the next video.

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Timon And Pumbaa Truth or Zaire #2 - Lara Perry - Duration: 3:49.

PLEASE LIKE, SHARE, COMMENT & SUBCRIBE video! Thanks you very much!

you can mess with my little button sweetums does him alive anything you do

babies but you'll be safe it's out right here where I can stretch at Jo see

what'd I tell you I don't know Jim oh I feel like the

biggest liar in the whole world it's not nice to lie nice oh excuse me Pumbaa of

Sunnybrook farm you think that hunter is concerned with nice the only nice thing

he's thinking is how nice we'll taste with a side of coleslaw and a root beer

besides nice guys finish last and just in time

I've got a surprise for my precious little babies who love me and Mama loves

them toe yes I do moe I don't like the looks of this Umba

obviously this is some type of special occasion of these children right there

yeah now for the surprise are you ready are you ready can't play with your new

friends

god you should play nice excuse me I don't want to sound inhospitable but

I've got something to confess excuse me a moment mom just a few private words

with my sibling here Pumbaa what do you think you're doing I can't go through

with a Timon we're not her babies what we're doing is

dishonest and it's going to get us killed I've got to tell the truth pom

ball Bonnie now the truth is a dangerous deadly thing believe me sometimes it's

better to tell a lie in fact most times it's better to lie

well that's for me to decide and I've decided to tell the truth fines go tell

mrs. gorilla lady eye you see the thing is we're not babies

we were just acting like babies that way we could take advantage of your maternal

instincts for our own personal safety and comfort yes see Timon honesty is the

best policy

there's no one's happy Pumbaa this is what you get for telling the truth

come go Quint has done it the world's first and only picture of a warthog and

a meerkat together certain librational this photo and my name Congo Quint will

grace the cover of every newspaper in the world Congo Quint is the bravest

strongest most resourceful photographer on this or any other continental flight

right just at the most remarkable ideas miles gray work with me

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Timon And Pumbaa Truth or Zaire #3 - Lara Perry - Duration: 2:52.

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Jose Mourinho: Man Utd board will make sack decision in 'two or three games' - Parlour - Duration: 3:02.

 That is the view of Arsenal legend Ray Parlour. Mourinho's future at Old Trafford is in doubt after a difficult start the season

 Manchester United has lost three Premier League games and crashed out of the Carabao Cup to Derby last week

 Mourinho has a history of underwhelming third seasons and there are fears United's campaign could implode

 Parlour believes the negative atmosphere at United is frustrating fans and questioned the fitness of the players

 And he feels Mourinho could have around three games before the United hierarchy makes a decision

 "It's so negative at Manchester United, I'm sure the fans are sick of it at the moment," Parlour told talkSPORT

 "It was probably one of the poorest performances I've seen against West Ham. "I don't think the players looked fit enough, I just felt they were a yard short everywhere

West Ham wanted to win every second ball more than the United players, so that's quite a worrying situation

 "Obviously you've got the Pogba scenario at the moment and you've got Sanchez, who has been nowhere near the player he was at Arsenal

 "Can Jose turn it around? It's going to be difficult. "Once you lose that dressing room, you're in trouble – especially big, influential players in that dressing room

 "We've seen it so many times when the players lose respect for the manager and suddenly their performances go downhill

 "So in the next two or three games the board will be looking to see what their reaction will be

" United resume Champions League action this evening against Valencia and Parlour believes the players need to restore some pride

 He added: "This Champions League game tonight is absolutely vital to them. They had a really good result in the first game [against Young Boys in Switzerland], Pogba scored a great goal and played really well, so he [Mourinho] needs that same reaction tonight

 "The big players have got to turn up, they have to enjoy wearing the Man United shirt, be proud of wearing the Man United shirt and give everything for the cause

"

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My actresslife 2 Theater work or hobby? - Duration: 4:53.

I am Arlecchino

and before you watch the video

we would be very happy if you would subscribe to us.

If you're already there, click on the Like button!

Have fun whit the video now. Chiao!

So, the new YouTuber I recommend to watch the first video "My actresslife 1"

So you know what it's all about.

And if you already know me

I am very happy to see you again.

Well, it's actually work for me

more precisely

Well, it used to be

a long long time ago

when I was very very little when I was a child

it was my hobby

But since I finished my education at Comart Theater School.

It has become my main profession.

Of course, there are people who see theaters just as a hobby.

and that's for professional actors

in a sense not necessarily a problem

But in some situations, I have to say, it's rather difficult.

This means that in some companies there is no difference in terms of payment.

For example, I have such a situation in a company where I work.

I do not mention the name now

because I find the job very cool there

and otherwise the working atmosphere is wonderful and great

just this little point annoys me

I would like to make it very clear once again.

There are many good acting amateurs

who have never been to a drama school

and just have incredible talent

and clearly where one has to say: ok

easy, if they are really so good, they should earn the same amount.

uh, yes ... and then there is the other side ...

For example: a medical enthusiast is not allowed to perform a surgical operation.

No matter how many books he has read

he can't work without a license.

Also a big problem for the market of actors and extras:

People

who work for free !!!!!

To be completely honest ... yes ... i....

I did that, too.

but

yes, then you keep telling yourself

Oh, it's just to gain experience

bla, bla, blaaaa

and it's good

and one invents this or that excuse

But no, no. just don't do it!

If you have a degree

in the profession

don't do it for free!

When you finish school, always look that ...

get a reward.

It may be that the wage at the beginning is not particularly high

because you have to gain experience

but look that you always, always, always get paid.

Stop! Attention

but there are exceptions:

Of course, if you're doing your own theater project, then

you will not be able to pay yourself a wage from the beginning

But be careful, that i'ts not the kind of friends who just use your good will.

And also larger projects that you start with a large group

are at the beginning without payment

My biggest criticism is,

that still some of many actors work for free for television.

and that although there is enough more than enough money around...

In the next video I talk about:

criticism and how to deal with it.

I hope you enjoyed it

and i see you again next time.

Until next time

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Former GE execs expect massive dividend cut or total elimination: Gasparino - Duration: 4:19.

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WORST THINGS SAID ARE SAID ONLINE...... OR NOT - Duration: 12:28.

people say that the worst things that can be said to you are usually said over

the Internet no the worst things that have been said

have been said by doctors to my face

morning everyone so last yes this morning I've been

dealing with some more of the paperwork for school and all that and then later

I'm going to edit that last night after I closed down the vlog like oh my gosh

my eyes are so puffy from it but last night I had like one of the worst

meltdowns that I've had in a long time just tired of everything and my

brother's poor friend he was over and apparently they could hear me out in the

garage that the door locked and everything but they could still hear all

the screaming crying and all that like there was there's something that have

been said by doctor and stuff that like people say that the worst things that

can be said to you are usually said over the Internet

no the worst things that have been said have been said by doctors to my face

okay I wasn't gonna get into it but I just want to so I'm only going into one

of the things there's been like two or three things that have been said by one

doctor told me your pain doesn't matter I usually don't even bring up the fact

that I feel like my body is on fire at all times and then I did and that's what

you say no and so I I never it's been almost a year or something says that

happened and I never told anybody about it cuz I felt like saying it out loud

would make it true which isn't a good way to think about that but

that's what happened and so I dealt with that by myself for like a year and then

I finally when I was just freaking out yesterday I just said it and then some

other things you know like not wanting to do this anymore

like I'm just under like a really frustrated place because some doctors

have literally just given up and they're like you can move on the next and I'm

just like aha at the beginning you told me that you would help me and now you're

like move on and then the whole symptom symptom management thing where it's like

what are we waiting for so I've been texting with Jess this

morning and just kind of relaxing one thing that since some of my doctor's

appointments and then like last night it really brought it into light again is

there was okay there's a lot of things that I wish people understood but if

there was one thing that I wish like doctors understood and my family

understood like I got from moving an appointment just because it's

inconvenient to everybody else it's just another month it's just a another few

weeks and we'll deal with it like when doctors are like oh we don't have time

to do that now like we'll deal with it another appointment like that's great

and all that for you guys it's just another week or in just another few

months for me and it's another month of dealing with horrible pain with dealing

with terrible symptoms it's another month of like just barely

trucking along every day I don't know like I I don't really know

if that makes sense but if there was just one thing I wish everybody

understood it was that oh I guess it's like the things that aren't said but I

guess it's hard for everybody to understand the things that don't get

talked about but still I don't know if this came of cars clear or not but I've

been waiting for months for this appointment and then we're just gonna

move it because it's been give me it or when I bring up something a doctor thing

in there like oh we'll deal with that at the next one if it's being brought up

it's probably been a quite a while that I've been dealing with it and just being

like oh it'll probably go away but if it's being brought up I like it's

because I want somebody now may like that gram and Gramps and buddy game by

and our dogs got along great with little buddy I didn't vlog because I was trying

to make sure nobody ate buddy a lot it was a little bit mean name but Milton

liked him I thought Lotte doesn't get along with

anybody so who would have expected already getting along with him

YUM well editing this vlog and then I've been doing like internet research for

another video that I was gonna do don't know if that's ever gonna happen but it

might I'm going to work on some paintings but Nolan wants they didn't do

it for him he wants me to paint this picture that he took of ins well if you

had somebody take of him when we're at daughter oh my gosh everything ups and

he now wants it to be painted so this is what I painted Wow like last the end or

something and so now I'm gonna try to prop you

guys in the window

okay tone and this is now just teaching the little kid she has to cut out all

their stuff by hand oh I'm not gonna help her you don't even

have hands to help me good point but even if I did the only thing going to

help you I had a thought yes and now it's gone that's long

dramatic pause yeah cuz I'm not dramatic at all do you think in my videos like

you know I made those the videos where I was just like talking before oh and I

was sitting like here but then I had the sheet right there yeah do you think I

should continue on with the sheet or should I just have like my messy bedroom

be the background good yesterday I struggled with a sheet in my room I just

do it in your bedroom cool because I have idea I did still

nice outside yeah but I have to deal with Dumb and Dumber oh because I I

always said that I used to joke about starting a daily vlog and I always said

that I would never because I don't like to edit and upload in a timely fashion

right but this whole week I've logged oh you did yeah that's good there and

they're not edited or uploaded yeah they look they don't even match up I'm

telling you just kind of aw baby these little things or would know when I was

there a sticky note was plenty good back in the good old days I always I always

hoped I'd be able to say that one day I'm gonna come and tell your kids that

back in the good old days a sticky note was plenty good there's my

first book

27 more to go wait is that say idioms yeah oh no I had

going up I was in I don't know what grade but we have this thing called the

book of idioms and I called it the book of idiots because it drove me insane had

to draw these stupid pictures then we cut out one I don't think I really

blogged anything exciting today or yesterday but this is the real live

people I don't do anything exciting I usually just hang out and talk to you

guys cuz my dogs aren't very good listeners so they just like you I forgot

to clear this memory card before I started vlogging again so now my memory

cards pretty much full Oh sad day I actually have to take these videos off

before I whatever before I can clear it again so that there speak so good night

good night as I suffer